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Jennifer

This song says everything I have to say right now...

About Me

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My family is the most important thing in my life - without them I don't know where or who I'd be today. My children are the loves of a lifetime. I have always put my children's best interests first in my life as I have truly been the only "consistent" parent for the majority of their life. As of December, my oldest daughter decided that she wanted to live with her dad, so she moved down to La. to live with him, his wife and her daughter. She seems very happy there which is nice to know although her presence is missed so very much around the house. Things are way too quiet around here with just the two. I have a wonderful Fiancee who has shown me the meaning of what TRUE love really feels like deep down into the core of your soul. He has taken to the children quite well over the past 5 years but especially so over the past 3 years since he moved in with us. I enjoy spending some of my free time checking on the progress of sick and terminally ill children (and adults) as well as their families through www.carepages.com.Until October/Nov. when I took a fall down the steps and then the car accident in Nov. where I injured my back pretty badly I had been enrolled at the local college i nthe nursing program. As a result of my injuries I had to withdrawal due to my inability to be able to properly care for the clients (patients) because of the medication I was on and the extent of the injury to my back. I am hopeful that in Fall of 2007 I will br able to continue persuing my nursing career. I have always had a desire and need to help and take care of others. Nursing just seems such a fitting career for what I what to do in my life. I truly love taking care of people in any small way possible I just want to make a difference. I would love to eventually specialize in pediatrics. It's just all too humbling to realize that no amount of prayer will ever bring about earthly healing for these warrior children.

My Interests

I'd like to meet:

I'd most like to meet the one and only person who can explain to me why so many children must suffer endlessly, born with incurable situations but live as long as possible as wonderfully happy children only to suffer again and again and then to be FINALLY taken home. Explain that to me and then to the thousands of women that have had to bury their children within the first few years of life. THESE COULD HAVE BEEN ANY OF OUR CHILDREN - THESE HEART DEFECTS AND CANCERS CAN HAPPEN TO ANYONES CHILD!!! THEY ARE BORN INNOCENT - HAVE NOT EVEN HAD THE CHANCE TO SIN. If you're one of those who feel they can calmly explain this to me please contact me AFTER reading several stories about these children WHO COULD HAVE BEEN YOURS!!!!! I thank God multiple times a day that I have healthy children but there are too many other moms who can only pray for one more day with theirs.

Music:


Television:

CSI, Trauma in the ER, Birth Stories, pretty much anything that depicts REAL medical events

Heroes:

Lauren Miller, my family & the Lord ... Lauren is the reason I will NEVER GIVE UP - not on my nursing career, not on myself or happiness in life in general. These heart babies are too precious for ANYTHING to get in my way of helping to care for! Lauren - this incredible 3 year old - left behind a legacy of love, strength, courage and bravery. Her parents honor her through her foundation. It keeps her memory alive and keeps their promise to their little angel. Visit them at www.laurenfaithmiller.org

My Blog

Tomorrow

Well tomorrow at 6:00AM I have to be at the Univ. of Maryland Medical Center for my discectomy and laminectomy (back surgery).  I have to say that I am pretty nervous, no downright scared about i...
Posted by Jennifer on Wed, 14 Feb 2007 12:34:00 PST

SATURDAY!!!!!

My love is COMING HOME!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! Finally - he's been gone since Sept. 13 (?)...too long anyway! Lots of relaxing, snuggling and catching up on each others lives to be had in the up coming weeks....
Posted by Jennifer on Wed, 17 Jan 2007 09:52:00 PST

Finally

I have health insurance!!!!  Now I have to find a reputable neurosurgeon for a consultation to discuss the 2 herniated discs as well as the degenerative disc disease and arthritis... An...
Posted by Jennifer on Thu, 21 Dec 2006 02:20:00 PST

Life

Do not look forward to what might happen tomorrow; the same everlasting Father who cares for you today, will take care of you tomorrow and every day. Either He will shield you from suffering or He wil...
Posted by Jennifer on Wed, 13 Dec 2006 09:28:00 PST

Always just need "One more Day"

One More Day (By: Diamond Rio ) Last night I had a crazy dream A wish was granted just for me It could be for anything I didn't ask for money Or a mansion in Malibu I simply wished, for one m...
Posted by Jennifer on Sun, 03 Dec 2006 10:21:00 PST

life

?"I BELIEVE THERE ARE ANGELS AMONG US, SENT DOWN TO US FROM SOMEWHERE ABOVE, THEY COME TO YOU AND ME IN OUR DARKEST HOURS, TO SHOW US HOW TO LIVE, TO TEACH US TO GIVE, TO GUIDE US WITH A LIGHT OF LOVE...
Posted by Jennifer on Wed, 29 Nov 2006 07:33:00 PST

A poem / Mommy

 Wounded Holidays by Alan Harris Young, they left our homes in a moment, long or quick, they were gone. Dewdrops turned into teardrops, the shining sea too small to hold our grief. "Give us our c...
Posted by Jennifer on Fri, 24 Nov 2006 01:02:00 PST