A small part of my crazy ass world feels right again. I'm a mess. Totally fluid. Old enough to know better, but too disassociated to care. Doomed to repeat past mistakes an infinite number of times, never really learning anything from them, because I knew before I made them, that they were wrong...I've hiked the Grand Canyon three times. One Saturday afternoon when I was a senior in high school, I parked my car in the red zone at IAH and hopped a plane to NYC, "life" was really getting to me. I'm an orphan, my mom died almost four years ago, and my dad isn't a nice man. I was fairly innocent until about 3 years ago when my life became like the Unrated Director's Cut of GAYS GONE WILD..you know, sex, drugs, and gay techno...I like things to go my way, and usually have more than one trick up my sleeve to get things to
ALWAYS go my way. I've been pegged as a troublemaker, MANIPULATOR, "wolf in sheep's clothing" kinda boy. Hey, if the shoe fits...I will honestly try anything once, and then probably try to convince everyone else to do it too, I'm a pusher. I don't believe in speeding tickets. I love ice cream more than I like most people. I'm an awesome listener, and if it's advice you want, or even if you don't, I'll give it to you, and it will be blunt as Hell, and probably the exact opposite from what you wanted me to say. Sometimes, there is no reason to use tact or grace-I enjoy those moments. I've done things that you could
NEVER imagine a sane individual doing. Despite all outward appearances, I'm not that tightly put together, sometimes, the inside is a train wreck, but hidden well. I don't want to meet your parents. I'll say what you've been thinking but were afraid to say. After I blurt it out, we'll do whatever
SCANDALOUS activity we were talking about. Always up for meeting new people. Going through lots of changes currently-stuck somewhere between the old party animal boy that i used to love being, and a sad old hermit who sits at home thinkin' bout the good ol' days...catch me on one of the nights when I need outta the house and you're in for one Hell of a night....catch me on a low-key night and prepare to be bored to death...Holla at me on here or on aim, my screenname is briguytx25. If you really wanna get to know the
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