Waiting for things that might not come to be

Well, for anyone that doesnt know me my name is Daniel. and those that do know me, know not to call me by anything else other than D... and thats only a select few. But im really into music. its my life. I LOVE going to shows, thats when i feel really alive! unless its an outside show and its like 100 degrees, then i feel like dying... LoL but other that than i pretty much put all my energy into work, gotta make that money!! I also like chillen with friends and doing whatever im always up for anything and everything. Im a really cool and laid back person when you get to know me. But at first it takes me a minute to warm up to people cause i dont really trust anyone. Cause most people are Assholes!!!! And on a deeper note...i just wish things would turn out the way i wanted... which seems to never happen. people need to start seeing whats in front of them, and stop dwelling on things they did in their past. we all have skeletons in our closets, but thats usually where they stay... and we cant predict our futures, but we have the choice of how they come about. sometimes we pick the wrong way, but thats life, its nothing but a guessing game... And i have realized you never get the person you really want, no matter how hard you try. Im tired of people lying and keeping so many damn secrets! What in the hell can someone do that is so different from shit i might have done my self? I still havnt figured that one out... People disappoint me on a daily basis. isnt that sad? why am i the only one that can be a TRUE friend? Deep down we are all the same, we want to be loved, we want someone to be there, we all need SOMEONE to talk to...even if we dont feel much like talking... just nice to know that someone is there to listen. All and all its true, NO ONE LIKES TO BE ALONE.........