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let noone else decide who you'll be! who wants to be normal anyway? to define self by others' standards is to default the heart & the truth. it takes more courage to live by what's right than to float with the standards of the average person around us. to blame society is to miss the point. it's no better to rebel against society than it is to conform. to be free means to think for oneself!! it also means having personal standards to live up to. & to sort the good from the bad by questioning ourselves, trusting that gut feeling, learning from mistakes, & listening to the wisdom of people we respect.. i guess you'd call it "open-minded with a filter." i expect to make a lot of mistakes. my life goal is not to be perfect, but to never give up the attempt to become better. the good & the bad news about me is the same: i'm always searching. it's not a choice, it's who i am. so if curiosity & questioning rub you the wrong way, you should probably avoid me. i'm not really judgmental, but i am challenging.. if it makes you feel any better, i'm probably harder on myself than on others.. unless someone hurts one of my children.. then i am not entirely rational. but then, love never is... o...& it seems like a contradiction i guess, but i have to have fun!! whats the point if ya cant have fun??"whatever tomorrow brings i'll be there.. with open arms & open eyes.. yea"♥WHAT DOESN'T KILL YOU MAKES YOU STRONGER.. survivors & optimists know this.. & when you doubt it... b/c you will doubt it when you're goin through stuff you go through.. it helps if you trust s.t. bigger than yourself.. b/c nobody can control everything all the time..& you have to have something that you love. that drives you. that you can be passionate about. that goes deep. beyond what anyone else does for you.. or to you.. it's your own. & lightens your heart. that you can think about, draw on, when you hit the rough spots, b/c we all hit rough spots.. "I know why the caged bird sings." ♥sing... when it hurts too much to breathe, close your eyes&still believe...

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It's gotta rock!! ...... "Taking it back to a hardcore level You better be ready put your pedal to the metal GO!Whoa-o! I never give in. Whoa-o! I never give up. Whoa-o! I never give in. I just want to be want to be loved."
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TELL ME ABOUT YOURSELF - The Survey
Name: Natalie
Birthday: January 10
Birthplace: Center, MO
Current Location: COMO
Eye Color: blue-green
Hair Color: brunette with streaks
Height: 5'2
Right Handed or Left Handed: right
Your Heritage: German mostly
The Shoes You Wore Today: sandals
Your Weakness: chocolate!! rock music.. the underdog: true heart in difficult circumstances, animals
Your Fears: none i want to admit
Your Perfect Pizza: deep dish Canadian Bacon, sausage, extra cheese
Goal You Would Like To Achieve This Year: be a great parent; song-writing projects
Your Most Overused Phrase On an instant messenger: i dont do im
Thoughts First Waking Up: what day is it? i'm still sleepy
Your Best Physical Feature: not sure, you tell me
Your Bedtime: generally 11 p.m. to ?
Your Most Missed Memory: my dad who died. he was the greatest, my hero
Pepsi or Coke: neither if i could have Dr. Pepper or Mt. Dew
MacDonalds or Burger King: how about Taco Bell?
Single or Group Dates: umm both are good
Lipton Ice Tea or Nestea: either
Chocolate or Vanilla: CHOCOLATE ALL THE WAY!! NO CONTEST
Cappuccino or Coffee: either. like choc.&caramel/lots of cream
Do you Smoke: nope
Do you Swear: sometimes. i try not to
Do you Sing: yes. i love it; mostly for myself at the moment
Do you Shower Daily: usually
Have you Been in Love:
Do you want to get Married: already am
Do you believe in yourself: most of the time
Do you get Motion Sickness: not usually, but i avoid roller coasters anyway :)
Do you think you are Attractive: i guess so, most of the time
Are you a Health Freak: no, i love chocolate too much, i try to be healthy tho
Do you get along with your Parents: yes, as adults, altho we didn't/don't always agree
Do you like Thunderstorms: they're ok, but i like sunny weather best
Do you play an Instrument: yes, a couple
In the past month have you Drank Alcohol: yes. i occasionally have a drink or 2
In the past month have you Smoked: nope
In the past month have you been on Drugs: nope, only allergy meds.
In the past month have you gone on a Date: umm i guess you'd call them that. ok, yeah
In the past month have you gone to a Mall: o yeah..i have 2 teenage girls
In the past month have you eaten a box of Oreos: no. i don't like oreos really. they're not real chocolate
In the past month have you eaten Sushi: no. no desire
In the past month have you been on Stage: no but i watched karaoke (my vicarious experience) :)
In the past month have you gone Skinny Dipping: no
In the past month have you Stolen Anything: no
Ever been Drunk: yes, i did alot of dumb things in younger years
Ever been called a Tease: probably, but not recently
Ever been Beaten up: not that i recall............
Ever Shoplifted: 1 time when i was 7 or 8; my mom made me return the item AND pay for it.
How do you want to Die: happy and preferably in my sleep, with great things accomplished
What do you want to be when you Grow Up: hard to say; i may never grow up... i still want to do/try a lot of things
What country would you most like to Visit: many. i'd love to tour Europe.. australia is cool..
In a Boy/Girl..
Favourite Eye Color: i guess blue-green; varies
Favourite Hair Color: usually brunette/dark
Short or Long Hair: short to medium/ depends on the person
Height: med.
Weight: med. or athletic
Best Clothing Style: up to date, right for the person; hate saggy pants!!
Number of Drugs I have taken: tried a couple long ago. recent:only presc./allergy
Number of CDs I own: several
Number of Piercings: ears-2 left, 1 right
Number of Tattoos: nada
Number of things in my Past I Regret: several, but i s.t. overthink things. if i learned from a mistake, it was prob. a good mistake. i'd just prefer to learn from others' mistakes instead of my own!! try to treat people right & make amends when i should, then let God take care of the rest. i'm a BIG BELIEVER in what comes around goes around!! ... "Take the past. Burn it up & let it go. Carry on. I'm stronger than you'll ever know. That's the deal, you get no respect. You're gonna get yours, you better watch your ****in neck. Whoa-o! I never give in. Whoa-o! I never give up. Whoa-o! I never give in. I just want to be want to be loved!" ...i love great song lyrics, if you haven't figured that out!
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God (but i'm in no hurry); Robert Schuler; members of my favorite bands; musicians to jam with.. amazing drummers, friends who bring out the best in me.. & sometimes the worst!!! lol.. people that make me laugh.. people who are honest.. people who have courage.. people who would risk themselves for someone or something they love.. people who get hurt..but will pick themselves up, try to make sense of it & go again... people who dream dreams.. & go after their dreams.. people who make me want to try harder, cry harder, laugh harder, dream more passionately... people who rock!!! passionately & often!! to you:
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one true friend

..tr> one true friend ...
Posted by on Wed, 12 Mar 2008 20:55:00 GMT

wisdom

you can lead a horse to water..but you cannot make him drink.you can leave him. you can shake him.but you cannot make him think...great lyricsbut also wise words..workin on a realistic perspective&...
Posted by on Sat, 05 Jan 2008 07:41:00 GMT

tag!!

Tagged!! read the following: Current mood: creativeCategory: LifeTAGGED.. thanks jimmyTOP TEN THINGS I WANT TO DO BEFORE I DIE.......in no particular order.*tour Europe*learn to play the guitar well*...
Posted by on Thu, 22 Feb 2007 05:26:00 GMT

personality quiz

Another badass quiz from eSPIN-the-Bottle... The eSPIN Personality Test MY RESULT:Rock Star ...
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live, love, laugh

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bring me down

acrostic poem:BRING ME DOWN...B eing sick & tired of being sick & tiredR estless rebel heartI diot thoughts & idyllic questions N everending confusionG ame malfunction.. Go back to startM eltdown in w...
Posted by on Fri, 12 Jan 2007 13:22:00 GMT

a true friend

A Friend....(A)ccepts you as you are(B)elieves in "you"(C)alls you just to say "HI"(D)oesn't give up on you(E)nvisions the whole of you (even the unfinished parts)(F)orgives your mistakes(G)ives uncon...
Posted by on Sat, 09 Dec 2006 21:22:00 GMT

power or lack thereof

It's humbling to realize how little control we really have. Some days we feel pretty powerful but then it's pretty easy to fool ourselves too. How do people without faith handle it? I guess the sam...
Posted by on Sun, 26 Nov 2006 17:56:00 GMT

if u ever felt like u'd rather take the hit than drag it out...

PAIN... by Three Days GracePain, without lovePain, I can't get enough.Pain, I like it rough.'Cause I'd rather feel pain than nothin at all.You're sick of feelin numb. You're not the only one.I'll tak...
Posted by on Wed, 11 Oct 2006 09:48:00 GMT

...To Be Loved

....To Be Loved by Papa Roach (their CD totally rocks!!)Listen up! Turn it up & rock it out!Party on! I want to hear you scream & shout!This is real, as real as it getsI came to get down, to get som...
Posted by on Wed, 11 Oct 2006 09:36:00 GMT