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cheeks.<3

do you miss me miss misery, like you said you do?

About Me

. 20 year old female.
loving the west coast.
bay area rap.
harajuku lolita.
hollywood scene.
i love life. and i wouldnt change it for the world.
im happy here
i am searching for that someone special in my life...
im way to nice to most people.
it makes the boys i like never notice me since im not a huge BITCH.
"when i grow up im gonna have chihuahuas and adopt children from china."
my friends are all outgrowing me. or moving away. and i feel like ive been left, out of time, out of place, and out of touch with everything thats real. im afraid im starting to grow up.
too bad they didnt tell you the real story of "finding nemo".
the shark ate his dad.
he got sent to a foster home with dory
and by the ripe age of 16 he was a coke addict
poor nemo
awwwbooo.
lets try blackanese.
i have a who nose. =]
and love like a little kid.
i want to be a suicide girl
but whats best of all is that i geniunely like myself.
true story.
wanna know me? aol : xthursdaygurliex
msn: [email protected]
"On ne voit bien qu'avec le cœur, l'essentiel est invisible pour les yeux"
you see only see rightly with the heart, what matters is invisible to the eyes. - the little prince.
this is real.
if ive learned one thing in my time on this planet its got to be that you have to sell what youve got. make people want it. and in the process you will become wanted too."

My Interests

♥fags.
♥hard liquor.
♥boys.
♥piercings/tattoos
♥hair.
♥modified cars.
♥fashioncore.
♥mod.
♥makeup.
copulation

I'd like to meet:

♥ new friends.
♥ tall boys with pretty hair and tight pants.
♥ kids who are genuine.
♥ people who dont lie.

    scene/hxc/indie kids.
    artists and musicians around the bay area.
    photographers.

Music:



the kind you can listen to in the car and scream the words to with your friends
and the type that makes you smile and cry becuase the words are so true. and everything seems so much more real.

Movies:

anime
80s movies
the classics.
indie and foreign films. the dreamers, last tengo in paris, party monster, 24 hour party people, monseiur ibrahim, the motorcycle diaries.

Television:

nip//tuck. snl when im home.
the sundance channel and ifc. Z

Books:

revolution on canvas.
and anything by:
Francesca Lia Block.
Melvin Burgess.
Anne Rice

Heroes:

twiggy, eartha kitt, princess grace kelly of monaco, edie sedgwick, andy warhol.

My Blog

tearjerker.

at this exact moment:i feel depressed.i smell nothing becuase my nose is running.i see the computer, myspace and my hands typing on the latpop becuase thats all which is illuminated in my dark bedroom...
Posted by cheeks.<3 on Thu, 31 May 2007 10:42:00 PST

its homework time.

myspace is fucking depressing.with all of these beautiful peoplewith their beautiful friends. and here i am sitting around feeling like wtf.i got cheated on so many levels.but most importantly that fr...
Posted by cheeks.<3 on Sat, 14 Apr 2007 08:32:00 PST

high hats and narrow collars, white spats and lots of dollars...

so im i think im finally ready to do that car thing.im a 1000 dollars less than i originally said i was gonna put down on it.and even this is pretty much molesting my bank account.its like money finds...
Posted by cheeks.<3 on Fri, 06 Apr 2007 12:04:00 PST

lola.

oh yeah .for those of you who see me often.and even want to do lunch with me.im counting calories. so watch out.so since my current goal is to have an amazingly amazing lolita costume for halloween.an...
Posted by cheeks.<3 on Sun, 25 Mar 2007 08:22:00 PST

gimme a gun in my hand...

...cause i wanna be a shooting man. im pretty happy with the way that my body is beginning to look...im slimming down but not losing weight. its weird. nonetheless.... lately ive been wondering: whene...
Posted by cheeks.<3 on Mon, 19 Mar 2007 08:56:00 PST

it all seemed so simple.

im still up like a crackhead. this reminds me of my sr year in high school.the one of two years of high school that i miss. the only one that happened at rodriguez that i would even conside remem...
Posted by cheeks.<3 on Mon, 12 Feb 2007 01:55:00 PST

sorry, but i just dont date black women.

whenever a guy has the balls to come straight out and say it...'sorry, but i just dont date black women"its too bad he found out he had balls cause as soon as he says that line im going to kick them s...
Posted by cheeks.<3 on Fri, 15 Dec 2006 07:49:00 PST

dreamscape.

i spent too much time.too much energy being reactive onwhat people i assumed were important to methink and say. im tired of being the child of assumptions.of lies...and of broken promises. i wish peop...
Posted by cheeks.<3 on Sun, 03 Dec 2006 04:16:00 PST

disappear.

someday ill disappear.then everyone will be happy...   if i died.i doubt anyone would come to my funeral.which is pretty damn lame.   i told my mom my plans for school next semester.tak...
Posted by cheeks.<3 on Fri, 01 Dec 2006 08:35:00 PST

first child.

and today wasnt so bad.until about 15 minutes ago. when the oldest child fairy case worker decided to come to work loaded.and leave so intoxicated that he was becoming best friends with the toilet. an...
Posted by cheeks.<3 on Sun, 05 Nov 2006 05:21:00 PST