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I can't stand people who can't spell BUT have the ability to. I don't care if you think I'm "hot" or "cute", I don't want you.. I don't want a relationship with you.. and I definitely will not sleep with you. With that said, use all the lame pick-up lines you want.
Psst- they wont work.
You're only here once; make your mark while you can. Whether you make it known or not, MANIFEST AND PROSPER .
I'm very easily inspired.. mostly by music, art, and people. I also find simplicity in complexity.. which is hard to understand.. but in my mind it makes perfect sense. You will come to find I'm very STRONG mentally and most of my thoughts and ideas contradict one another, something else that makes perfect sense in my head. You'll also come to find I manipulate people.. which sounds bad but it's not at all. I aim for befriending people I can TEACH and learn from. I am NOT what you'd expect. Some people get the impression that I'm not who I say I am. When I get quiet around people I'm , LEARNING . When you talk to me I won't sound anything like this, I'll probably want to go to a show or hang out or not do anything at all.
I've loved and lost.. and moved on..
I've had a few traumatizing things happen, but I don't dwell on them. If anything they've made me a stronger person and essentially I didn't (usually don't) need anyone to overcome these things but myself. But once again.. I'm still learning.
I do have plans for myself.. and possibly yourself as well. I won't stop because of a few obstacles. Hate mail, negativity, and jealousy MOTIVATE me. I don't demand to be different, nor have I ever claimed to be different. I don't think I'm "special" because of what drives me, who I know, or what I look like.
Im a fan of words. I enjoy putting them together and taking them apart (not the words themselves.. more like forming sentences, and novels.. and soliloquies). Im also a fan of literacy. In which case, please refrain from using u and ur when engaging in an e-exchange of words (hate mail included). Im very aware some people like to think using shorthand saves time. Well, if you cant spell out a full word you happen to use everyday, dont bother sending a message. It will save your time, and mine. This includes, but is not solely subject to, the proper use of your, youre, there, their, and they're. Reading and writing is taught in school for a reason, enjoy it while you can. I dont expect you to be a mastermind, just THINK before you SPEAK.
Im also a fan of lifeism. GOD thought it would be a good idea for people to take an hour (or 5) out of each Sunday to go somewhere new and appreciate anything at all. GOD also thought it would be wise to brush up on science (or another field of interest) in that time. GOD mentioned that doing service or just being really nice would suffice as well. In LIFEism: all donations are to be researched contributions to a worthy charity or to the community in which you live. Sins are completely relative to environment and genetics, and are to be taken up with your fellow man. Repentance likewise. Clergy will be self-appointed mentors that know anything you dont. The only commandments are 1. Be a good person as best you can; all cases are relative to the individual. 2. Live as much life as you can. 3. Pursue something you deem worthy of your time in your relatively short amount on earth. 4. Love all. Basically, Im against religion. I find God to be a comfort zone for those who can't grasp the concept of morals without reasoning or hope for a prize. Some will say blind faith is the key. Some will also say they are right, despite others uncertainty. I say no one knows. Some would like to, some seem to think they do, some dont care.. but when it comes down to facts.. we have none. Im not saying atheism is any better either. Atheism, much like Christianity, is also based on blind faith. Which, unfortunately, seems to intervene with ones demeanor. Id like to believe I can fall back on something like a deity. Fortunately, I have more substantial entities. (Forgive me if you need an online dictionary to help you with comprehending this profile.) ;)
For your questions: I really am 20. Ive lived in RVa for about 2 years now I cant explain it any better than being grateful. I graduated high school at 16, which was possibly one of the best decisions Ive ever made. Ive never had a set group of friends and I do intend to keep it that way. I enjoy new faces and new ideas. I do care what you think (contrary to popular belief). Care meaning: I think it over. Care not meaning: I will change for you. I plan to work in the music industry, which is why Ill be going to school for music business sometime next year. I wont help your band because I know you. I WILL help your band if I like your music and/or think other people will like it. I plan to BE something, this will not change.. and I guarantee you it will happen. With that said, do not get in my way. If your intention is to fuck me over, I suggest you think it over first. Im not a mean person at all; I just know what I want.. and when I want something.. I will get it. I dont expect or want things to come to me. Id rather work for money than have it fall into my lap (although a large indefinite amount of money would be rather helpful, haha). JUST REMEMBER: Multicolored hair and makeup does not mean there is no brain activity. I don't look at myself as being better than anyone else solely because I have thousands of friends on a website. But once again, make your mark.. I have, will, and continue to.
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