RIGHT HERE.RIGHT NOW.EVERYTHING CHANGES!!!

About Me

How does it feel to know that you've taken someone's smile?

I'm Mandee.
I love music.
I work at walmart..
I don't like anoyone, but I make okay money.
I also am an intern at The Music Hall. That's neat.
I didn't technically graduate high school because I was gone too much in a class, but I'm finally getting my GED.
I like taking pictures of everything. So if you ever need any portraits or something, let me know; I'll enjoy it.
I'm very uncertain on what to do at this point in my life, but I'm content in that.

Casey. He's an amazing person. We've been together over a year now! I love him, and I love that he loves me.

My Interests

Music. Art. Photography. Peace. Literature. Architecture. Psychology. Love. Theatre. Knitting. Music. Music. Music.

I'd like to meet:

Well this past year has really shown me who my true friends are..
It really disappoints me..
So yeah, I'd love to make real friends, but it's hard.

I'm only interested if you're funny, fun to be around, and don't lie every five minutes.. Or at all.

True friends stab you in the front.

Music:

You know, all that evil sounding stuff. Well I like many types of music, mostly METAL , techno, electronica, psychedelic, melodic, hardcore, some indie..Just anything that has meaning and inspires me.

I could list them all like I had before, but uhhh..I don't fucking want to.

Movies:

Imaginary Heroes. Star Wars. The Truman Show. Almost Famous. Waking Life.

Actors: Sigourney Weaver, Mandy Moore, Drew Barrymore, Kate Winslet, Natalie Portman, Scarlett Johansson, Audrey Hepburn, Dakota Fanning, Kate Hudson, Kate Beckinsale, Johnny Depp, Leonardo Dicaprio, Emile Hirsch, Ewan McGregor, Mark Ruffalo, Mark Wahlberg.

Television:

I don't watch tv really ever anymore, but here's some box set I'd buy:
Heroes
Seinfeld
My Name Is Earl
Flight Of The Conchords
Da Ali G Show
Aqua Teen
Metalocalypse
Family Guy
South Park

Books:

I actually love reading. I would have more favorites, if I only read more.
1984.
Hamlet.
Devil in the White City.

Heroes:

Were we too blind to see you were only human like me?But we canâ€™t help but feelEmpty words they're all you gave..

My Blog

if you're not now then you never were.

I'm not talking about sXe.. But that can be applied to many things. I don't miss my friends. If we haven't talked or seen each other in a year or so, you aren't in my life. And I'm doing fin...
Posted by RIGHT HERE.RIGHT NOW.EVERYTHING CHANGES!!! on Wed, 17 Sep 2008 03:21:00 PST

summer is a test

Of love. Or just relationships overall. Love that was formed in the summer may not live through the death of fall. Love in its prime may be scorched by summer flares. Friends may stop bein...
Posted by RIGHT HERE.RIGHT NOW.EVERYTHING CHANGES!!! on Sun, 27 Jul 2008 10:53:00 PST

some people will do anything for attention.

I call them whores. They may even make up the most ridiculous shit right out their ass to gain sympathy. These people can just cease existing. They are hypocrites and I don't really have...
Posted by RIGHT HERE.RIGHT NOW.EVERYTHING CHANGES!!! on Mon, 09 Jun 2008 05:10:00 PST

I'm sick of not getting what I want.

I have the gayest job ever. I can't do anything without being gossiped about. It's retarded. And because I stand up for myself I am now hated. I hate everyone there and I hate not knowing anything abo...
Posted by RIGHT HERE.RIGHT NOW.EVERYTHING CHANGES!!! on Sun, 16 Mar 2008 11:04:00 PST

good riddance to bad news.

I'm done with this bullshit. I've realized you aren't a real friend, and when I called you on it, you had nothing to say.. That's weak. You're weak. That's why you feed off of others. You have to ...
Posted by RIGHT HERE.RIGHT NOW.EVERYTHING CHANGES!!! on Mon, 03 Mar 2008 06:26:00 PST

Beauty plays in front of me often.

There is innocent beauty in the world....
Posted by RIGHT HERE.RIGHT NOW.EVERYTHING CHANGES!!! on Thu, 16 Aug 2007 03:54:00 PST

Hate Within;Release

How could you do this?Everything, everything absolute has broken.You are but dustAnd I have inhaled you-Infecting everything,Forcing out burning tears.Oh, but I will swallow them and make you nothing....
Posted by RIGHT HERE.RIGHT NOW.EVERYTHING CHANGES!!! on Wed, 04 Apr 2007 12:28:00 PST

You have a disorder.

This feeling inside me,I make myself get used to it.Yes, it's angry yet I will not ease it.And I know it's crazy.I know what this is.Emptiness.You can try to fix me.Comfort me.Or you can try to u...
Posted by RIGHT HERE.RIGHT NOW.EVERYTHING CHANGES!!! on Mon, 05 Feb 2007 04:23:00 PST

This is just a lot of pics.

sillhouettes colorrrs. i love this girrl. Keisha. so kewl...blurry though. i look like a little girl. i look skinny I'm dead pretty Hoshi. photoshop Bubs. photoshop..easy. rawk starr . Unde...
Posted by RIGHT HERE.RIGHT NOW.EVERYTHING CHANGES!!! on Mon, 17 Apr 2006 04:53:00 PST

And when i say I am okay...

I'm really not. "I'm okay I'm okay." no. I wasn't. I was a freaking idiot. I can't believe I did what I did. And I still... I still do this stupid shizz. You don't know. You wouldn't want to. Maybe yo...
Posted by RIGHT HERE.RIGHT NOW.EVERYTHING CHANGES!!! on Thu, 06 Apr 2006 03:10:00 PST