circles |
I am hiding. I have been hiding for the last two years. I have spent the last few months embracing the chance of a new start, drawn to a place that was new to me and full of hopes and freedom from the...
Posted by on Wed, 07 Jan 2009 08:14:00 GMT |
Two steps forward, four steps back.... |
Each day is still a struggle, who would have thought it nearly two years on?? I will be celebrating your birth today in my own way- I say celebrating your birth- I kinda do that everyday!! I am sporti...
Posted by on Mon, 27 Oct 2008 08:36:00 GMT |
when the big hand goes round...again... |
Unsure of where to begin, my mind is so full of crazy and calm. These last few weeks have been really, really hard. Long days and even longer sleepless nights, where I have questioned over ...
Posted by on Mon, 15 Sep 2008 05:26:00 GMT |
Broken |
I find myself sat in a park, shivering and crying with no knowledge how I made it there. As the breeze continues to battle with the trees my body feels alive as my blood fights and struggles to keep m...
Posted by on Tue, 24 Jun 2008 04:44:00 GMT |
when will it end?? |
With the sun burning my skin you'd think that I would feel warm- but im still always so cold. When will the tears stop? When will my body not ache from the loss of you? When will my dreams be filled w...
Posted by on Mon, 09 Jun 2008 07:01:00 GMT |
Sunshine and tears- what should have been.... |
My head is full of crazy at the moment, thinking about where I was, where I am and where I should be. The sun is getting brighter here now, which is a relief as everything seems better in the sun. I h...
Posted by on Tue, 13 May 2008 03:32:00 GMT |
A better tomorrow... |
So Darling, I made it back to Bristol and in one piece!! I have been back about two weeks now and I have done so much and been out almost every night. I was really dreading my retu...
Posted by on Mon, 14 Apr 2008 17:39:00 GMT |
What use are my wings when I do not wish to fly? |
I am not sleeping at the moment- but hey whats new? It becomes ever more obvious of my inability to sleep regularly when I am away from home. I have on a whole, since being away, slept better and more...
Posted by on Sun, 09 Mar 2008 15:19:00 GMT |
butterfly |
So, its the morning after the night before- the night before being my last blog. I got to bed about 4am and not in the slightest bit tired- but with nothing left to do in this small town. The keyboard...
Posted by on Mon, 18 Feb 2008 16:21:00 GMT |
they no longer smile |
I have been having a lot of bad dreans recently and not sleeping which has made the days long- but the weather has been very cold and wet- and really making me think that the weather truely is suiting...
Posted by on Mon, 18 Feb 2008 04:26:00 GMT |
