music completely owns my life. i am in love with william beckett (& derek sanders). i spend too much money. i have low expectations. i waste my time on very stupid things. i'm not a huge fan of drugs&shit; i've seen it ruin too many lives. i often think i'm right when i'm not. i over analyze everything. i look way too far into things & take things for more than what they're meant to be. there are things i desperately wish i could change about myself; but i can't. so, this is me.