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-Broken hearts are for assholes-

About Me

I look forward to the future....I wish I could erase most of my past....I hate being pregnant, but cant wait to see his face....I love my family more than anything in this world....I think after all the acid and shrooms I finally have this life figured out....maybe it will take a few more hits though... :)"We come to love not by finding the perfect person, but by learning to see an imperfect person perfectly... Only after we have lost everything, are we free to do anything...

My Interests

Androgeny.Music.Writing.Having good convo.Daydreaming.Photography.Watching people cook.Having moments.Drinking.Acid.Ganj.Learning.Listening to people speak different languages.Accents.Cigarettes.Ebaums world.Watching my dad play guitar.Holding my baby.Road trips.Fishing.Traveling.Red Lobster.

I'd like to meet:

My ancestors, my grandchildren...gia carangi, Kurt Cobain, Bob Marley, Woody Guthrie, Maya Angelou, Ani DiFranco,Carolina Maria de Jesus, anyone who can keep my attention....

Music:

Pennywise, Anti-flag, Marley, Sublime, Ani Difranco, Tori Amos, Floggig Molly, Dropkick Murphys, Suicide Machines, Deftones, Led Zepplin, Pink Floyd, The Doors, Tegan and Sara, Johnny Cash, Bouncing Souls, Yeah Yeah Yeahs, Hanson.....Yeah I said it, Tupac, Mirah, Freezepop, Elvis, Billie Holiday, Depeshe Mode, Nirvana, Bitch and Animal, POWND, Bon Jovi, Motley Crue, KISS, Sex Pistols, Lynard Skynard, lots more

Movies:

Gia, Old School, Life is Beautiful, Lolita, The Shining, Trainspotting, Cool Hand Luke, Banger Sisters, Hideous Kinky, Boys Dont Cry, Laramie Project, What the Bleep Do We Know?, Green Mile, Belle, Boys in the hood, Pet Semetary, Hotel Rwanda, North Country, Godfather, Goodfellas, Rainman...Take the quiz: "Which Dead Rock Star Are You?"

Jimi Hendrix
You are Jimi Hendrix! You're influential to many young and old, and very talented. You most likely good with your hands... are you? You are very happy and like to experiment with drugs. Oh, he died in 1970 from a supposed drug overdose, it's unknown what drug.

Television:

Dr. Phil, TLC, A Baby Story, King of The Hill, The Simpsons, Friends, Will and Grace, Ellen, Intervention, Tigers games,

Books:

Child of The Dark, Sex, Drugs, and CoCoa Puffs..........coolest book ever!
M A R R I A G E I S A B O U T L O V E FUCK THE GOVERNMENT
SHOW YOUR SUPPORT!!!

Sign the Million For Marriage petition (US only)
Sign a petition banning US legislature that bans Gay Marriage

Heroes:

Anyone that is strong enough to stand up for what they believe in, Single parents, but most of all my Dad

My Blog

la vie boheme*****

dearly beloved, we gather here to say our goodbyes. here she lies, noone knew her works. the late great daughter of mother earth. on these nights when we celebrate the birth.in that little town of bet...
Posted by ÜÙáÔ ÐÕÔÑê Ðê ÐÜÙ ÕÙÕêÝ on Fri, 22 Jun 2007 10:42:00 PST

my heart is beating out of my chest.

A few days ago I found a bulletin on my myspace that fuckin killed me....It was a story about a six month old baby who was apparently shaken by his babysitter.....This happened a month ago, and so far...
Posted by ÜÙáÔ ÐÕÔÑê Ðê ÐÜÙ ÕÙÕêÝ on Tue, 12 Jun 2007 08:36:00 PST

a simple kind of man.

Mama told me when I was youngCome sit beside me, my only sonAnd listen closely to what I say.And if you do thisIt will help you some sunny day.Take your time... dont live too fast,Troubles will come ...
Posted by ÜÙáÔ ÐÕÔÑê Ðê ÐÜÙ ÕÙÕêÝ on Sun, 27 May 2007 05:39:00 PST

woman.LOVER.wife.MOTHER.

I went to this poetry reading today at a buddhist temple with adam. It rocked my socks.....Eli liked it too... toy piano is his shit.... Kudos to the friends who open your mind.... We've started plann...
Posted by ÜÙáÔ ÐÕÔÑê Ðê ÐÜÙ ÕÙÕêÝ on Sat, 19 May 2007 02:03:00 PST

goodnight Ypsi~

ahh..... I've learned so much, and have seen so much in this city. I'm thankful for that. The people I've met, and the bonds that I have made. The bonds that have been broken.....all of it has taught ...
Posted by ÜÙáÔ ÐÕÔÑê Ðê ÐÜÙ ÕÙÕêÝ on Thu, 19 Apr 2007 01:40:00 PST

.a wound that wont heal.

I got to talk to Amber yesterday....it rocked my socks.She said something that made me think alot.."Isnt it crazy when you realize that being a mom comes before being a good friend"these are some true...
Posted by ÜÙáÔ ÐÕÔÑê Ðê ÐÜÙ ÕÙÕêÝ on Fri, 13 Apr 2007 05:01:00 PST

'I bliss like this'

i said veniceyou heard vegasnow i say either waylet's goi get so shakyand i just can't shake iti bliss like thisi'm one of thosebut i don't wanna wear youwear you like a band-aidwave you like a ticke...
Posted by ÜÙáÔ ÐÕÔÑê Ðê ÐÜÙ ÕÙÕêÝ on Mon, 02 Apr 2007 01:21:00 PST

.you.better.put.some.beauty.back.while.you.got.the.energy.

Latley I've felt really clausterphobic in my skin. I dont feel like I'm using my potential. I decided that I'm going back to school asap.....I cant let a baby be my excuse to just waste my life.....an...
Posted by ÜÙáÔ ÐÕÔÑê Ðê ÐÜÙ ÕÙÕêÝ on Tue, 27 Mar 2007 10:02:00 PST

...silly bitches....

there seems to be too many idiots in the world. Hypocrites. People who want to judge, but say that their against things like that. People who cant GET OVER IT!If your happy with your life, then why wo...
Posted by ÜÙáÔ ÐÕÔÑê Ðê ÐÜÙ ÕÙÕêÝ on Fri, 23 Mar 2007 01:52:00 PST

two lost souls swimmin in a fish bowl......

the past few weeks have been intense.I cant remember what a full night of sleep feels like....or what its like to be alone....the only time I get is in the shower....lol...pathetic....I thought that a...
Posted by ÜÙáÔ ÐÕÔÑê Ðê ÐÜÙ ÕÙÕêÝ on Sun, 18 Mar 2007 09:26:00 PST