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IM HAPPY TO BE HOME!!!

When life gives u shit. Deal with it.

About Me

i like cars music and just chillin.So maybe I am bound by fate A problematic scarring induced by hate It never seems to all pan out Is that what all this teaching is needed to scout You seemed to have a bad effect Your rules and contradictions, I would neglect Though not my fault, you made me feel Like my own education wasn't truly real Then you came right in, tearing out my soul How could all this loss be your only goal? I'm left standing here, desperate in the cold Since you took you life, mine has not been whole Has not been whole So there I stood a scolded child The reasons never questioned my pains been filed Inside this place that makes me feel I learned life is unfair and that is very real Then you came right in, tearing out my soul How could all this loss be your only goal? I'm left standing here, desperate in the cold Since you took you life, mine has just not been whole Has not been whole My life is just not whole My life is just not whole While you try to overcome the lesson Making the most of those questions that just keeps me guessing I'm looking longer, harder, further than I ever have Solitude breaking me down you always seemed glad To let yourself and stick me in the little pit Personal growth as a child that mattered not a bit Then I became the person that you hated most Disrespecting the Father, Son, and Holy Ghost A small example of what the things you've done to me Have changed in my life and changed the things that I can't be I'll never Be Then you came right in, tearing out my soul How could all this loss be your only goal? I'm left standing here, desperate in the cold Since you took you life, mine has just not been whole Has not been whole My life is just not whole music layout @ HOT FreeLayouts.com MyHotComments
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My Interests

cars music

I'd like to meet:

chad gray and jonny cash.

Music:

rock/heavy metal

Movies:

Scary and comedy mostly.My Favorite movie is Larry the Cable Guy's Health Inspector

Television:

King of the Hill, Family Guy, Simpsons, Pimp my Ride, and anything with Racing

Books:

Car magazines

Heroes:

Pornos and Mt. Dew

My Blog

SAD BUT TRUE!!

You tell me, I've been walking on a railingBeen excelling at failingThat I think wrong, I don't belongI don't fit, I don't give a shitTake my guitar and microphone, pour out my fuckin' soulInsecurity,...
Posted by I LOVE U CHANTEL LE'MAY EWING!!! on Thu, 15 Mar 2007 04:49:00 PST

WHITE KNUCHLE BALCK-OUT

Veins are a racetrack for fuel that I needLife on the edge is the bread which I feedStanding alone, open for all to seeMy tunnel vision for life, it drives meFocus in closerReleasing the fearWhite - k...
Posted by I LOVE U CHANTEL LE'MAY EWING!!! on Fri, 26 Jan 2007 08:01:00 PST

what i feel.

Life is weighing down on me, killing me insideSomething I could never be will guide me to the newLightFrustratedSedatedI pray to myselfGod pleaseDon't take away from meThe only fucking thingThat I...
Posted by I LOVE U CHANTEL LE'MAY EWING!!! on Sat, 20 Jan 2007 09:19:00 PST

THE WAY I AM!!!

Why was I born? Sometimes I wish I didn't know Been times when I wish that I had just never been Why did you have me? Or better yet why'd you leave? So to the people that could fuck But then abandoned...
Posted by I LOVE U CHANTEL LE'MAY EWING!!! on Fri, 29 Dec 2006 07:42:00 PST

FAILURE!!!

Ask me how it feelsTo feel like you're a failureWhen everything that's realBurns the flame in angerI've heard it all beforeI've felt some pain and moreMore than you could ever dreamMore than it probab...
Posted by I LOVE U CHANTEL LE'MAY EWING!!! on Fri, 29 Dec 2006 06:38:00 PST

NOTHING!!!!!!

I've got nothing leftFor you to take awayI know you blame meFor every time you walked awaySo whatYou hate me and everythingI seem to doSo look backDon't turn awayIt was my face that you were lying toA...
Posted by I LOVE U CHANTEL LE'MAY EWING!!! on Tue, 26 Dec 2006 12:43:00 PST

pay back

There's another reflection involved up in my mindA wholeness that has just been lostStriving hard for perfection but still nothing to findSome value with a cheaper costAnd as I reach out to hear you t...
Posted by I LOVE U CHANTEL LE'MAY EWING!!! on Tue, 19 Dec 2006 07:06:00 PST

FEAR!!!

Mr p ? you have that funni little acidy taste in the back ofyour throat ?like that ?uh huh you can taste it ? you know what that is?ut uh fear fear is an emotion inside us deeper growing my deaths con...
Posted by I LOVE U CHANTEL LE'MAY EWING!!! on Sat, 16 Dec 2006 03:21:00 PST