| Exactly who am i?The person who i want to be? Who i always wanted to be? I've trusted the person who i wanted to be,But nothing more nothing less. I have felt pain,Less more than provokitive features which made me go insane,All you kids, 16. 18, Your do NOT know what life has to offer,all you guys care about when teenagers is leaving people,Using them.Feeding off the mercy to fight or kill because they think it's fun.Believe me when i say this...You only have one life,You better take it up for what it has to offer.Now i am serious about this,I don't mean to say the wrong thing here,But you HAVE To FOLLOW YOUR HEART...not your mind,You are YOUR MIND...YOU..ARE...YOUR..MIND....Were proccessing beings through the entire world created by god for a reason.I know people might say "You don't know what i go through" I do,I do understand,But When i was a child,around the age of 6, I was constantly beat left to right ,I have scars througout my face,I am in the concealment of a mask or bag over my face.I'm not no ordinary guy who cheats or lies about what conditions i have,I don't go around doing stupid things or breaking it off with people i REALLY DO CARE ABOUT.Unlike kids today,All they want to do is express to one another how they love them,How are they going to treat someone in the future ,How are they going to spend their lives with their man and yet have a great husband...I was a husband once,She left me for another guy though,I am 27 although my myspace has incorrectly featured my wrong age.I am the Official .Net server guy for BattleField 2. Yet i revolve my life around games because it helps me take off what had left apart of me.I have been in deep severe pain all through the 27 years of my life,I am California living a life,Wondering if i can get a new person.But listen to me when i say,You only need one person in your life,Keep them,You know it's right,You know if she or he is the right one,IF you talked about marraige alot when in your relationship,Having one's other children.You know he or she is the right person...STAY with them,Do whatever it takes to sustain that relationship,You can't give up on someone just because you don't like their problems ,You can't leave someone for that,I am sorry but that's why my wife left me because she was fed up with the problems i have..I live a single life in San Gabrielles valley California.I am a polytechnic student of the university of pomona.I have two kids and one dog. A house payment over 15,000 dollars a year.Monthly i pay 450 for a house bigger than a regular two story house. 65,000 square feet. I have much to give and offer to most woman,But woman never do understand the FULL truth behind everyman,that we have problems yeah we know that woman get "Periods" and yet ,you see us leaving you because you bitch to us men? Do you see us cheat on you because your on your period? Do you EVER see us cheating on you because you think we are?When you say you love somoene,And that you really care,You have to stand by your word and really mean it.Reality check,I aint no push over which creates messes around here and there.I am a kind considerate gentlemen that carries books and yet everything else for woman.I am the god given reason why i should date woman is because I DO CARE,I DO LISTEN TO YOUR PROBLEMS.Yet this paragraph reminds me of something else,Yet i know why you woman always leave us men,Why you always leave .You want to hide and not face the truth that really is there,You want to hide and NOT CONFRONT the men..Your scared of us ,WE ARE TEN TIMES MPRE STRONGER THAN YOU.WE ARE SENTIMENTAL.Deal with it.I hate woman that leave their men because they don't like to hear their problems and yet don't like them so they run,And try to make the man jealous,Why do they do that? Why do they always want to run and lie and deceive us?When they know we are right.Because woman hate to be proved wrong.They hate when they don't understand the man because THEY DO THE STUPIDIEST THINGS.They will do whatever it takes to come crawling back to their men..They always will...Out their,They're MORE woman than men,Three guys to one man.I lost a person,I never will give up on her,I will be their when she needs me,I am no GIver upper.Sorry guys,But most of you left my profile,Well,All of you because you know that i am right.I have over 2,067 messages from people telling me how right i am.Woman,Please....Go back to the ones you love,And stay with them forever,Don't leave or hide what you have to offer.Tell them straight up to their face,Grab some courage,And actually be there instead of being with your friends,Make time for your man,They always do it for you.Why not love him if he says that he loves you?I understand....You don't..Not yet,You all are WAY too young to understand what love means...Teenagers think they love,But no,It's wrong..I am telling you the truth.Now,Go back to the person you love,Quit hiding,Quit running from them,they don't mean what they say,Seriously...they never do want to hurt you..They never did.
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