wow.. something about myself.. where do i start?... i will probably be the most competitive guy you know.. well if you really get to know me.. (i dont know whether thats a good or bad thing).. im the type of guy that works really hard for what he gets... probably just like you... i feel if you want something done you should probably do it yourself... i value 3 relationships in my life.. (not in any particular order).. ive been in love with a woman for 6 years that i find beautiful, genuine, smart, and most importantly funny... and everyday i find myself so fucken lucky to have her... my family and i also have a very meaningful and genuine relationship.. meaning if we were all complete strangers and met for the first time.. i would love them just as much.. for being the type people that they are... and of course my friends are very important to me... oh yes we've had our ups and downs but i wouldnt be able to live without them... the shit we go through really did make our relationship stronger.. (fucken double days)... im an asshole and i know it... ill tell you it as it is.. i try to keep a strong and confident personality but sometimes i feel weak... i sometimes point the finger even if i know its my fault... i sometimes laugh when inside im really hurt... i sometimes try so hard to succeed but when i fail i get so devastated... i dont believe anybody should settle for second best... and i dont believe in destiny as much as i believe in determination... work for it!!! alright.. i think thats enough.. did i mention i was an asshole??
