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About Me

once again alone, forsaken, forgotten. life continues below like a tears flowing into a endless river, my truth has been revealed and the consequence is not one that is easy to bear, life moves ever onwards for all partys and our realitys part ways from here, you will never know how much you are missed in the absence of your words.The world turns and as it does we all fall into place where we belong and those who have been lost along the way will all come back to you in your next existance and there after will you understand these things that cant be said outloud for fear of loosing oneself to the meaningless life that the visual for this world leadsi am a vocalist but play guitar,and bass,whatever. Anyway im into all kinds of music but mainly metal. In case you couldnt tell by the cars and the videos i am into JDM and drifting as well and all the bad eurobeat style music that goes along with it chances are your reading this wondering who the fuck this idiot is no one thats who same as you just another stupid human lost in the omnipresent dealing with trife issues trying to make life a little easier and find a purpose here on earth either way yeah you probably wont want to actually talk to me or associate with me because your too hung up on seeing with your eyes which is fine shallow is what makes the world go round right? foolish bastards. one day when you are stripped of what you love and have to stand with your shame raised high maybe you will feel a glimmer of what others have felt for so long and you will understand that life is linear and you wont have a chance to correct all the mistakes you have made and all the judgements you have passed but that is life right? fuck life its pointless just try to hold on until the next day to bring yourself some kind of reason for existance work for a third of your life just to support a world that is so corrupt and no one can escape. I drift and the only reason i do so is to try and get a better understanding of reality and the only time i feel alive is when i am close to loosing controll maybe you should try it sometime and see what the end of your existance would feel like see if its something you could come to terms with. yeah whatev thanks for reading this i guess. Your all so fucking useless.

My Interests

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the truth behind it and reasoning and meaning of it is yours to decide and judge who am i each person has their own reality who are you to judge me for mine and vice versa who are you to weigh your blames and troubles higher than mine, you are no one that is all, you will die same as the rest of us and when you do nothing will be left do you think anything we said acted or did will really mean anything years from now nothing but emptiness and all your experiences and all your thoughts your ideas will be gone, so what is it that you have done in your pathetic linear existance to weigh yourself so much higher than me? what do you have to show for it? seriously? who the fuck do you think you really are?

My Blog

upon the chariot of Hades

in the wake of all things there iis a choice one must make to sit on the outside and observe or be on the innards of things with the rest of the maggots feeding off the mind numbing slop that is fed...
Posted by on Sat, 12 Dec 2009 00:41:00 GMT

another random thought pattern about people comming in and out of your existance

another strain of moments lost in the echos of time, behind your own mind, living each day as if it was a stagnant memory of things never to come in the omnipresent and to be forlorn on your own pat...
Posted by on Wed, 09 Dec 2009 18:45:00 GMT

existing in a shell

so it goes, another day another meaningless rotation of the planet with everyone existing in their trife world waiting for the next til more currency comes into their existance so they can purchase ...
Posted by on Mon, 07 Dec 2009 06:24:00 GMT