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Jenn

DRIVEN BY A FORCE THAT LIES DEEP WITHIN, THIS DEVIL PROMISES ME HEAVEN IN PLACE OF MY SIN

About Me

I'm 27 years old, I've been through a lot in my life so far so I don't like to put up with any bull s**t. I like real people. I don't really hate anyone, I have compassion and sympathy for pretty much everyone. But I won't put up with being f**ked with me because like I said I've been through too much to take anymore bulls**t. But, I really am a sweetheart when it comes down to it. I'm good at looking at all sides of people and all sides to a story. I'm a writer...I write mostly poetry. I'm here to meet new people and keep in touch with old friends. Everybody else is pretty much doing it so I figured I'd see what it was all about. Check out my blog, I just added some of my old poems on there. Let me know what you think...And no copying, taking credit, posting, blah blah all that without my permission please.(Like that would actually happen anyway!) I miss the old days when everything was a lot easier and a helluvah lot more simple..If I only knew then what I know now I probably would have cherished that time a lot more and done a few things differently. I don't believe too much in regret because my past has brought me to where I am, and everything we do shapes our future; but at the same time, there are a few things I wish I had handled differently. Hindsight is 20/20 right?(I think that's how it goes) I know I'm a strong person but there are times when I feel as if everything is going to come crashing down on me and I'm not going to make it. I've been lucky to have the best in life, and I've also been to a place where I don't think anyone deserves to be. A bottom so far down you can't see anything around you. I feel like I'm so close to being happy now and having what I want out of life but I'm not quite there yet. When that will happen I don't know. But I guess we are the only ones who can actually make that happen for ourselves. We are the only ones that hold us back. I've had a lot in life and I've lost even more and I can only hope that my time here will be alot longer so I can even that out a little more and finally acheive what I've been searching for my whole life...
You're an Expert Kisser
You're a kissing pro, but it's all about quality and not quantity
You've perfected your kissing technique and can knock anyone's socks off
And you're adaptable, giving each partner what they crave
When it comes down to it, your kisses are truly unforgettable What Kind of Kisser Are You?
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TELL ME ABOUT YOURSELF - The Survey
Name: Jenn
Birthday: August 6, 1980
Birthplace: Somerville, NJ
Current Location: Far Hills, NJ
Eye Color: Hazel
Hair Color: medium/light brown
Height: 5'8 & 1/4
Right Handed or Left Handed: Right
Your Heritage: Irish, German, English, Chek
The Shoes You Wore Today: Black Cole Haan open toed Heels
Your Weakness: Men, Dessert, Money
Your Fears: Losing Family, Living an Addicted Life
Your Perfect Pizza: Pinapple!!! or plain Cheese
Goal You Would Like To Achieve This Year: Too Personal to say
Your Most Overused Phrase On an instant messenger: lol
Thoughts First Waking Up: Is that the right time? Where's the Snooze button
Your Best Physical Feature: My Eyes or my A**?
Your Bedtime: What's that?
Your Most Missed Memory: Horseback Riding, My innocence
Pepsi or Coke: Poke
MacDonalds or Burger King: Depends on the Day
Single or Group Dates: Depends on the guy
Lipton Ice Tea or Nestea: Lipton
Chocolate or Vanilla: Swirl
Cappuccino or Coffee: Coffee, unless it's a cold Cappuccino
Do you Smoke: unfortunately
Do you Swear: like a Trucker--but I'm workin' on it...
Do you Sing: Not unless you want your ears to bleed.
Do you Shower Daily: So Fresh and So Clean clean
Have you Been in Love: Madly
Do you want to go to College: Already Did--it's going back that I'm workin' on.
Do you want to get Married: Yup
Do you belive in yourself: It's a tough job, but somebody's gotta do it.
Do you get Motion Sickness: In the Car
Do you think you are Attractive: I don't think I'm ugly.
Are you a Health Freak: Nope.
Do you get along with your Parents: More than we used to.
Do you like Thunderstorms: Love them.
Do you play an Instrument: Piano, lil' guitar
In the past month have you Drank Alcohol: Yup
In the past month have you Smoked: smoked what? Cigarettes? Yes
In the past month have you been on Drugs: No Comment
In the past month have you gone on a Date: Sadly, no
In the past month have you gone to a Mall: I tried not to
In the past month have you eaten a box of Oreos: No...but I did have Oreo ice-cream
In the past month have you eaten Sushi: NO
In the past month have you been on Stage: I wish.
In the past month have you been Dumped: No.
In the past month have you gone Skinny Dipping: No Comment...
In the past month have you Stolen Anything: Umm...
Ever been Drunk: Definitely
Ever been called a Tease: You love it!!
Ever been Beaten up: No Comment
Ever Shoplifted: What's with all these incriminating questions?
How do you want to Die: In my sleep.
What do you want to be when you Grow Up: I don't think I'll ever know that
What country would you most like to Visit: Italy
In a Boy/Girl..
Favourite Eye Color: Blue/Green
Favourite Hair Color: Blonde, Brown, Black--like it all
Short or Long Hair: Short
Height: 5'8 or taller
Weight: proportionate to their height
Best Clothing Style: idn
Number of Drugs I have taken: i don't like this question
Number of CDs I own: I make my own-it's a lot
Number of Piercings: 2--the other ones are all closed up
Number of Tattoos: Only my "close" friends know that
Number of things in my Past I Regret: Only a few things
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My Interests

MUSIC, Dancing! The Beach, Sports(especially soccer!!!), cars, men, friends, movies, horses, HAVING FUN!!!!!
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I'd like to meet:

People that challenge me and vice versa, people that support me and whom I can also support, driven people, different people. I would just like to meet people I can get along with. I like funny people, athletic people, people that love music, dancing, anyone really except mean-spirited people that only care about making others feel like crap about themselves and are only interested in themselves.

Music:

Hip Hop, R & B, Pop, Classics, Rock, Even Classical if I'm in the right mood. Mostly everything but some country.

Past Life Quiz

In Your Past Life You Were

A Nude Model

Find out your past life at Quizopolis.com

Movies:

Comedy, Horror, Drama, pretty much everything except old western's and most black and white S**T.

Television:

Law & Order(SVU), Boston Legal, ER, CSI, Friends, Simpsons, MTV, Cops. Except I don't really watch much TV anymore considering I don't have it hooked up in my apartment.

Books:

Drama, Mystery, mostly fiction...I read a lot though so all types of books really.

Heroes:

My Dad, brother and mother. ------------------------------------------------- ------------------------------------------------- ------------------------------------------------- I've made some extra money doing this stuff--try it out it's pretty cool, one of the best sites I've seen for this. Just copy and paste the following link into your browser. http://www.sendearnings.com/?r=jkitch789

My Blog

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Posted by Jenn on Wed, 16 Aug 2006 12:11:00 PST

Us

I wish things were differentBetween me and youI wish I wasn't meI wish you weren't you But this we can't changeIt's so sadly trueThat I'll always be meAnd you'll always be you We met on a time outOur ...
Posted by Jenn on Tue, 08 Aug 2006 07:08:00 PST

Always me

The memories are flooding inThat old familiar feeling's backThey tell me what I haven't beenThey remind me of all I lack The rage that's buried deep insideIs clawing it's way out againThe fury I've tr...
Posted by Jenn on Tue, 08 Aug 2006 07:04:00 PST

All of Me

Lately it seemsLike I'm always waitingI play out the scenesWhat I see I'm hating I can't standTo feel this wayThis wasn't plannedI fear I may Fall apartIf we can't beYou'll break my heartIf you leave ...
Posted by Jenn on Tue, 08 Aug 2006 06:59:00 PST

A Prayer for us

Why does it hurt like thisWith everything I"ve lostIt's us I miss I feel like we're goneThough we still hold onTogetherI neverThought it'd hurt like this That one last kissI can't forgetThe day we met...
Posted by Jenn on Tue, 08 Aug 2006 06:55:00 PST

Did I tell you?

Did I tell you what you did to meHow I'm into that you're into meDid I mention that I'm missing youWishing I was kissing youHave I told you yet that with one lookYou're like a drug you got me hookedMy...
Posted by Jenn on Tue, 08 Aug 2006 06:43:00 PST

Waiting...

Damn I can't stand thisMy heads going crazyI can't fucking take itWhy'd I ever let you take meI let myself careAnd now you're not hereThis shit just ain't fairIt was just what i fearedRight now I can'...
Posted by Jenn on Tue, 08 Aug 2006 06:49:00 PST

READ THIS PLEASE!!!

The poems I have up here right now are all from a few years ago when I was going through a rough time in my life.  They're pretty depressing to me so I wanted to explain that they were from ...
Posted by Jenn on Sat, 22 Jul 2006 03:18:00 PST

"In Here"

Its dark in here So lonely So cold I can taste the fear So stagnant So old A despondent weight Strapped to my feet As the water rises I prepare death we meet...
Posted by Jenn on Fri, 21 Jul 2006 01:16:00 PST

"The Hole"

This hole pushes her towards dying yet something inside is still trying still crying, still fighting for what my god it wont shutup looks suicide to the trained eye but to her its just pain as real a...
Posted by Jenn on Fri, 21 Jul 2006 01:14:00 PST