SELF DEFEAT AND PHLEGM |
I'm celebrating my first respiratory infection by saving up all my mucus in a glass. So it turns out that I'm not so invincible after all, and there is a good reason why I've felt like shit most of th...
Posted by on Sat, 19 Apr 2008 07:12:00 GMT |
THE 3RD PERSON |
The advantage of being cynical is that you question everything. The obvious downside to this is that it’s hard to get any enjoyment from life when you’re bombarded by mediocrity. It ta...
Posted by on Tue, 01 Apr 2008 04:32:00 GMT |
BURN-OUT |
I find myself thinking more and more about the past. What I did, what I should or shouldn't done. It's been 3 years since I left england and at that time I was completely burned out. I'd been workin...
Posted by on Sat, 01 Mar 2008 16:33:00 GMT |
OBSESSIVE COMPULSIVE |
I remember when I was growing up the only thing I ever wanted to be was intelligent. I thought the one way to escape where I was from was to be as clever as I could possibly be, and learn everything a...
Posted by on Wed, 06 Feb 2008 22:26:00 GMT |
THE ROAD TO THE MIDDLE |
What did I learn this year? Did I reach some kind of life-changing epiphany? Did I find God or the love of my life? No. Cynicism is a gift. Yes it's true that the price of intelligence is that you ...
Posted by on Mon, 31 Dec 2007 01:13:00 GMT |
SELF PITY |
New month, new flatmate, I'm being creative again, started training hard and eating right again. But why does every keep saying to me "It's great your ex has moved out. Now you can find someone else"?...
Posted by on Mon, 10 Sep 2007 04:25:00 GMT |
MASS MEDIA |
I saw this documentary on youtube:http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=_dmPchuXIXQ I always knew people could be cruel, greedy and selfish but this made me so fucking angry. I mean, are we actually happy ...
Posted by on Fri, 07 Sep 2007 07:18:00 GMT |
BACK ON IT |
So, I spent the week getting my head together and feel a lot better for it. It was a tough time, but I am relieved that it's over now. Time to move on and stop living in the past. It's funny though, ...
Posted by on Sun, 02 Sep 2007 10:20:00 GMT |
SHES GONE |
What do you get for opening up to someone? The indignity of confessing your feelings in tears while they just stand there emotionless, drinking a beer and calling you pathetic. I wish I could be the...
Posted by on Sat, 25 Aug 2007 06:00:00 GMT |
THE GIFT |
I have this gift. Well, maybe it's a gift or a curse I'm still not sure. A blankness, or emotional detachment from everything around me. I'll give you an example of what I mean. I move into a tiny s...
Posted by on Wed, 22 Aug 2007 17:03:00 GMT |
