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Sorrowed

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About Me

The night spreads it darkness over the forest of pine and oak. Living statues, the trees stare into the night sky and welcome the embrace that only the blackened sky can offer. My steps across this sacred soil resonate with the sighs of these monuments of Earth's forgotten beauty. My sight has been severed for to long, taking in all that is wrong with the wicked world of ours. Here, solitude can offer peace, but it is temporary and fleeting, like a candle light, or autumn leaves. A fragile warmth that can sooth the soul, and brings it back to the root of what it is to be alive. One with nature, one with self. Such a simple notion, that the human mind seems unable to comprehend. Tonight, I shall slumber for but a single night of rare peace. For when day breaks, the rising sun shall slay my peace, leaving me mournful and sorrowed.

My Interests

Attempting to live life, being one with nature, music, writing poetry, playing keyboards, spending time with my daughter, keeping the demons at bay, the photography of Peter Lik, the art of Alex Grey, sleeping (my long lost friend), playing video games (Elder Scrolls: Oblivion has consumed my waking moments), and my latest one: conforming to society and starting a myspace page, signifying that I no longer have any integrity whatsoever....

I'd like to meet:

My maker.



Video of the whenever: "Terminus (Where Death is Most Alive)" by Dark Tranquility. This video has the greatest video effects I have seen. Technology truly has come a long way.


Music:

My top five favorite and influential bands:
RIP Cliff Burton

METAL: Alice in Chains (RIP Layne Staley), Amon Amarth, Amorphis, Arch Enemy, Ayreon, Black Label Society, Black Sabbath, Blind Guardian, Brand New Sin, Carnivore, Celtic Frost, Children of Bodom, Danzig, Dark Tranquillity, Dead Soul Tribe, Demons and Wizrds, Dream Theater, Elvenking, Evergrey, Fates Warning, Guns N Roses, Into Eternity, Isis, Iron Maiden, Jag Panzer, Judas Priest, Katatonia, King's X, King Diamond, Kreator, Leaves' Eyes, Machine Head, Marilyn Manson, Mastodon, Monster Magnet, My Dying Bride, Nevermore, Nightwish, O.S.I., Ozzy Osbourne, Pagan's Mind, Primus, Queensryche, Rammstein, Sanctity, Sentenced, Sepultura, Sonata Arctica, Strapping Young Lad, Stratovarius, Stream of Passion, System of Down, Therion, Rob / White Zombie.
Non-Metal: Aerosmith, A Perfect Circle, Blue Man Group, Buckethead, Nick Cave and the Bad Seeds, Credance Clearwater Revival, Devo, Enya, Echobrain, Enigma, Jimi Hendrix, Nine Inch Nails, Pink Floyd, Porcupine Tree, Red Hot Chili Peppers, Rush, Joe Satriani, Stone Temple Pilots, Soundgarden, Sisters of Mercy, Smashing Pumpkins, Spock's Beard, Tom Waits
Bands I've discovered on MySpace: SHREDMILL!!!- killer local metal band, 7th Son (also local), Seduced by Suicide, Tiamat, Clad in Darkness, Paradise Lost, Lake of Tears, Bloodbath, October Tide, Anathema, Mercenary, Tristania, and Finntroll (Trollhammeren!!).
New albums for 2007: Iced Earth - "Framing Armageddon" due out September 11th, Metallica - produced by Rick Rubin (due out 2008 actually) Amorphis "Silent Waters" August 29th, Arch Enemy "Rise of the Tyrant" September 25th, Ayreon - sometime this year, I think...

You scored as Progressive Metalist. Progressive metalist!!! You like bands like Pagan's mind and shadow gallery, you think long songs are great and good in quality.

Progressive Metalist


77%

Heavy Metal/Old School


58%

Power Metalist


55%

Funeral Doom Metalist


55%

Black Metalist


52%

Thrash Metalist


38%

Death Metalist


27%

Non-Metal


23%
Which metal genre do you love the most? (Prepare for a long quiz!!!)
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Movies:

So far this year: Grindhouse, Pirates: At Worlds End, 300, Last Mimzy, Reign Over Me, Aqua Teen Hunger Force Colon Movie Film for Theaters, Mr. Brooks, Transformers, Simpsons, The Kingdom, Superbad, Eastern Promises, We Own the Night, 30 Days of Night
All time: Pink Floyd's The Wall, LOTR Trilogy, Star Wars saga, Indiana Jones trilogy, Sin City, Memento, The Prestige, Pulp Fiction, Kill Bill series, Braveheart, Robin Hood: Prince of Thieves, Conan the Barbarian, Sling Blade, This is Spinal Tap, Tombstone, Anchorman, Requiem for a Dream, Natural Born Killers, Beetlejuice, Fight Club, Children of Men, and can't forget Spaceballs ("They've gone plaid!!").

Television:

Open your minds and your eyes will follow- TURN OFF YOUR TV!!!! It is the poison god machine.

Books:

Lately I've been reading the psychological works of Carl Gustav Jung, but I also enjoy Lord of the Rings trilogy, Dragonlance series, anything by H.P. Lovecraft, Douglas Adams- Hitchhiker's Guide to the Galaxy, Restaurant at the End of the Universe, Area 51 series by Robert Doherty. There are a lot of books I want to read, but am too proficient in laziness.

My Blog

Dead Caterpillars

Looking back on my past years, I have realized there is a common thread amongst everything I have attempted to do with my life, and that is give up. I gave up on any previous collegiate path in life, ...
Posted by Sorrowed on Sun, 09 Sep 2007 04:51:00 PST

Now, Always, and Forever

In this roomA candle flameFew we standOur bond the sameOne by oneYou all shall fadeYet here I amAlways, I remainCool air creeps into the roomThe flame shiversBut loses not its lifeMy eyes devour the s...
Posted by Sorrowed on Sat, 09 Jun 2007 10:53:00 PST

Favorite albums of all time

Just out of curiosity, I would like to do a post where everyone lists their top 10 all time favorite and / or influential albums. Of course no ones list will top mine, but it will be interesting. Here...
Posted by Sorrowed on Sat, 19 May 2007 11:02:00 PST

Type O Show - 4/19/07

For you few droogs that might care, here is my concert review of one of best and most original bands in the world of heavy music today: Type O Negative. Venue: House of Blues (why is every concert I s...
Posted by Sorrowed on Sat, 21 Apr 2007 02:25:00 PST

Words of Evergrey

Most of the time, I would post my own poetry on here, but recently a song really struck a chord within me, and I would like to share these words. These are the lyrics from an Evergrey song called "Clo...
Posted by Sorrowed on Fri, 02 Mar 2007 09:55:00 PST

Credits Roll

Within these wallsOf flowing navy draperyAnd that screen stretching wideFrom eye to eyeExists magic of pure wonderI know this because I have felt itAnd I know I have given it to you as wellThis magic ...
Posted by Sorrowed on Thu, 11 Jan 2007 06:52:00 PST

Goddessless Nights

Nightfall In all her cosmic grandeurOffers me merely table scrapsOf the bounty of darkened skyOut into this vast rejectionI descend yet againWhile the world is frozen in dreamscapeI am envious of thos...
Posted by Sorrowed on Sat, 04 Nov 2006 09:59:00 PST

Tetris (as a metaphor for life)

I am living memoriesThrough these tarnished golden yearsThe moments that dieBy the present knife of timeBecome the sources of future warmthAnd stories for a not yet existing generationPresent pain tra...
Posted by Sorrowed on Sat, 04 Nov 2006 09:48:00 PST

Point of No Return

We have entered a desolate placeNow only sorrow caresses your faceI cannot help, entwined with sadnessYou cry on me, I stare obliviousYour kiss, just bitter tasteless lipsYour touch, no warmth in your...
Posted by Sorrowed on Sat, 14 Oct 2006 09:16:00 PST

Ancient Trees

The ancient treesThey beckon meThoughts of peaceWithin every leafA purity of mindIn the city I cannot findTo wake to Mother's lightSlumber through autumn's nightTo tread Gaia's skinNever these streets...
Posted by Sorrowed on Sat, 14 Oct 2006 09:08:00 PST