About Me
It's only after we've lost everything that we're free to do anything.Tyler Durden - Fight Club
When people think you're dying, they really, really listen to you, instead of just...
- instead of just waiting for their turn to speak?
Fight Club
"Sometimes, fate just... fate just up-and-f**ks you for no good reason. That the way'a the world! The way it's always gonna be. Alright then, peace bro."
-Smokin' Aces
another weekend
rina uchiyama "What do you see right now? You see exactly, and only what I choose to show you. That is illusion Ivy, that is the lie that I tell your eyes, makin' the magic happen, in the moment, in that split second... but seeing behind this motherf**ker and knowing... that it's all bulls**t."
-Buddy 'Aces' Israel-Smokin' Aces
..back in the day
homies 4 lyfe
"Even in my dreams I'm an idiot... who knows he's about to wake up to reality. If I could only avoid sleep. But I can't.
--Vanilla Sky
CANCER - Individual Survival Dynamic
Element of the Cancer zodiac sign: Water
Ne humanus crede - Trust no human
(this crazy zodiac definition is me-- (damn)
The Cancerian character is the least clear-cut of all those associated with the signs of the zodiac. That is not to say that the Cancerian is unsociable, just that for them there is a time to socialize and a time to be solitary, and this is part of the apparent contradiction in their nature. Outwardly they can appear formidable - thick-skinned, unemotional, uncompromising, obstinately tenacious, purposeful, energetic, shrewd, intuitive and wise, sometimes with a philosophical profundity of thought verging on inspiration. Their intimates, however, may see a very different character, one with a sympathetic and kindly sensitivity to other people, especially those they love. They are able to identify with the situations of others because of the keenness of their imaginations. They are often over-imaginative and prone to fantasy, sometimes trying to shape their lives to fit some romantic ideal.
They are appreciative of art and literature, and especially of drama, where the spectacle and ebb and flow of action and feeling particularly excite them. They may themselves possess considerable literary, artistic or oratorical talent. Their sharp ears and talent for mimicry can sometimes give them success on the stage, though their tendency to be emotional may make them overact. Interestingly - because they give the impression of being down-to-earth - they can reconcile the personal conflict of their urge to be outgoing with the reserve that causes them to withdraw into themselves, then at best they can inspire a generation, especially the youthful part of it, by their idealism. In their personal relationships they are mentally a mixture of toughness and softness, often emotional and romantic to the point of sentimentality in their fantasies; but in real life and in marriage, their loving is not so sentimental but tenaciously loyal. Their first loyalty remains to spouse and family, of whom they regard themselves as the protector. They love unreservedly, giving much and asking little in return -
The Cancerian has many potential faults. They can be sulky, devious, moody, inclined to self-pity because of an inferiority complex, brood on insults (very often imagined), yet are easily flattered. They can be tactless and difficult yet, because they are normally ambitious, they will curry favor by floating with majority opinions. As a result they often change their opinions and loyalties and, indeed, their occupations, and lack stability.
They are easily corrupted and, because they are convincing romanticizers, can make successful confidence tricksters.
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