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That was simply said and done...nice to understand how life and the world works...but kinda sad sometimes when you dont know why half the time yourself is working...Been wondering why i always continue on looking for a brighter day. Why go on when all i'v seen is bullshit.Wishing i'v never made the mistakes i have. Giving my all devoted...and having it crashed down...as if it were nothing at all. Its easy for me to continue on fail on work, and build back up. Heart wise...ehh...thats my life bein discussed. i'v put about a hundred pounds of protection each time i try and mend it back together from its last downfall. Its a mystery when sumthing comes thru easy as the wind just passed...soft gentle warm and inviting...then turns into a storm to destroy the inside and out after it passes by for what it came for...its own entertainment.A subliminal message on how i see "love"...till proven wrong, i dont believe it exists...people can give it out maybe...but for it to last on the real, i wouldnt know...i'v givin my last chance w/having almost nothing left, but my all. To only be me, real, with my past behind as a guide to show what could happen.In past having givin up family...homies...what coulda been called home...and almost life...just to love and care for another individual in this world...heh. I honestly have nothing to say. But my actions surely shows the condition that im in now.Aiight...mind runnin homies, gettin a lil nudge on things. I really wouldnt be talking...but heyy...its life. like playin da lotto puttin your best numbers forth only hoping to get the matching pair to make things seemingly better. The actions of your own plays the biggest role on how things turn out for you. Only moving forward and taking risks for the reason of"we dont know till we try and try til we get the result we wished for". Damn straight enough reason for the most part to me.CHUNK THE DEUCE
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