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About Me

..Well.. well.. well.. what can I say about me.. i'm a very outgoing person.. i like to have fun, but what i love the most is spending time with my precious daughter.... I don't do much now a days.. its funny how things don't turn out the way you expected it too... I've been through some rough times this past year... but what keeps me going is the love I have for my daughter and the love she has for me... without her my life has no meaning... without her who knows where i would be right now... She is my strength, courage, and my hero... I look up to her.. Without her my life wouldn't be complete!! You know what.. No matter what kind of life was or has been dealt to me.. I've learned that it had only made me the strong person that I am today.. Therefore even though i've been hurt and torn up into a million pieces by the people i love and trust the most in life.. i can honestly say that the love i have for my daughter,family, and friends will always remain the same if not more... even though they may have hurt me in any way shape or form.. past, present, and the future.... I have came to an understanding this past few years living on my own here in Vegas is that nothing is ever what it may seem and that things can "ALWAYS" get worse... I had to learn that the hard way... I figure that it's up to me on how I handle things... I can go for the bad or the good.. but which ever I end up chosing I can only blame myself for the outcome...

My Interests

I'd like to meet:

I want a guy who calls you beautiful instead of hot, who calls you back when you hang up on him, who will stay awake just to watch you sleep. The boy that kisses your forehead, who wants to show you off to the world, who holds your hand in front of his friends, who thinks you're just as pretty without make-up on. The one who is constantly reminding you of how much he cares about you and how lucky he is to have you!!!You won't be his first, his last, or his only.. He's loved before, He will love again, But if he loves you NOW, what else matters?? He's not perfect and neither are you and the two of you will never be perfect, But if he makes you laugh, at least once, causes you to think twice and admits to being human and making mistakes... Hold on to him and give him all you got. He's not going to quote poetry... He's not going to think of you every moment, But he will give you a part of him that he knows you can break!! Don't hurt him... Don't change him, Don't expect too much from him. Smile when he makes you happy.. Cry when he makes you sad... And miss him when he's not there...

Music:

Heroes:

..My hero is my daughter... I love her with all my heart... she is my purpose in life.. she is the one that keeps me striving for the next day... When I look at her I see me in her.. I would do anything give anything for my little girl.. without her I am not me... without her life has no meaning.. she gives me strength when I am weak, she is my courage when I am scared, she is my life when I feel empty, she is my hope when I feel hopeless, and she is my cure when I'm in pain... You see I need her in my life.. more than she needs me. I am nothing without her... I love you Leilani.. with all my heart unconditonally... without a doubt..

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My Blog

When is enough, enough??

When is enough, enough? Who makes that call? Because I'd like to tell them that I've had enough.. Why can't things just be okay?? I know I'm just complaining right now, but seriously... I just want al...
Posted by (¯'"¸·'¯)£î£ * M§ * Ã¢¬ (¯'·¸"'¯) on Fri, 05 Oct 2007 03:01:00 PST

Mistakes & Regrets

Mistakes... we all as individuals make them! There's no hiding from them. But I believe that the mistakes that we do make in life are the mistakes that we are suppose to make. And we have a choice to ...
Posted by (¯'"¸·'¯)£î£ * M§ * Ã¢¬ (¯'·¸"'¯) on Thu, 20 Sep 2007 03:28:00 PST

I’m here in Hawaii...

Well I'm here... I made it.. and I'm loving it... I am living in paradise with my daughter and Benny!! I am loving life right now.. I'm such a different person out here... I'm still me but I'm more of...
Posted by (¯'"¸·'¯)£î£ * M§ * Ã¢¬ (¯'·¸"'¯) on Sat, 01 Sep 2007 07:35:00 PST

My last day here in Cali...

Well it's about that time where I'll be leaving again... but this time it's to a beautiful place where I've never been before... But I know in my heart that this is the best thing for me. I'm starting...
Posted by (¯'"¸·'¯)£î£ * M§ * Ã¢¬ (¯'·¸"'¯) on Thu, 26 Jul 2007 06:21:00 PST

I cant seem to put my finger on it...

I am so excited to leave for Hawaii, but for some reason there is something that is bothering me. For the past few nights I haven't been able to sleep.. I wake up every hour on the hour!! There is som...
Posted by (¯'"¸·'¯)£î£ * M§ * Ã¢¬ (¯'·¸"'¯) on Sun, 22 Jul 2007 03:40:00 PST

I am leaving for Hawaii.. yay!!

I finally have a date on when I am leaving for Hawaii... yup.. and it's on the 26th of July... yay!!!! Thank you Benny... you finally stopped procastinating and got off your lazy but cute butt and bou...
Posted by (¯'"¸·'¯)£î£ * M§ * Ã¢¬ (¯'·¸"'¯) on Tue, 17 Jul 2007 03:37:00 PST

I have my parents blessing!!!

I am so HAPPY!! Last week my dad came here to visit, and it was the first time I've seen him since about a year ago. Of course he had to give me shit, but I expected that from him. But he had talked t...
Posted by (¯'"¸·'¯)£î£ * M§ * Ã¢¬ (¯'·¸"'¯) on Sun, 15 Jul 2007 12:16:00 PST

When people are mad why do they end up hurting someone else then who they are really mad at???

It's sad how when people are mad at someone it always seems like other people end up getting hurt instead of the person who they were really mad at. In this case it breaks my heart because the person ...
Posted by (¯'"¸·'¯)£î£ * M§ * Ã¢¬ (¯'·¸"'¯) on Sat, 14 Jul 2007 03:33:00 PST

The Magic of Love

The Magic Of LoveLove is like magicAnd it always will be.For love still remainsLife's sweet mystery!!Love works in waysThat are wondrous and strangeAnd there's nothing in lifeThat love cannot change!!...
Posted by (¯'"¸·'¯)£î£ * M§ * Ã¢¬ (¯'·¸"'¯) on Thu, 12 Jul 2007 11:03:00 PST

Philip

Philip.... You use to be someone that I thought I was going to spend the rest of my life with. I thought that you wanted to take care of me for the rest of my life, but it's not true. It never w...
Posted by (¯'"¸·'¯)£î£ * M§ * Ã¢¬ (¯'·¸"'¯) on Wed, 11 Jul 2007 10:29:00 PST