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One Love

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About Me

i go by alyx, batman, the chick that ran into the bush, TWINKIE!, alley kat, xanadu, oompa, AK-47, tweak, Jimmy, the british chick, zelda, fernando, or whoever you want me to be. i've been told i'm kinda (by kinda i mean extremely) weird but ya know what...where's the fun in being "normal"? yea exactly there is none. aside from the obvious i hate racists, or prejudiced people of any kind. in fact i loathe them. i enjoy photography, but suck at it myself. i used to fancy myself a poet, til i realized art and i don't mix well. i may be young, but i act much older, and have already learned many of lifes hardest lessons. and if you even say "you'll understand when you're older", chances are i will probably react negatively. i laugh all the time about things that people don't typically laugh at, and it may be due to the steady increase in the times i've been called crazy. i just think life is already hard enough without taking it seriously. i may come across as aggressive, but inside i'm a lover, not a fighter. however i will fight for equality in any and all ways possible. i am extremely talented at arguing (the right way, not throwing insults back and forth) and i'm also very bull-headed. i get it from my mom. these traits combined result in my ability to prove you wrong, even when i know that you're right. my little bro is the light of my life, and the very reason of my existence. fuck with him, and it's over for you. i have a severe ADHD problem, but i've learned that i am also very easily amused. i'm very political, though i hate politics. yes, i know i look like i'm a 9 year old kid. i used to look 12, but then i cut my hair. get over it. chances are, i could run intellectual circles around you...not that i'm arrogant, or anything. i also think the human anatomy is the best thing since sliced bread. i believe that one can learn a great deal about oneself from any situation, but the worst of them makes you the strongest. i'm a hardcore socialist, so fuck all you democrats and republicans. i'm a fountain of useless information, so if you don't want to learn something, don't inquire. i consider myself an independent person, but at the same time i realize that true independence is when one learns to appreciate the help others lend and acknowledge the fact that without others, you wouldn't survive. i am of many different nationalities, and i take pride in them all. i also believe that if you are a true friend, then you will have my back whenever i need you...and if i consider you a friend then i will give my life for you. i am a firm believer that ignorance is bliss, but that willful ignorance is the surrender of ones control over ones environment. i'm mature when i need to be, but i get in a lot of trouble for stupid shit. i'm highly obsessed with body modification in any way, yet only have 11 piercings and 1 tat myself. it is the beginning of many projects which will end in 5(ish) tats and 33(ish) piercings. forget everything you think you know about me. you're wrong. i'm a different person to different people, but i'm not fake. i just have an extremely multi-faceted personality. in conclusion: love me, hate me. i could give a fuck.if there's anything else you wanna know about me...don't hesitate to ask. random conversations are fucking awesome. if you've got AIM, it's blackmajicvoodoo...

My Interests

interests, eh? british people interest me! as do irish people...mostly the accent, but i love Ireland. what else...i guess a lot of shit. music (how cliche)...sports (not spectator-those piss me off. i'd rather be playing) like lacrosse, broomball, horsebackriding, basketball, snowboarding, skateboarding, cars (not ricers, i want something under the hood...domestic or import), computers, medicine, exploring the uncharted wilderness, philosophy, challenging authority, activism, etc...sleep is usually kool sometimes too...

adopt your own virtual pet!

I'd like to meet:

adam west. hell yes.

Music:

disturbed, sublime, the doors, flogging molly, 3 days grace, pink floyd, jimi hendrix, steppenwolf, aerosmith, lollipop lust kill, tribal traktion, bob marley, damien (jr. gong) marley, ziggy marley, everlast, fleetwood mac, bush, blink 182, bloodhound gang, diffuser, highbinder, the eagles, grateful dead, mindshift, fools garden, verve pipe, eve 6, kittie, tool, 3rd strike, beatles, coldplay, pearl jam, the who, led zeppelin, godsmack, downtown brown, white stripes, mudvayne, phish, kiss, soil, styx, 311, rubber miilk orchestra, audioslave, black sabbath, the vines, onceover, metallica, nirvana, saliva, static-x, seether, pantera, strokes, smile empty soul, janis joplin, hoobastank,AC DC, van halen, the casualties...yea pretty much the rock, the metal, a lil punk, and the stoner shit. word.

Movies:

Boondock Saints,Donnie Darko, Fight Club, Disney Movies, Drop Dead Fred, Rocky Horror Picture Show, A Clockwork Orange...and I'm sure there's more.

Television:

don't get much time to watch TV...but Family Guy, Futurama, That 70's Show, Harvey Birdman, Robot Chicken, and Aqua Teen Hunger Force are all sweet

Books:

i like krazie political books, like George Orwell's 1984, or Ray Bradbury's Fahrenheit 451. my childhood favorites are The Giver, Where the Red Fern Grows, Island of the Blue Dolphins, and The Outsiders. I think Stephen King is amazing, and Edgar Allen Poe was a god.

Heroes:

The Light of my life.

My Blog

breaking point

i'm beginning to think i'm a hell of a lot weaker than what i had thought. i was so sure i could handle anything, given the shit i've seen. but lately i've been feeling like i can't take much of anyt...
Posted by One Love on Mon, 02 Apr 2007 07:15:00 PST

to all sheep: destroy your shepherds

i've made this realization several times before. but it seems to me that whenever i really need it, it pops into my head once again.   our society dictates to us what we must do in virtually eve...
Posted by One Love on Sat, 24 Feb 2007 08:57:00 PST

with every omega comes another alpha

so the problems posed in my last blog (going crazy without john ryan) are pretty much null and void at this point. but a whole new chapter of my life has begun, all thanks to a few seemingly unimporta...
Posted by One Love on Wed, 22 Nov 2006 02:29:00 PST

suck it, bitch.

10 Reasons Why The Public Argue That Gay Marriage Is Wrong 1) Being gay is not natural. Real Americans always reject unnatural things like eye glasses, polyester, and air conditioning. 2) Gay marriage...
Posted by One Love on Sat, 24 Jun 2006 09:41:00 PST

'06 Peace Out!

so i've finally graduated (for a minute that statement wasn't guaranteed) after four years of absolute hell. not so much the people, since there are some pretty krazie sweet girls there, bu...
Posted by One Love on Tue, 23 May 2006 03:51:00 PST

revamped!

so i got a new look today. i cut 16" of my hair off and donated it to Locks of Love (for the second time in 4 years). what do you think?     before, back view    before, front view...
Posted by One Love on Fri, 24 Mar 2006 08:46:00 PST

I thought it was over.

I thought i was the most carefree person that ever walked the earth, even after all the shit I've been through. I thought I had finally convinced myself that everything works itself out, and that in t...
Posted by One Love on Fri, 24 Feb 2006 08:40:00 PST

they can't all be on the ends of the spectrum.

so i realized that most of my blogs are about when i was either depressed or in a sort of "shock" about something...so i decided to write about something newer to me: real happiness. for almost a year...
Posted by One Love on Mon, 06 Feb 2006 08:13:00 PST

weirdest 3 weeks of my life

so the last 3 weeks have been amazingly strange, only to peak yesterday in an amazing display of confusion. for three weeks i had been convinced i was pregnant, because i was late and because of some ...
Posted by One Love on Wed, 11 Jan 2006 09:15:00 PST

top 8

my top 8 Who is on your top 8 (in the order that you have them placed)?1. Kevin 2. Shawn3. Erika4. Bart5. Cat6. Mike7. Sara8. Rae1. How did you meet number 6?actually i've never met him. but kat...
Posted by One Love on Thu, 08 Dec 2005 09:00:00 PST