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Nicole [RIP BGTA]

R.I.P. Bradly Grant Thomas Andress. You were an insperation to soo many..3

About Me

MyGen Profile Generator I'm Nicole.
I live in Seattle.
I'm about 5'7".
I used to model.
I gave it up.
I live for my music.
I want to be a Tour Manager.
I sell tickets for most local shows.
I am good friends with bands.
But DO NOT mistake me for a groupie!
I DO NOT sleep with boys in bands!
If you want to know more.
ask.
AiM- MyFirstEncounter
MSN- [email protected]

My Interests



This Brought Me To Tears:
XCloseToHomeX: I love you
XCloseToHomeX: you are special
XCloseToHomeX: and I mean it
XCloseToHomeX: well if thats true then take some advice from me....
life is precious,
you are doing the right thing...
questioning your beliefs
is a good palce to start
XCloseToHomeX: only when u question
can u begain to truely learn

RIP Brad. (the begaining of the video is Brad's voice. its a recording of when he was interviewed by the news because of his cancer..) I miss him so much... width="425" height="350" ....

I'd like to meet:

Someone who will make me a better person. Someone who will make me grow. Someone who is interesting. Someone who isn't afraid to be themselves. Someone who will care.Someone like you.

Music:


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Look out
Keeping to yourself lifes getting old
this cold december night feels so alone
the bathtubs overflowing
as you disolve into it
and write a letter to a broken home
you feel it sinking in
the water you breathe in

all these faces
see what you've created
they battle tears just to say
"i'll miss your smile"

If you could get a second chance
then you'd take it
a chance you'd take
to change the past
and you'd change it
you'd tell your friends
you needed help
to get through it
no blood, no tears
no loss tonight
and you'll thank me

All these faces
see what you've created they battle tears
just to say
"i'll miss your smile'

yeah
see what you've created
nobody understands
so if it changes i'll do it
could you ever do it
you'd take it
and you'd take it
and get through it
you'd get through it
and take it
and you'd change it and you'd thank me
and you'd thank me
These are the bands I HAVE seen live:

30 Seconds To Mars
A Chance Without
A Static Lullaby
Action Reaction
AFI
Alabaster
All Time Low
Allister
Amber Pacific
Armor For Sleep
As I Lay Dying
The Audition
Barcelona
Blane
Bleed The Dream
Blue Skies Ahead
Boys Night Out
Brandston
Breaking Benjamin
Bunkbed
Burning Armada
Cartel
Chiodos
The Classic Crime
Close To Home
Correta Scott
Cute Is What We Aim For
Danger::Radio
Dating Delilah
The Divorce
The Early November
Emanual
Emery
Endless
The Exies
Fall From Grace
Fall Of Troy
Fall Out Boy
The Fever
From Aphony
Funeral for a Friend
Haste The Day
Hellogoodbye
Hinder
I Am Ghost
The International Noise Conspiracy
The Lashes
The Last Romance
Limbeck
Lostprophets
Lovehatehero
Lucky For Nothing
Lydia
Matchbook Romance
Mest
Morning Glory
Motion City Soundtrack
My Chemical Romance
New Found Glory
Nightmare Of You
On The Last Day
Paramore
Plain White T's
Punchline
Red Jumpsuit Apparatus
Revelation Theory
The Rocket Summer
Roses Are Red
Roundabout
Saves The Day
Scary Kids Scaring Kids
Senses Fail
Silverstein
So They Say
Socratic
Spitalfeild
Stalin’s War
Stroke 9
Story of the Year
Sugarcult
Summit Avenue
Taking Back Sunday
Theory of a Deadman
This Providence
Tokyo Rose
Tysen
The Used
Vaux
We Are The Fury
Yellowcard
And many many more
since November 2006
These are the bands i HAVE NOT seen:
A Thorn For Every Heart
The All American Rejects
Anberlin
Brand New
Coheed & Cambria
Daybreak Ends
Evanescence
From Autumn To Ashes
From First To Last
The Goodbye Celebration
Letter Kills
Madison
Mollitar
The Movielife
Panic! At The Disco
The Perfect Mistake
School Boy Humor
Small Towns Burn A Little Faster
Straylight Run
Thursday
Underoath

Movies:



Kill Bill 1&2
save the last dance
westside story
coyote ugly
black hawk down
gone in 60 seconds

Television:

MTV
MTV2
Comedy Central
Fuse
i dont watch much tv

Books:

Night
Inside a Thugs Heart
Someone Like You
Shakespeare

Heroes:


Brad
(Rest In Peace. You mean more to me than anyone ever will..)

Pouyan
(of SKSK..keyboardist)

Pierrick
(of LoveHateHero..whose songs have helped me..alot)

I miss this boy SO much Mr. Derek H. Pergl

My Blog

I Don't Understand

why i feel how i do. im so depressed.yet i have no idea why.i dont get it. i thought about talking to a councelor at school today.cus i dont understand it.adn i thought that theyd help.but then i chan...
Posted by Nicole on Thu, 14 Dec 2006 06:52:00 PST

Brad..

He will never understand how much he means to me.. NO i dont want to be with him. i dont think anyone this age has ever had someone like him. he helped me so much. yet has no idea. He saved my l...
Posted by Nicole on Thu, 07 Sep 2006 07:14:00 PST

schedule

1-spanish-brooks 2-conditioning-paulsness 3-botany-bukowski 4-la-blish 5-math 3-schwartz 6-us history-sims 2nd semester- same but 2nd per is photo ...
Posted by Nicole on Tue, 22 Aug 2006 12:22:00 PST

my photobucket link..check it out if you wish

http://s47.photobucket.com/albums/f177/i_knew_you_wouldnt_un derstand/       its mostly band photos.....
Posted by Nicole on Thu, 30 Mar 2006 07:50:00 PST

something to think about...

so i think i figured it out. what i want..i read this thing today, and it got me thinking..and made me realize how much of a bitch us girls are to guys. we say we want nice guys, but then we find one ...
Posted by Nicole on Fri, 03 Feb 2006 10:03:00 PST

The Classic Crime Show!

soo..i went to a fucking awesome show the other day!! It was the Alabaster, Lucky For Nothing and The Classic Crime..all really good bands! TCC was the only band i knew the lyrics to..and alot of the ...
Posted by Nicole on Wed, 14 Dec 2005 08:38:00 PST

senses fail concert!

concert tongiht was kick ass!! it was awesome! SF kicked the place and so did Emanuel..so much i had to buy their cd! the early november was good..and so was saves the day..but the highlight was still...
Posted by Nicole on Sat, 19 Nov 2005 01:29:00 PST

boredum in packwood

while in a REALLY boring town..Packwood..i started writing down quotes from songs that i liked..i did it on the ride home too..i filled up 2 pages..here they are..i didnt write down where they were fr...
Posted by Nicole on Mon, 07 Nov 2005 12:50:00 PST

What is love?

   What is love?is it that rush you get  when you hear their name?is it that aching in your heart when they leave you to never return?is it the peace you feel in this fast world ...
Posted by Nicole on Thu, 03 Nov 2005 09:59:00 PST

RIP

  the drummer of the band bayside, john, has passed away in a horrible accident after their show in boulder, CO..the bands van slid off the road and flipped over. a donation paypal has been set u...
Posted by Nicole on Mon, 31 Oct 2005 10:19:00 PST