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Schoenheit von Vogelsang

About Me

The more I delve into the characteristics that define me, which I would say are contextually based and some of my friends might say are definitely not, the more personal they seem to be, I guess by definition. This makes me hesitant to broadcast them to an audience of such a potentially large scale - seeing as how everyone would want to see my page because I am so awesome and everything. Is "awesome" sufficiently vague. Perhaps that is not ambiguous enough to maintain an air of mystery. I have been accused of being too formal in the beginning of any interaction or relationship. Maybe this social reservation and ostensibly slow thought construction is why I am sometimes considered a "thinker", when I am very much a feeler, an INFP (with my weakest preference being the P) according to the Myers-Briggs type indicator test. I am highly sensitive, but that doesn't stop me from sensation-seeking or from sometimes being reckless with my flesh-based vessel in my desire for new experiences. I am extremely spiritual in a way I find difficult to categorize or elaborate on in the limited space of this "about me" box. My sense of time is a bit different than most people's, which sometimes gets me in trouble or estranges friends. Hmm, that seems like enough to say without revealing too much.

My Interests

The real deal will be coming soon, but here is a taste: learning new things, traveling, exciting conversations, climbing volcanoes barefoot, jungles, swimming in the ocean surf at night, lakes, parks, forests, clouds, anywhere covered in mist and/or magic, exploring spirituality and connection, lucid dreaming, Jungian psychology, entheogens, shamanism/trance/hypnosis, a lot of other things... like I said... just a taste

Books:

...the last one was "Narcissus and Goldmund" by Herman Hesse - Currently reading: The Holographic Universe by Michael Talbot

Heroes:

The heroes of history and of the present, of all types and manners, can sometimes be toxic to today. Through all the ways in which they have enriched the world, through art and dreams, science and thought, through being expressions of what people want most to be or do, they have the potential to impoverish the magick of the present. For who or how many can aspire to accomplish the magnitude of such idols. The weight and magnitude of heroes' accomplishments of course can be inspiring, but this is not always so; it can also be tiring always looking up and feeling oneself down so low. I only hope that the poison of inferiority that is sometimes produced by the juxtaposition of the hero and the 'ordinary' person can act to wither the ego of today - that this loss of ego can encourage people, during their realization that they will never be their hero, to look beyond themselves and see that everyone is a hero, a shimmering light of beauty and potential, a sculptor of the world within which we all live. Perhaps then the hero can be both poison and remedy. Through the saddening burdens of desire and failure they sometimes bring to people, eventually inspire the downtrodden to stop their worship and grasping and to begin consciously sculpting the world in their image with an awareness of the miraculous people that are all around them.

My Blog

quantum physics is messing with my head

To see a World in a Grain of Sand And a Heaven in a Wild Flower, Hold Infinity in the palm of your hand And Eternity in an hour. -William Blake
Posted by Schoenheit von Vogelsang on Tue, 19 Dec 2006 03:52:00 PST