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Willingham

There's something about being God that gets me off.

About Me

First and foremost: I hate time. I'm a philosopher by day and a delinquent by night. Because philosophy has corrupted my tiny little mind, I don't believe that many things exist the way that we perceive them to; you want reasons why, just ask and maybe you will receive a long conversation on the mysteries of life and existence, but that solely depends on you. Or I'll just use some generic argument such as "but how do you know for sure?"Alternate realities are fun.I'm looking for someone who can "prove" that God exists. Do that and I'll become a Christian again. Actually, I take that back, fuck Christians...I'll just believe in God then.I'm a photographer, it's what I do, what I love and what I will most likely die doing. You want to see some photos, there are some in my photo albums; if you like what you see and want to see more, just let me know.I am the product of '70s rock music and I embrace it. There are many times in my life when I seem to hear Jim Morrison singing in the background; its a gift.I should have been born 30 years earlier...not for the photography (like Chad would wish)...for the music.I'm a male feminist...I was raised by women and I guess as a result I just connect with women better and have many more female friends than male friends.

My Interests

I like taking pictures, I love to write and draw but only for myself and not as work, I'm a pyro and I like blowing shit up, watching movies, I enjoy causing trouble(naturally...I'm an anarchist..duh), hanging out and partying with friends, playing and watching sports(mostly just watching these days), cruzin' with Jake, breaking into abandoned buildings and exploring, arguing, sitting around and doing nothing, and loitering. I also love paintballing, getting vehicles airborne(especially minivans), dancing around topless to old punk rock and 80s hip-hop (really any music but it's better to classic punk and bad 80s hip-hop), vampires...yeah, vampires. I love my dog, and not having to go to court. Most of all, I love women(they're an addiction and I just connect with them better), music, my family, Mitch Hedberg, and exploring.

I'd like to meet:

From MySpace I would just like to meet some really cool people. A great sense of humor and good musical tastes are a must. Time permitting, I would like to meet Billie Joe Armstrong, Tre' Cool, Johnny Depp, Edward Norton, Samuel L. Jackson, Morgan Freeman, Denzel Washington, Dee Dee Ramone, Kurt Cobain, Jimi Hendrix, George Harrison, John Lennon, Jim Morrison, and the person who decided to put the 9/10s of a cent on gas prices so that I can kick him in the fuckin' teeth. Also anyone that kills great people so that I can beat the crap out of them. I realize that a lot of these people are already dead, but I'm not one to give up.

Music:

I love almost every kind of rock and blues and I have a soft spot for unique and weird bands. Plus I like classical music; I don't know, there is just something about orchestras that I love and plus, I'm a sucker for violins especially along with rock music. Main bands that I like: The Beatles, The Doors, Cat Stevens, Pink Floyd, Green Day, Pinhead Gunpowder, The Offspring, Rage Against the Machine, Static-X, Alice in Chains, Nirvana, The Ramones, Lynyrd Skynyrd, Rammstein, Queens of the Stone Age, Weezer, The Sex Pistols, Gorillaz, Sublime, CCR, Queen, Simon and Garfunkel, Jimi Hendrix, Sonic Youth, P.O.T.U.S.A., Eric Clapton, Led Zeppelin, The Smashing Pumpkins, Bob Marley, John Lennon, The Killers, Franz Ferdinand, Modest Mouse, EELS, Johnny Cash, The Who, Bob Dylan, Eagles of Death Metal, Desert Sessions, The White Stripes, Dropkick Murphys, Dead Kennedys, David Bowie, Chemical Brothers, Joan Jett, Lou Reed and the Velvet Underground, The Clash, Misfits, Pixies, Grandmaster Flash, The Tossers, MC Hammer, Cake, and two wonderfully talented musicians: Brandon Baker and JJ Hamon.You know what, I could have just summed all this shit up, been fancy, and said, "I have very eclectic tastes."Though I have been edging out of my old tastes from back in "the day."

Movies:

I love movies of all types. Some of my favorites: Fight Club, SLC Punk, Office Space, Red Dawn, Idle Hands, The Thing, Blazing Saddles, Dazed and Confused, Harrison's Flowers, Shaun of the Dead, Montey Python and the Holy Grail, Dogma, Mallrats, Harold and Maude, Gangs of New York, GoodFellas, Taxi Driver, The Last Temptation of Christ, The Aviator, The Departed (yeah, I'm a big Scorsese fan....can't ya tell?), Eternal Sunshine of a Spotless Mind, The Princess Bride, Pirates of the Caribbean, Remember the Titans, Rushmore, Saw, Black Hawk Down, The Warriors, Airplane, Run Lola Run, Pulp Fiction, Resevoir Dogs, Crash, American History X, The Doors, Platoon, Scarface (I guess those three make me an Oliver Stone fan as well), Dead Poets Society, Annie Hall, The Boondock Saints, Serenity, The Jacket, The Godfather(1 and parts of 2), Donnie Darko, The Machinist, The Graduate, The Royal Tenenbaums, and holy crap this list will never be finished.

Television:

Anything that makes fun of anyone.

Books:

I really don't have any. I like a lot of stuff and I'll read anything. If I can get through a book, then chances are I liked it. Usually I just read the USA Today.

Heroes:

My Grandfather Khalil who is no longer living but is still my favorite realitive (thats not really saying much for the rest of my family is it?), my aunt Jan, my parents for letting me learn things the hard way, Mr. D for helping me refine my photography skills, Thomas Edison(because he invented the word "hello"), Crazy Horse (fucker has his own rock), Martin Luther King Jr., those who fight and die for their countries during wartime, and anyone else that is willing to risk their life for what they believe in. My "homeless" friend Spydr, but I like to think that the world is his home. Finally, my late cousins Amy and Brett Willingham who had life taken away too quickly; the world is at a loss without them.

My Blog

Soy Bomb

"No one in the world ever gets what they want, and that is beautiful.  Everybody dies frustrated and sad, and that is beautiful!" -They Might Be Giants
Posted by Xris on Fri, 15 Dec 2006 05:03:00 PST

Randomly Assorted Letters (UPDATED)

A list of some of my favorite words. AbsurdAcidAnarchyArdentBelleCarbonChaosCladCobaltDingoEspion ageFijiFriskyFuckGlimmerGradientHelloHookahIronicLucidNoodle sOathObtuseObviousOrangeRustShudderSirenSpa...
Posted by Xris on Thu, 07 Dec 2006 08:39:00 PST

The Long, Endless Road

Hello again old friend, I'm so sorry, but I have to let you go.Walking around in a dark, dark warehouse at 12am makes me feel more at home than walking down my own hallway. I think I want to live in ...
Posted by Xris on Sun, 03 Dec 2006 12:07:00 PST

A C? My god, I've never been so happy in my entire life!

Did I ever tell you that Helter Skelter makes me want to kill rich white folk?       Oh come on...I'm kidding...well actually...
Posted by Xris on Thu, 23 Nov 2006 12:03:00 PST

Freedom

Tim Finnegan awoke that morning still feeling the effects of his cocaine high from the night before.  He wandered to the bathroom to shower, but when he caught a glimpse of himself in the mirror,...
Posted by Xris on Wed, 15 Nov 2006 01:34:00 PST

Anarchy for sale

Fucking A, I finally get to have my clone army now.  I'm so excited, who doesn't want a whole army of Chris clones? So I was thinking the other day; if "Life" starts at conception like anti-abort...
Posted by Xris on Wed, 08 Nov 2006 02:18:00 PST

The Holy Trinity

The Eagles of Death Metal, Joan Jett and the Blackhearts, and the St. Louis Cardinals. Oh yes, awesome fucking concert and we win the World Series.  I can't even remember how many strangers I hig...
Posted by Xris on Sun, 29 Oct 2006 06:52:00 PST

Ghost Town

I really miss driving for the hell of it at night. It has become so much harder to do since gas prices went up and since I became a junior. I just miss being the only one on the road.  I smell li...
Posted by Xris on Wed, 25 Oct 2006 10:12:00 PST

I want you so hard

My body rejects happiness from time to time; this is a problem that I'm trying to fix. If loss has made me a better person in the past, then it should help to make me a better person again....
Posted by Xris on Mon, 02 Oct 2006 10:34:00 PST

"Stab and run"

I love awesomely random conversations and a clear night sky.  I got both tonight.  That's got to be worth something, for instance, tomorrow is going to be a great day.
Posted by Xris on Wed, 27 Sep 2006 01:22:00 PST