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HotFreeLayoutsSadly to me... it always feels like that any time anywhere the end is near... so every day I tell my family and friends I love them, even if I can't stand them at the moment becasue if something were to happen to me or to them, I would hate not being able to say that my last words to them were I love you. I just recently realized that I have control over my emotions and that when I feel like I'm going to cry, I don't have to and I don't. That is seriously the best thing that I have ever felt and discovered about myself. Why waste all this time and emotion on dwelling on the past and crying about a memory? It won't fix anything, it won't bring that person back to you or change the way they feel... it basically just makes you feel like shit and that does no good. So I have discovered that I don't have to cry when I feel like crying and I don't have to dwell on the past. I have wasted about 5 years of my life doing that. And I am so happy that I have finally figured out how to control my life. Basically everything in my life at the moment is falling apart: I have two jobs and still manage to have no money, I am basically wasting a grand on school because I'm failing, and the guy that I thought I really cared about is happier not talking to me... and surprisingly... I am happy... because of the fact that I learned how to make myself not cry and I love that!"Whatever happens in Tijiuana stays in Tijiuana...cuz I don't remember a fucking thing!!"
TELL ME ABOUT YOURSELF - The Survey
Name: Ashley Rael
Birthday: November 22, 1986
Birthplace: Portland, Oregon
Current Location: Sea Tac, WA
Eye Color: brown
Hair Color: brown
Height: 5'4
Right Handed or Left Handed: Righty
Your Heritage: Spanish, French, Apache, Irish and English
The Shoes You Wore Today: My all star converse
Your Weakness: Beautiful men
Your Fears: Dying alone
Your Perfect Pizza: Combo everything on it! except anchovies ew!
Goal You Would Like To Achieve This Year: Make better money and be able to support myself.
Your Most Overused Phrase On an instant messenger: lol
Thoughts First Waking Up: Nooo! Must have more sleep!!
Your Best Physical Feature: eyes and boobs. haha
Your Bedtime: depends on when i gotta wake up but usually not before 3am
Your Most Missed Memory: being a child and carefree with no responsibilities
Pepsi or Coke: Regular Pepsi or Diet coke
MacDonalds or Burger King: MacDonalds
Single or Group Dates: both
Lipton Ice Tea or Nestea: how about... Chai Tea
Chocolate or Vanilla: depends
Cappuccino or Coffee: Cappuccino
Do you Smoke: unfortunatly
Do you Swear: too much
Do you Sing: used to... but no usually only when im in the car... or really drunk with ob on the couch haha!
Do you Shower Daily: try to
Have you Been in Love: yes
Do you want to go to College: yes i need to go back.
Do you want to get Married: yes one of my main goals in life.
Do you belive in yourself: yes
Do you get Motion Sickness: depends... but yeah i can
Do you think you are Attractive: sometimes
Are you a Health Freak: I wish
Do you get along with your Parents: For the most part
Do you like Thunderstorms: Love them... hate the rain... but if it comes with thunder and lightning... I love them!
Do you play an Instrument: used to play the violin
In the past month have you Drank Alcohol: Trick question? I was drinking just 9 hours ago...
In the past month have you Smoked: yup
In the past month have you been on Drugs: yup
In the past month have you gone on a Date: supposed to be goin on one soon....
In the past month have you gone to a Mall: yes
In the past month have you eaten a box of Oreos: no... eaten a couple
In the past month have you eaten Sushi: oooh man i wish! need to do that!
In the past month have you been on Stage: nope
In the past month have you been Dumped: nope
In the past month have you gone Skinny Dipping: haha almost did a couple months ago... so no
In the past month have you Stolen Anything: no
Ever been Drunk: um? another trick question?
Ever been called a Tease: hehe...
Ever been Beaten up: yup
Ever Shoplifted: a tiny piece of candy once
How do you want to Die: surrounded by people I love, not scared, and painless
What do you want to be when you Grow Up: Nurse in third world countries
What country would you most like to Visit: Spain
In a Boy/Girl..
Favourite Eye Color: all
Favourite Hair Color: dark
Short or Long Hair: short
Height: taller than me
Weight: bigger than me but not too big
Best Clothing Style: depends on the person... whatever looks good on them... or off.
Number of Drugs I have taken: about 6
Number of CDs I own: i dont even know ... a lot
Number of Piercings: 7
Number of Tattoos: none yet
Number of things in my Past I Regret: a lot
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