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[.♥.Trisha.Weller.♥.]

I miss him so much it hurts. /3

About Me

My name is Trisha, NOT Patricia.
I do not have a problem with being called Trish.
I am engaged to the man I have always dreamed of.
His name is Steve and yes for those of you who know him he is 25.
And Yes, I am 16.
It is my life.
My decision.
Not yours.
Before you decide to give me any shit due to our ages, I thought I should let you know.
I don't fuckin' care what you think.
No matter what any preppy, jealous little bitches think or say you will not break us up.
We are happy together, Which is something most people will never have or experience.
I am pretty straight forward about everything.
I quite frankly don't give a flying fuck who you are.
Everybody is equal in my eyes no matter how they look, dress, or how much money they have
I can and will be a bitch when ever I feel it necessary.
I have been through hell in my life.
I don't care if you believe me or not.
I'm not asking for sympathy, I have learned to deal with it.
I do not care what you say or think about me.
I am my own person and if you don't like me, Oh fuckin' well.
 Chances are I don't like you, either.
If anything I have said pisses anyone off.
It is on YOU not me.
I did not ask any of you to read this, You chose to.
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End.
See my layouts.♥

My Interests

His Songs to me:

Journey - Open Arms
Lying beside you, here in the dark
Feeling your heart beat with mind
Softly you whisper, youre so sincere
How could our live be so blind
We sailed on together
We drifted apart
And here you are by my side

So now I come to you, with open arms
Nothing to hide, believe what I say
So here I am with open arms
Hoping youll see what your love means to me
Open arms

Living without you, living alone
This empty house seems so cold
Wanting to hold you, wanting you near
How much I wanted you home
But now that youve come back
Turned night into day
I need you to stay.

So now I come to you, with open arms
Nothing to hide, believe what I say
So here I am with open arms
Hoping youll see what your love means to me
Open arms.

Brad Paisley - She's everything
She's a yellow pair of running shoes
A holey pair of jeans
She looks great in cheap sunglasses
She looks great in anything
She's I want a piece of chocolate
Take me to a movie
She's I can't find a thing to wear
Now and then she's moody

She's a Saturn with a sunroof
With her brown hair a-blowing
She's a soft place to land
And a good feeling knowing
She's a warm conversation
That I wouldn't miss for nothing
She's a fighter when she's mad
And she's a lover when she's loving

And she's everything I ever wanted
And everything I need
I talk about her, I go on and on and on
'Cause she's everything to me

She's a Saturday out on the town
And a church girl on Sunday
She's a cross around her neck
And a cuss word 'cause its Monday
She's a bubble bath and candles
Baby come and kiss me
She's a one glass of wine
And she's feeling kinda tipsy

She's the giver I wish I could be
And the stealer of the covers
She's a picture in my wallet
Of my unborn children's mother
She's the hand that I'm holding
When I'm on my knees and praying
She's the answer to my prayer
And she's the song that I'm playing

And she's everything I ever wanted
And everything I need
I talk about her, I go on and on and on
'Cause she's everything to me

She's the voice I love to hear
Someday when I'm ninety
She's that wooden rocking chair
I want rocking right beside me
Everyday that passes
I only love her more
Yeah, she's the one
That I'd lay down my own life for

And she's everything I ever wanted
And everything I need
She's everything to me
Yeah she's everything to me

Everything I ever wanted
And everything I need
She's everything to me

My Songs to Him:

Big N' Rich - Lost in The Moment
I see your momma, and the candles and tears and roses
I see your daddy walk his daughter down the isle
Now my knees start to tremble as I tell the preacher
Don't she look beautiful tonight
All the wonderful words in my head I've been thinking
You know I want to say ‘em all just right
I lift your vale, and angles start singing
Such a heavenly sign

Lost in this moment with you
I am completely consumed
My feelings so absolute, there's no doubt
Sealing our love with a kiss
Waitin' my whole life for this
Watching all my dreams come true
Lost in this moment with you

I smell the jasmine floating in the air like a love song
Watch my words draw sweet tears from your eyes
Bow our heads while the preacher talks to Jesus
Please bless this brand new life

Lost in this moment with you
I am completely consumed
My feelings so absolute, there's no doubt
Sealing our love with a kiss
Waitin' my whole life for this
Watching all my dreams come true
Lost in this moment with you

Lost in this moment with you
I am completely consumed
My feelings so absolute, there's no doubt
Sealing our love with a kiss
Waitin' my whole life for this
Watching all my dreams come true
Lost in this moment with you

Lost in the moment, in this moment with you
Lost in the moment, yeah
Lost in the moment,
Lost in the moment

Mark Wills - I do (Cherish you)
All I am, all I'll be
Everything in this world, all that I'll ever need
Is in your eyes, shining at me
When you smile I can feel all my passion unfolding

Your hand brushes mine
And a thousand sensations seduce me 'cause I

I do, cherish you
For the rest of my life
You don't have to think twice
I will, love you still, from the depths of my soul
It's beyond my control
I've waited so long to say this to you
If you're asking do I love you this much, I do

In my world before you
I lived outside my emotions
Didn't know where I was going
Until that day I found you
How you opened my life to a new paradise

In a world torn by change
Still with all of my heart, until my dying day

I do, cherish you
For the rest of my life
You don't have to think twice
I will, love you still, from the depths of my soul
It's beyond my control
I've waited so long to say this to you
If you're asking do I love you this much, yes I do

I've waited so long to say this to you
So, if you're asking if I love you this much, I do
Oh, I do

I'd like to meet:

I've already met the one person I've always wanted to meet. My Steve.=D He's the most amazing person I have ever met, and he means the world to me. Without him, I honestly don't know where I would be. He makes me complete. Not a minute goes by that I'm not thinking about him. He is my life. My soulmate. The only man I will truely love. I love you, Baby.♥

Our Song♥:

Journey - Faithfully
Highway run
Into the midnight sun
Wheels go round and round
Youre on my mind
Restless hearts
Sleep alone tonight
Sendin all my love
Along the wire

They say that the road
Aint no place to start a family
Right down the line
Its been you and me
And lovin a music man
Aint always what its supposed to be
Oh girl you stand by me
Im forever yours...faithfully

Circus life
Under the big top world
We all need the clowns
To make us smile
Through space and time
Always another show
Wondering where I am
Lost without you

And being apart aint easy
On this love affair
Two strangers learn to fall in love again
I get the joy
Of rediscovering you
Oh girl, you stand by me
Im forever yours...faithfully

Oh, oh, oh, oh
Faithfully, Im still yours
Im forever yours
Ever yours...faithfully.

Music:

Classic Rock
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The Beatles
Pink Floyd
The Who
Rolling Stones
Led Zeppelin
Eagles
Grateful Dead
Jefferson Airplane / Jefferson Starship
The Doors
Moody Blues
Fleetwood Mac
AC/DC
Boston
Cream
Def Leppard
The Byrds
Aerosmith
Santana
Blood Sweat & Tears
Van Halen
ZZ Top
U2
Allman Brothers
Journey
Lynyrd Skynyrd
Collective Soul
Traffic
Etc...

Country
___________________

Tim Mcgraw
Lonestar
Jason Aldean
Garth Brooks
George Straight
Alan Jackson
Josh Turner
Rascall Flatts
Diamond Rio
Sugarland
Etc...

Heroes:

My Grandpa is My Hero.
Died: December 4, 2006

My Grandpa

My Grandpa was special,
His face lit up when he smiled.
My Grandpa was stubborn yet caring,
And kind,
And wise as a man could be.
My Grandpa was understanding as long as you didn't lie,
He had a way with words that could stop the hurt in the blink of an eye.
My Grandpa served in three branches of the Military,
And always had a story to tell.
Some were happy,
Some were sad,
Others left you shocked for awhile.
My Grandpa knew how to live his life,
And never missed a step.
He had so much he wanted to do,
And wasn't ready to meet his maker yet.
But where he went is a better place,
And he's waiting for use to come.
He's my mentor,
My rolemodel,
My friend.
But most of all,
He's my Grandpa.

I love you, Grandpa.♥

My Blog

I miss you.

A single rose a single kiss,The saying goes "It's you I miss".An hour or two is like forever,Away from you such endeavour.I'm so uptight without you here,Alone tonight What will I do?Sit and think ab...
Posted by [.♥.Trisha.♥.] on Sat, 31 Mar 2007 10:54:00 PST

A Night to Remember.

It was the night of the Jefferson High Annual Christmas Dance and Jonel couldn't be happier. She had finally put that horrible nightmare behind her. She was to meet up with her bestfriend Miranda who...
Posted by [.♥.Trisha.♥.] on Thu, 22 Mar 2007 12:56:00 PST

A song from me to Steve..

All I am, all I'll beEverything in this world, all that I'll ever needIs in your eyes, shining at meWhen you smile I can feel all my passion unfoldingYour hand brushes mineAnd a thousand sensations se...
Posted by [.♥.Trisha.♥.] on Sun, 18 Mar 2007 08:35:00 PST

Untitled

I get a funny feeling,it comes from deep inside.I get all mad and angry,wanting to go and hide.Some say I'm psycho,some say I'm just weird.It's like I'm a different person,and the old me just disappea...
Posted by [.♥.Trisha.♥.] on Sun, 11 Mar 2007 08:14:00 PST

In you.

I love you with all I amAnd all I'll ever be.You are my moon, my sun and stars,My earth, my sky, my sea. All I ever wanted is in you,Love, laughter, a pillow for my fears.I want to give and to be gi...
Posted by [.♥.Trisha.♥.] on Sun, 04 Mar 2007 11:43:00 PST

When I met you.

I gazed in your eyes,Such a beautiful blue;My heart whispered to me,And that's right when I knew;The waves had ceased crashing,On the sand at our feet;Time had stopped passing,My search was complete;T...
Posted by [.♥.Trisha.♥.] on Sat, 03 Mar 2007 06:58:00 PST

I can't sleep.

I cant go to sleep I'm just thinking of youThinking of tonightAnd all of the feelings coming throughWhen I'm with you,There's nowhere else I want to beIt's just rightYou with meYou make me melt when y...
Posted by [.♥.Trisha.♥.] on Sat, 03 Mar 2007 06:41:00 PST

Sonet 43 - Elizabeth Barrett Browning.

How do I love thee? Let me count the ways.I love thee to the depth and breadth and height.My soul can reach, when feeling out of sightFor the ends of Being and ideal Grace.I love thee to the level of ...
Posted by [.♥.Trisha.♥.] on Mon, 12 Feb 2007 09:07:00 PST

No name.

I love you like I love a daywhen everything goes rightI love you like I love to layand watch the stars at nightI love you like I love the rainits lustful calm embraceI love you like I love to laughunt...
Posted by [.♥.Trisha.♥.] on Sat, 27 Jan 2007 08:11:00 PST

The Letter..

It is very important for me to express to you how much you really mean to me. I wish I could do this in person while holding you in my arms and gazing into your eyes. But since we are physically separ...
Posted by [.♥.Trisha.♥.] on Thu, 21 Dec 2006 05:35:00 PST