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OnEYoUnEEkQt****R.I.P. CHRIS TAM YOU WILL BE MISS

you have to take the good with the bad, smile with the sad, love what you got and remember what you

About Me


NO I WILL NOT PROMOTE YOUR BAND SORRY
So many people walk a meaningless life. They seem half-asleep, even when they're busy doing things they think are important. This is because they're chasing the wrong things. The way you get meaning into your life is to devote yourself to loving others, devote yourself to your community around you, and devote yourself to creating something that gives you purpose and meaning."
Judge me not and look no further because I am real... I will tell you like it is....I am a bitch and honest....if you can't take the heat I suggest you peace the fuck out...Thanks for playing
The journey formally known as "LIFE." I am in the midst of a never ending battle that has me struggling to find everlasting happiness and contentment. I am a girl who knows how and when to party and have fun but at the same time, I love just chilling and hanging out. Some can say that I am different. I am choosing to live in a random and spontaneous way in order to shake things up a bit. I live to stand out, not live in and amongst the crowd. I try not to follow and set trends, except for the fact that pink REALLY is cool. Clothes, makeup, and accessories do not make the person. I am more than the clothes and makeup I wear. I am real. I don't like to be fake and put up a front for other people.
People like to talk shit about the way I live and carry myself, but it doesn't matter. I don't care what other people are going to say or think about me. I choose my way of life and besides, half the time the bitches talking shit don't even have the story straight. I have no one but myself to impress and there is no point in ever having to justify myself or my actions. People like this are excess baggage in my life and slowly but surely get weeded out of my "friends space."
In the end, I will only have myself, so why please everyone else when I'm the one that counts? As you can see my pictures portray a girl that is proud of her sexuality.
That does not mean that it is the ONLY thing I have going for me.
So many people are all caught up in their material possessions. It is not the physical aspects of life that make it what it is. Sure, they are nice to have, but they aren't the most important. We forget to see people for who they are under all of the fancy crap. there is no reason for me to act otherwise. God made everyone the way they are and there is nothing that should prevent us from acting the part. Looks and money can only go so far in life and I don't and won't rely on those things to make me happy. I am crazy. I'm not trying to be Britney Spears or anyone other than myself. There are so many people out there constantly trying to be something they aren't and I don't know why. Just be yourself.
I had a mixed up crazy twisted life so far and I'm positive there is more awaiting me in the future but I'm going to tackle it head on. Struggles and downfalls make you appreciate the good times that much more and sometimes its a good reality check when I start to take things for granted. Drama: something I don't really care for, but seems to always make its sneaky way into my life. When its there, I embrace it and deal with it. It makes me stronger and teaches me more about life and people. You are the only one in charge of the path you take in life. Don't let other people stomp on that. Your future is yours and no one else can fuck that up besides you. My whole deal on this is to make you think and maybe affect you somehow. Life is too short for bullshit. Go comando and balls out... every time.
Sorry you can't define me Sorry I break the mold Sorry that I speak my mind Sorry don't do what I'm told Sorry if I don't fake it Sorry I come too real I will never hide what I really feel. No way, oh. So here it is No hype, no glass, no pretense. Just me Stripped

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My Interests

Just relaxing and chilling out with good people...I love to learn and live life to the fullest.

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I'd like to meet:

I want to meet people who don't act perfect..people who aren't afraid to be themselves...its those imperfections in a person that makes me so attracted to them. I want to learn from others and at the same teach them a few things. I want someone to challenge me in life, love, friendship..all the good stuff
Intrigue me...Inspire me
"I'm a bad case of arrested development, stuck in early adolescence, more screwed up twisted up tangled up than a couple of earthworms makin' babies. What I need here aren't a bunch of new friends. What I need here, you see, are some authority figures, people who can show me the way, cause I really can't go on like this and i really do want to find the way, I really do."-False Memory
FYI I don't need to meet those people that are shiesty ass bitches and have nothing better else to do than criticize the way i live my life.
You're not perfect and its time to step out of that dream world of yours and come back to reality...You know who you are ... My life is too precious and short to cater to your needs, if you dont like who i am or what i do...FUCK OFF AND GET THE STEPPIN... but if you're cool send me a message.

TOMORROW IS NOT PROMISE

Tomorrow is Not Promised. Sometimes people come into your life and you know right away that they are meant to be there. They serve some sort of purpose, or help figure out who you are and who you want to become. You never know who these people may be; your neighbor, child, long lost friend, lover, or even a complete stranger who, when you lock eyes with them you know at that very moment that they will affect your life in some profound way. And sometimes things happen to you and at the time they seem painful and unfair, but in reflection you realize that without overcoming those obstacles. You would have never realized your potential strength, will power, or heart. Everything happens for a reason. Nothing happens by chance or by means of good or bad luck illness, injury, love, lost moments of true greatness and sheer stupidity. All occur to test the limits of your soul. Without these small tests, whether they be events, illnesses, or relationships life would be like a smoothly paved straight flat road to nowhere, safe and comfortable, but dull and utterly pointless. The people you meet who affect your life. And the successes and downfalls you experience create who you are and even the bad experiences can be learned from. In fact, they are probably the most poignant and important ones. If someone hurts you, betrays you or breaks your heart, forgive them for they have helped you learn about trust and the importance of being cautious to whom you open your heart? If someone loves you love them back unconditionally, not only because they love you, but because they are teaching you to love and opening up your heart and eyes to things you would have never seen or felt without them. Make every day count; Appreciate every moment and take from it everything that you possibly can For you may never be able to experience it again. Talk to people you have never talked to before and actually listen. Let yourself fall in love. Break free and set your sights high. Hold your head up because you have every right to. Tell yourself you are a great individual and believe in yourself. For if you don?t believe in yourself, no one will believe in you either. You can make of your life, anything you wish. Create your own life And then go out and live in it live each day as if it were your last Tomorrow is Not Promised

Music:

My ears are open to whatever is playing...don't really have a preference but I do love Justin Timberlake

My Blog

r.i.p.CHRIS TAM

Dam what a fucken day after writing the blog bout my grama and being sad I hear more sad news my buddy Chrispy (Chris Tam}pass away sunday night he was such a sweetheart i will miss you dearly I can't...
Posted by OnEYoUnEEkQt****R.I.P. CHRIS TAM YOU WILL BE MISS on Tue, 29 May 2007 04:41:00 PST

my beautiful grama

Well as my close friends know i'm going through some ruff times right now. My grama is real sick and i'm so sad and upset. I know that day is coming real soon and I have to prepare myself for this day...
Posted by OnEYoUnEEkQt****R.I.P. CHRIS TAM YOU WILL BE MISS on Tue, 29 May 2007 03:56:00 PST

words

..>     Spiteful words can hurt your feelings but silence breaks your heart"   "Love is when you shed a tear and still want him, it's when he ignores you and you still love him, it'...
Posted by OnEYoUnEEkQt****R.I.P. CHRIS TAM YOU WILL BE MISS on Mon, 09 Apr 2007 10:31:00 PST

live life

Always Live Life to the FullestDon't let go of hope,Hope gives you the strength to keep goingWhen you feel like giving up. Don't ever quit believing in yourself,As long as you believe you can,You will...
Posted by OnEYoUnEEkQt****R.I.P. CHRIS TAM YOU WILL BE MISS on Mon, 09 Apr 2007 10:14:00 PST

"Walk Away"

"Walk Away"   For the best Or the worse I don't know Everything change for a reason From the smiles To frowns With all the ups and downs Letting go is the hardest thing to do Of the person you l...
Posted by OnEYoUnEEkQt****R.I.P. CHRIS TAM YOU WILL BE MISS on Sun, 17 Sep 2006 11:08:00 PST

"No Fool No More"

"No Fool No More" Packed up all the pain Left the tears outside my door And I'm not going to be the one Who's left out in the rain no more I see it so clearly The writing is on the wall Telling me I'...
Posted by OnEYoUnEEkQt****R.I.P. CHRIS TAM YOU WILL BE MISS on Sun, 17 Sep 2006 10:45:00 PST

love and relationships

When you think of your past love, you may view it as a failure. But when you find a new love, you view the past as a teacher. In the game of love, it doesn't really matter who won or who lost. What is...
Posted by OnEYoUnEEkQt****R.I.P. CHRIS TAM YOU WILL BE MISS on Fri, 07 Jul 2006 01:54:00 PST