MySpace Codes"ME"You look at me and see this person with a smile and a glow. You look at me and think I'm okay, but know inside that I'm not. You look at me and see a pretty face or so you say, but it takes a lot to make it look so. You look at me and you see a strong and caring person.Each day I wake up, I wonder how hard it will be for me to make me the person you see? Each day I wake up, I wonder if I can fake the smile? Each day I wake up, I wonder if I can make you think I'm okay? Each day I wake up, I wonder if I can make my face as pretty as you want? Each day I wake up, I wonder if I can make myself strong enough to make it through the day?I only wish it were as easy for me as it is for you, to make me be the person I want to be. I only wish that I did not have to work so hard to be the person you see. I only wish that you could know how hard it is for me, so that maybe you could make it easier for me to be me. I only wish that I could be the me I was before."Me"See beyond me, The me that only you could see. There you are, with your boyish smile I start to dream, with these eyes of mine. You seem to be so near, Yet so distant I could barely feel What is it that draws me to you? All these crazy things you make me do. All these tears you make me cry, Pain that makes me want to die. See beyond me, The me that only you could see. I'll try not to guard my heart, And maybe then you'll see Me.
"Me"When I get close to people I can't help but push them away. I can be your best friend then your enemy by the end of the day. I`m afraid to love I`m afraid to lose maybe I`m just afraid just afraid to be used Most people say they're lucky to still be close to me 'Cause with most people they just give up and let me be. My friends know who I am and they love me for me they know when to be there and when to let me be. My friends never ever give up on me they stay by my side and love me for me."love's torment"heaven teased by a moon-beam's shine while hell's dark promise hides its design with the bright sun boiling in burning skies;broken doll, bat your eyes. wooden boy, tell your pitiful lies; my soul, my love, they cannot fly. beaten down, despite all they try;none hear my anguished cries while inch by inch, my heart doth climb only to be cast down again, never to rise and, once broken, sighs a lover's sighfor hope has run dry... this lover dies.oh, how heaven teases like a moon-beam's shine, while hell's dark promise- overhead glides with the bright burning sun... in boiling skiesA Love Lost!So what do you do when you've lost the only good feeling you've ever known? You can cry about it for days on end but what good does it do to wallow in the feeling of emptiness and loneliness of the feeling you're not all there, or about to go insane. I want to feel her arms around me and her love draped over my heart with a hold that says she'll never let go. But she has and I don't know what to do with myself. Should I leave this awful place and find my place in the sky where I won't have to see her or think of her or hear her voice but her love might still haunt me even then. Should I stay and keep fighting for what I know in my heart is still there? Or is it just a losing battle that I'll never win and if I die I'll go to hell and Satan will torture me with thoughts of my love lost?"The Stars Cried Not"The single point of light stood alone, far out on the black edge of eternity waiting. . .waiting. . .waiting for an answering spark, an understanding spirit from across the void of life's dull repetition; light drawing light into one great flame for a brief instant before flickering out of existence. in that moment between heartbeats, when the world isn't looking. to appear again somewhere else, another rhyme, another dusty tome, another lonely light looking for a home. . . and the stars cried not.
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"Me and You"Every day we spent together, was like a dream come true. I loved every minute of time, when time was spent with you.I thought you were for real, the things you told me, the love you showed me.All the long talks we shared, I felt like you really loved me, like you really cared.I'll never forget the way you held me, tight in your embrace. The way you'd pull me close to your face, and whisper, "I love you, and you no one can replace!"I miss the feeling I got, when you caressed my hand, and kissed it gently, you'd do it over and over again.I believe that I can safely say, you were my one true love, but you did not stay.You told me your heart had changed, and it wasn't the same. That you weren't feeling it anymore, so I felt like another game.A game to you, when you threw back all my fears, and now I'm left, with this pain and tears.Maybe one day you'll realize, just what you lost. But until, I guess I'll have to pay the cost.You hurt me too bad, to ever completely repair. You broke my heart into pieces, without a single care.And for some reason, I still love you with all my heart. The time we were together, I thought we'd never part.I would have never done this to you, never made you cry, because when I said, "I love you", I meant it. And if you didn't why did you say it...Why...?