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mélish uh.

I do not love you except because I love you;

About Me

I’m not always entirely sure who I am from one moment to the next.

It is the experiences, the memories, the great triumphant joy of living to the fullest extent in which real meaning is found. God it's great to be alive! Thank you. Thank you.

My Interests

all you need is love!

I'd like to meet:

I want to know if you can see beauty, even when its not pretty. I want to know if you can be with joy. If you can dance with wildness and let the ecstasy fill you to the tips of your fingers and toes without cautioning us to be careful, to be realistic, to remember the limitations of being human. I want to know what sustains you, from the inside, when all else falls away. I want to know if you can be alone with yourself and if you truly like the company you keep in the empty moments.

Music:

the kind that makes you close your eyes and imagine yourself swimming in a sea of giant robots or exactly the song you'd want to be listening to if you were ever in a plane crash.

Books:

"let us not love with words or tongue but with actions and in truth."-1 John 3:18

Heroes:



"I wont lie to you - there are problems, but with every living thing around me displaying so clearly and simply the wisdom and goodness of God, what room is there in my heart for anything but gratitude?"-Aaron Weiss

My Blog

i keep second guessing myself

and overanalyzing your every move.this isn't like me at all.
Posted by melicious. on Fri, 15 Dec 2006 05:16:00 PST

I hope you like my cheap metaphors.

I find it annoying when people tend to think they know me. They make assumptions, judgements, and then they think they have me all figured out. But how can they have me all figured out when i don't ha...
Posted by melicious. on Sat, 09 Dec 2006 10:02:00 PST

whatever happens, happens.

I stayed home from school today because I woke up with a fever.and they show all the shitty shows while people are at school/work.I ended up:-playing the sims (I don't even like that game, but I could...
Posted by melicious. on Tue, 07 Nov 2006 04:25:00 PST

I'm a disaster.

I can't sleep.If there's one thing I wish I could get rid of, it would be sleep.It just takes away from life. do you know how much of your life you waste sleeping? I don't know, but it's probably a lo...
Posted by melicious. on Mon, 30 Oct 2006 12:31:00 PST

hmm..just a thought.

"74If you do not fear death,then how can it intimidate you?If you aren't afraid of dying,there is nothing you can not do.Those who harm othersare like inexperienced boystrying to take the place of a g...
Posted by melicious. on Tue, 10 Oct 2006 06:48:00 PST