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up in smoke, burnt down to size

Sometimes I think that life will never be the same. Sometimes I think thats the answer.

About Me

+ Get to know me at your own risk. + I fell in love with my best friend, Justin, of three years and I couldn't be happier! + I don't know why I yearned so bad for a cell phone. + I like to write, but only for myself. + I never learned to type correctly, but I do okay. + I'm a big flirt, and sometimes I don't even realize I'm doing it. + I love to dance. + I grind my teeth in my sleep, and it is very loud. + I'm very daring and outgoing when I'm drinking, and maybe a tad stupid at times. + I have the bad habits of chewing on the inside of my cheeks and my lips till they bleed. + I think makeup is unnecessary, but its fun. + I love laying on a blanket and reading with Justin, and sharing a six pack of Killian's late at night on school playgrounds. + I hate wearing my glasses. + Riding in my truck is way better than riding in a haywagon, and you bounce around more too! + I cannot paint my nails left-handed for shit. + I hate being cheated on. + I love all types of animals and reptiles and whatnot. + I believe a Bronx show is the most fun you can have in one night + Talking on the phone is kind of irritating when you don't have anything to say. + My bellybutton piercing is cute b/c my bellybutton is perfectly round, or so I've heard. + I enjoy making lists. + I am in love with Mongolian barbeque and sushi! + I'll try almost anything at least once. + I can be a massive bitch, and that doesn't bother me in the least bit. + Painting is a release for me. I can completely zone out and not worry about anything while I'm working. + I procrastinate. A LOT. + I like working on cars. I don't know very much, but its fun. + I enjoy summer far more than any other season. + I love to ride quads and dirtbikes + I can be very indecisive + I get bored with my hair very easily. + Because I get bored with my hair easliy, I color it a lot + I don't change my haircut as often as I would like, because if I feel like a mohawk today, that doesn't necessarily mean I will tomorrow. Hair doesn't grow back that fast, at least not mine. + I will always secretly be a hopeless romantic who loves getting flowers and who just wants to love and be loved in return, despite how complicated I am and how complicated I make things. + I have no talent whatsoever. No joke. It just isn't there. + Trying to choose a movie to rent with someone whos taste is far different than mine kind of blows. + I can flex my bottom lip. + I think tattoos and piercings are sexy. I have multiples of both and I plan to get more of both. + I get along far better with guys than I do girls. + If you talk about me, chances are I know, I just don't give a shit. + I get cold far too easily. + I get warm far too easliy. + I wish I knew a foreign language or two. + Someday, I will live in Italy. + Sometimes I give up too easily and other times I don't seem to know when to let go. + If you hurt me, I will remember. + There are days when I hate being so pale, and others when I love it. + I haven't got the patience to let my hair grow out. + Sometimes I do not like my freckles. + I like biology, and miss my bio class from high school. + I'm going to learn how to weld. + Sometimes, it only seems like I'm paying attention to you.

My Interests

Pretty much doing whatever I want to that seems fun at the time. I like to listen to music and go to local shows. Sculpting is also pretty fun and who doesn't like to shop? I also take obscenely long walks and enjoy them immensely, which only Justin seems to understand. I like to doodle in two-point perspective, and make mosaics out of random things. Playing video games is amusing most of the time, but nothing beats LEGO Star Wars. I think photography is fun, but I know almost nothing to be good at it.

I'd like to meet:

Anyone who can make me smile, is easy to talk to, will talk to me when they're upset and hates it when I cry. Someone who likes me for me and thinks that I'm just fine the way I am. Someone who I can just sit around with doing nothing and still have fun, but also likes to go out and do different things. Someone who will get when I'm having a bad day and not get mad at me for being irritable. Someone who likes to be around me but doesn't have to be 24/7. Someone who will go to shows with me and dance and be ridiculous and have fun and not worry what other people think. ------------------------------------------------------------ ---------------------"Those who dream by night, in the dusty recesses of their minds wake in the day to find that all was vanity; but the dreamers of the day are dangerous men, for they may act their dream with open eyes, and make it possible." T.E. Lawrence

Music:

I like almost everything. Good music: The Bronx, The Ataris, Cat Power, Johnny Cash, Mos Def, Stars, Anti-Flag, Nim Vind, +44, Frank Sinatra, Alkaline Trio, Common, Jamiroquai, Taking Back Sunday, The Loved Ones, Any music from the 40's and 50's, World/Inferno Friendship Society, AFI, Daddy Yankee, Tiger Army, Rise Against, The Hard Lessons, The Fray, The Koffin Kats The Distillers, and so on and so forth.......

Movies:

I like different kinds of movies. Everything Kevin Smith (with Clerks and Mallrats being my favorites) Van Wilder, Girl With A Pearl Earring, the Star Wars saga, Crouching Tiger Hidden Dragon, Ratatouille, Finding Nemo, Cinderella, Sean of the Dead, all the Bruce Campbell "horror" movies, all the Resident Evil movies, B horror movies, Sin City, Pride and Prejudice, Monty Python and the Holy Grail, The Boondock Saints, Green Street Hooligans, Harold and Kumar Go To White Castle, the Terminator movies, and everything Audrey Hepburn, like Breakfast At Tiffany's, Sabrina, Roman Holiday, My Fair Lady, and Funny Face.

Television:

Shin Chan, Aqua Teen Hunger Force, Futurama, Degrassi: TNG, Grey's Anatomy, Metalacolypse, The Boondocks, CSI: Las Vegas and Miami, The Oblongs, and most of the stuff on the Food Network and the Sci-Fi channel

Books:

The Inheritence Trilogy, Pride and Prejudice, Twins, The Hitchhiker's Guide To The Galaxy series, anything by Tess Gerritsen.

Heroes:

Audrey Hepburn

My Blog

No chicken soup, I’ll take chocolate covered peanuts, thank you.

I’m sitting here now, waiting for the water in the double-boiler to do as the name says, so I can make chocolate covered peanuts. I’ve been violently ill with a shitty cold for about three...
Posted by up in smoke, burnt down to size on Thu, 03 Apr 2008 07:27:00 PST

Sweet, but not toothache sweet

Justin bought me a new shirt yesterday.I love it.He spoils mebecause.....he also bought me "Breakfast At Tiffany's" on DVD and a book about Audrey Hepburn the day before that. I love him, wh...
Posted by up in smoke, burnt down to size on Sun, 13 Jan 2008 11:07:00 PST

To dress, or not to dress...that is the question!

  It needs to warm up so I can wear my long black dress. So pretty!Ahhh, screw it...maybe I'll just wear it today anyway.Then again, I'll freeze my ass off because it's kind of a thin cotton.But ...
Posted by up in smoke, burnt down to size on Fri, 04 Jan 2008 07:54:00 PST

AN overwhelming urge in the pit of my stomach saying...."GO SLEDDING!!"

  So.The copious amount of snow needs to be dealt with.And I think we all know what THAT mean!But first I have to dig out my old sled.And then find my snowboarding pants.And boots.And thick glove...
Posted by up in smoke, burnt down to size on Sun, 16 Dec 2007 08:21:00 PST

Not entertaining. Dont read. Seriously.

I hate my new neighbors.No, not the neighbors I complained about over the summer, those people are OK. They gave us caramel apples in October, how can you resent that?And besides, I didn't s...
Posted by up in smoke, burnt down to size on Thu, 13 Dec 2007 07:55:00 PST

The sentence may seem like a lifetime, a scream, that’s curdling the blood they found on you

Okay, so we all know I'm addicted to making lists, and I haven't made one in a while. And I need to cheer up, because getting sick pisses me off, so I'm making a list of everything that makes me happy...
Posted by up in smoke, burnt down to size on Thu, 06 Dec 2007 08:58:00 PST

When theres nothing left to burn, you have to set yourself on fire

  Something needs to happen.   "God that was strange to see you againIntroduced by a friend of a friendSmiled and said 'yes I think we've met before'In that instant it started to pour,Captur...
Posted by up in smoke, burnt down to size on Sun, 02 Dec 2007 08:51:00 PST

You know all of my favorite singers have stolen all of my best lines

So....I don't know if anyone noticed, but there are big, fluffy, picturesque flakes of snow coming down right now, making Owosso a beautiful, quaint little Midwestern town you'd see on a postcard...
Posted by up in smoke, burnt down to size on Mon, 26 Nov 2007 01:09:00 PST

Mashed potato pancakes are JUST as good as latkes, thank you very much!

Its so damn cold! I really, really wish winter was about two weeks long. Then you could still have snow around Christmas and whatnot, and then be done with it. Fuck snow! And fuck winter! I spent the ...
Posted by up in smoke, burnt down to size on Fri, 16 Nov 2007 10:54:00 PST

HATEHATEHATEHATEHATEHATEHATEHATEHATEHATE

    I hate everything.Again.      
Posted by up in smoke, burnt down to size on Thu, 15 Nov 2007 11:57:00 PST