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About Me

MAKING MY WAY TO HEAVEN THROUGH A THOUSAND MILES OF HELL.

Something special could grab the air
And pull a cloud over your heart
But it won't.
Nothing special will come for you...
Nothing, will come for you.



*eternity.*

My Blog

the two sides

Why don't you see me?I can't hate youI trusted youHow could you make me chooseBetween this and you?And then you treated me like an enemyThen one day, you cut me outErased me from your lifeIt was like ...
Posted by on Tue, 02 Sep 2008 03:36:00 GMT

the words we never say.

Don't talk to me about sacrifice.Sacrifice is letting her hand go, as she steps into the car, the last goodbye. Sacrifice is trying to hold your head high, trying to smile, to re-assure her, even thou...
Posted by on Sat, 23 Feb 2008 01:25:00 GMT

death of seasons.

another year, twelve months of life passed. the game of life we all play.and its the hardest game we've ever played. As time goes on, people change.For better or for worse.But we cant change any of it...
Posted by on Mon, 31 Dec 2007 06:01:00 GMT

fuck you.

to all my "friends". cheers for hanging out while i was up..   i actually got to see a whole.. 3!! of you. jacajc smally n kristy.those cunts are real friends. not you posers.
Posted by on Thu, 27 Dec 2007 21:23:00 GMT

bye matess

yep.. this'll be my last blog ever probably. i leave on monday, and i have a hard few days of drinking to do. i think its time to mention some people. smally.my best mate in the whole fucking world. m...
Posted by on Thu, 01 Nov 2007 21:15:00 GMT

anathema

But since you've been gone I've been lost insideTried and failed as we walked by the riversideOh I wish you could see the love in her eyesThe best friend that eluded you lost in timeBurned alive in th...
Posted by on Thu, 01 Nov 2007 21:08:00 GMT

five months.

Like cold hands across my skinFive months have passed and taken with them every sense of warmthUntil my blood ran cold and life stood stillAnd still I hold my breath, counting the nights I've stood wi...
Posted by on Sat, 20 Oct 2007 05:37:00 GMT

sure do.

heh. nice to know, no-ones noticed im still around. fuck them, fuck everyone, fuck YOU. thats right, i hate you, the un-suspecting reader. as if anyone even reads these anyway. im so fucking bored tha...
Posted by on Thu, 18 Oct 2007 00:51:00 GMT

happy?

In this holeThat is meThe dead are rolling overIn this holeThickeningDirt's shoveled over shouldersI feel it's meSo overwhelmedOh there's precious little risingMy life overturnedOver the despairAll th...
Posted by on Sat, 13 Oct 2007 04:06:00 GMT

some lyrics.. lame band, but who cares, the lyrics count.

What I thought wasn't mineIn the lightWas a one of a kind,A precious pearlWhen I wanted to cryI couldn't cause IWasn't allowedGomenasai for everythingGomenasai, I know I let you downGomenasai till the...
Posted by on Thu, 11 Oct 2007 04:32:00 GMT