Im lauren.
I'm not really sure what to say about myself to be honest.
I'm pretty average. I'd say I'm your typical 18 year old but I'm not. I'm not in college, and i don't go out every night drinking. I'm looking for a job at the minute. But its not going very well. I'm happy right now. Which is more than i can say for alot of people. I probably shouldn't be writing this right now, my minds pretty blank. I like to do poi, thanks to Jade :P she got me into it. Not brill at the minute but no doubt I'll get better with practice. I'm also addicted to Sudoku atm. Jade and Joe's fault blame them! But no, its really satifying when you finish one. Yes i am fully aware im lame. So im now looking into all sorts of Brain Training. :|
So yeah. for now, if you want to actually know me, then add me, or send me a message or something.
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A Little More About Me
So yeah, this bits basically a little more detail i guess.
I can be a right pain. But for the most part, i think i okay.
I like to help people, I'm a good listener apparently. Which is nice. I like being there for people. Even if it distracts me from me sometimes.
I love reading. Ive read some pretty good books, some great books, and some really pants books. But hey, its all relative right? I wish I'd kept a list of all the books I've read. I've just finished one that Jade lent me. It was really good. 'The Book Of Lost Things' Give it a read =]
I have this really annoying habit that most people absolutely hate, but i don't even realize I'm doing it. I flick my nails, or click them together. Mostly for no reason but i do it when I'm nervous or worried about something. I chew the inside of my lip when I'm thinking about something.
At the minute, I'm happy with my appearance, which is more i can say for alot of you people. I'm not saying i love myself or anything, but you gotta work with what you've got right? Otherwise whats the point. I'd hate to spend what are supposed to be the best years of your life...dieting...yuck. No thanks. I pretty much eat what I want, when I want, if the money is there lol.
Id say music is a big thing. And yeah its there, but I don't worship it like I used to. I think the lyrics mean more i guess. I'm all for words.
I get into silly obsessions, whereby I'll listen to a song I like over and over for fucking ages and then not listen to it again for ages. I'm strange like that.
I like manners. I mean, what ever happened to that? Where did it all go...Or am i just getting old. And kids. Honestly, you'd have thought they were brought up by animals. Christ. Parents shouldn't be allowed to take a child out unless they have control over the damn thing. I know it probably won't happen, but my kids, when i have them, are gonna actually have manners.
I wanna travel. I wanna go to France. Hopefully that'll happen sooner rather than later. And I'd now like to go to New Zealand, thanks to Joe =]. I'd like to go everywhere really. I think it'd be great to do a round the world trip. That'd be cool.
I'd like to get some more tattoo's, but I'm still currently working on a design. And trying to figure out if i actually want it on my body for life.
I've matured alot in the last year or so. I've realized that some friends mean more than others do. I've learnt to not take things so personally, and to not let the little things that other people say get to me. I've changed a hell of alot. I don't drink to get drunk anymore, i'm quite happy to sit and have a chat with some mates with a pint. And i steer clear of drugs. I'm just not into it. I can have enough fun without any of that. It may sound cheesy, but i think i found who i am now.
So there ya go. Add me if you wanna know more, or if we have shit in common.
