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About Me

Disorders I take medication for:
manic depressive bipolar disorder.
Panic disorder
General Anxiety disorder
High Blood Pressure
ulcerated stomache
Obsessive compulsive disorder

I can't live a normal life and never will. Which is something I have come to accept.
I walk alone
Former Eckist, former Taoist, former Buddhist.....now a Shaman in training.....slowly learning the secrets of the universe...and breaking open the head
as a shaman, I have come close to death many times and I am on the verge of death everyday...the only thing keeping me alive are my medications....Preview for new movie:
I just finished making the indie film, "LABRATMAN and the mystery of the Magic Toad!"
Movie Status: COMPLETE!! Video below!!!
Demonic magic toads....a zombie girl love story.....and demonic possessions? Yeah, that's right...a psychedelic horror movie ready for your viewing pleasure.

My Blog

Metaphysical Lessons: chap 1_ unconditional love will make you a wimp and a door mat

10 years ago, I began a quest to enlighten myself and seek higher purpose....after following Buddism for about 2 years and not progressing anywhere with it (this is mainly due to my mental illness, bu...
Posted by on Sat, 20 Jun 2009 23:07:00 GMT

manic depressive meltdown....one year later....

One year ago, I lost everything I had worked for......everything that I had worked 7 years for....you see, every year or two I have a full blown manic depressive meltdown that causes me to not want to...
Posted by on Thu, 18 Jun 2009 18:23:00 GMT

Help! I am being attacked by a bird! It is a war! It is an OMEN!

Click on the picture above to enlarge in glorious detail what one bird keeps maliciously doing to me EVERY FUCKING MORNING and on SOME LUNCH BREAKS!!Yes, a Caddyshack style battle similar to Bill Murr...
Posted by on Thu, 23 Apr 2009 14:44:00 GMT

the bums in memphis

After being back in Andalusia for a month, I can say one thing: it is nice to not have to carry around mace to protect myself from the bums that harrass you EVERYWHERE you go.The bums in Memphis were ...
Posted by on Sun, 12 Apr 2009 18:22:00 GMT

50 things you are not supposed to know

from the book of the same name by Russ Kick1. The ten commandments we always see aren't the ten commandments2. One of the popes wrote an erotic book3. The CIA commits over 100,000 serious crimes each ...
Posted by on Thu, 26 Mar 2009 18:20:00 GMT

LabRatMan ufo movie trailer


Posted by on Tue, 24 Feb 2009 13:43:00 GMT

Moving back to Andalusia

Yes, I know...I am returning to the place I said I would never return to after I left.  But due to rising unemployment, rising homelessness, rising crime rate, and general shittiness, I am forced to l...
Posted by on Sun, 08 Feb 2009 14:02:00 GMT

Musings on our impending economic and mankinds evolution to a new state of conciosness

I sit here at the edge coffee shop in Memphis logged into their wifi through my iPod because I am too poor to afford Internet at home. In fact, I can't even pay my student loans which I will default o...
Posted by on Thu, 18 Dec 2008 17:45:00 GMT

Pics of Killer Robot vs LabRatman on Beale St. are up....

A preview of what to expect in the next movie.....
Posted by on Tue, 11 Nov 2008 17:49:00 GMT

my alien abduction experience...

Shamans for centuries have been contacting spirits in the other realms through various means: DMT containing plants, dancing and drumming, fasting and sleep deprivation.  What these practices do ...
Posted by on Mon, 27 Oct 2008 20:37:00 GMT