Good bye to Raven, my best friend |
On Monday, the day after a very sad mothers day I lost my best friend. He had me for 15 years, that is 5,475 days. He had me, he owned me, he loved me beyond anything I have ever felt. My heart was sh...
Posted by on Wed, 13 May 2009 16:17:00 GMT |
MY BACK!!!!! |
Ok for over a year now I have been dealing with THE WORST PAIN EVER!!!! With 3 herniated discs and a compressed vertebrae I have been incapacitated on and off with very little relief. A year of chirop...
Posted by on Tue, 24 Feb 2009 13:57:00 GMT |
visit from my mom |
Ok so not very many people know how hard my life has been as of late. Compared with one very good friend it seems minor. None the less my pain is real. Very real and not just my back either. Anyway it...
Posted by on Tue, 17 Feb 2009 13:17:00 GMT |
don’t read this...I have nothing to say |
I have been dreaming of my mom a lot, and Steven. I have been very sick too. I am tired and grumpy. I keep waking up and think my mom is still alive for a brief few seconds. Then I remember and my hea...
Posted by on Wed, 07 Jan 2009 21:54:00 GMT |
The well is deep...very deep |
There is a well inside of me. A deep deep well where all sorts of different feeling mingle. Sometimes they quench a deep thirst, and others they threaten to pull me down into the depths. I can't swim....
Posted by on Tue, 09 Dec 2008 16:41:00 GMT |
Why is Buddy the cat screaming?!! |
Every night for a week now, he will be all cozy in Rodgers office chair. Then he launches into this repeat gut wrenching howl, over and over again. We run to him and he is just sitting there with his ...
Posted by on Thu, 20 Nov 2008 00:16:00 GMT |
homey home home home |
I am home, we are home. Rodger and I are very happy in our new home. We love it here and can't wait to share our space with our friends. I haven't felt this good in a long time. Soon we will hav...
Posted by on Sun, 12 Oct 2008 23:22:00 GMT |
dreaming of the dead...again |
Have you ever been to an open casket funeral? Did you touch that person or get close enough to smell them? That strange, dead, perfumed, stale smell? Well I have and it has been tucked away in my subc...
Posted by on Mon, 15 Sep 2008 23:59:00 GMT |
just shit |
My head wants to explode...I mean all bone and brain and blood and gore! All over the god damn place. I actually had to wear ear plugs for a couple days because one more sound would have sent me off t...
Posted by on Sun, 31 Aug 2008 21:09:00 GMT |
Raven update |
Yesturday I did a curve on the little guy. That is when you take his blood sugar every 4 hours. His sugar level should be 200 or less. His sugar was between 400 and 500. So I went up on his insulin an...
Posted by on Wed, 13 Aug 2008 15:56:00 GMT |
