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Nina

Whatever I've done, I've been staring down the barrel of a gun

About Me

What you see here is me at my worst.....................................................I edited my profile at Freeweblayouts.net , check out these Myspace Layouts!

My Interests

shopping, makeup, singing, going to the gym, neuroscience, medicine, working, tanning, barbeques, hiking, camping, nature, cleaning, being pathetic and superficial to distract myself from how I really feel

I'd like to meet:

Someone with a similar taste in music. My top 5 albums: 1) Marilyn Manson - Mechanical Animals 2) Linkin Park - Hybrid Theory 3) Type O Negative - World Coming Down 4) Tool - Undertow 5) Nine Inch Nails - Pretty Hate MachineSomeone who hates this world as much as I doSomeone who does not want to be a part of this bullshit society and is not a 15 year old gothSomeone who does not think that I'm attractive and has no interest whatsoever in fucking me/"getting to know me"

Music:

Machine Head, Deftones (first 2 albums), Slayer, Depeche Mode, NIN, Sepultura, Tool, Radiohead, Super Furry Animals, Marilyn Manson, Type O Negative, Coal Chamber, Sevendust, Nothingface, Stuck Mojo, Paris Hilton, Christina Aguilera, Britney, Simian, Alice in Chains, Cradle of Filth, System of a Down, Korn (first 2 cds only), Corrosion of Conformity, Fear Factory, In Flames, The Deadlights, Linkin Park (LOL)....can't think of anymore right now

Movies:

The Curse of the Were-Rabbit....i lUv bUnNIeZ!!!

Television:

Girls Next Door, The Hills, Laguna Beach, Forensic Files, Court TV in general, King of the Hill, Lizzie McGuire, Nip/Tuck, Discovery Health DO ME PLEASE, CHRISTIAN!!!! Just kidding!!! ;)
Which Of Hefs.. Girlfriends are you?
HOLLY
I was working as a Hawaiian Tropic model when one of Hef's friends saw me and put me on the Mansion's party list. The Midsummer Night's Dream party was my first Mansion experience. I saw lots of celebrities and Centerfolds and was most excited to meet Hef, Seth Green from the Austin Powers movies and Heather Kozar, one of my favorite Playmates. Feeling overwhelmed, my girlfriends and I left early (but not after feeding the squirrel monkeys). After about a year of coming to the Mansion parties, I finally got a chance to really talk to the elusive Mr. Hefner. I knew we would have a lot in common and hit it off immediately. He invited me out with him on a Wednesday, and I moved in that Friday.

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My Blog

Sometimes I wish I was like them/Fuck this world

I haven't written anything here for a long time. It's kind of sad, really, because this is what is meaningful to me. I waste so much of my time on stupid bullshit - socializing, vanity, people, their ...
Posted by Nina on Tue, 09 Oct 2007 09:20:00 PST

About to lose it again....

I swear, this world will NEVER let me forget for too long how much I fucking hate it.....This morning, when I was walking to my car, I saw all of these college students just sitting on the side street...
Posted by Nina on Tue, 08 May 2007 11:53:00 PST

No purpose to this really, just feeling really lonely

I'm really sad right now, and I don't know how to make it stop. It's not like everything was perfect before, but I felt calm and at peace about at least one thing in my life. I don't know what to do. ...
Posted by Nina on Fri, 04 May 2007 01:10:00 PST

I quit drinking

Before I begin, I just want to clarify that I'm not a crazy wild drinker who parties every weekend. I probably drink no more than 3 times a month, and even then, it will only be 3 or 4 beers. So ...
Posted by Nina on Mon, 23 Apr 2007 08:44:00 PST

Defense of Virginia Tech Killer

First of all, here are some quotes from him I found online: "You have vandalized my heart, raped my soul and torched my conscience. You thought it was one pathetic boy's life you were extinguishing. T...
Posted by Nina on Fri, 20 Apr 2007 10:43:00 PST

Watched American Beauty last night

First of all, I'll confess that I cried. Yeah, what else is new, right?? Anyway, the part that most impacted me was when Lester (I think that was his name) and his wife were about to rekindle their lo...
Posted by Nina on Mon, 19 Feb 2007 11:28:00 PST

Hating on the world

People in this world are always clutching on to life, as if it is so valuable. When diagnosed with a life-threatening illness, they struggle to overcome it, to stay alive. They fight to accomplish th...
Posted by Nina on Mon, 12 Feb 2007 10:47:00 PST

Tool - 4 Degrees; READ PLZ

So yesterday I was talking to my grandfather in Russia on the phone about something, and he told me about how he was filling out this questionnaire for a job position. He said there was one question t...
Posted by Nina on Mon, 15 Jan 2007 07:34:00 PST

Something that changed everything....

Two Wolves One evening an old Cherokee told his grandson about a Battle that goes on inside people. He said, "My son, The battle is between two 'wolves' inside us all. One is Evil. It is anger, env...
Posted by Nina on Thu, 11 Jan 2007 06:40:00 PST

fuck the world

How should I start this? I have so many things to say that I don't know how to begin exactly. It all started yesterday, when I was thinking about suicide. When a young person wants to commit suicide, ...
Posted by Nina on Mon, 08 Jan 2007 12:23:00 PST