i feel like a gangsta. |
so i got a new tattoo on friday. on my ribs, going down my side from my armpit to my hip bone. it's my last name in old english. no shading, filled in solid black. my last name is FERRELL. it fucking ... Posted by Ms. Ferrell on Mon, 01 Jan 1900 12:00:00 PST |
up really really late... |
so it's like 7:00 am and i am still awake. fuck!!! i need to go to sleep. i did have fun tonight. i made out with some one who doesn't find me attractive. i think he's gay. hmmm. off to sleep. good ni... Posted by Ms. Ferrell on Mon, 01 Jan 1900 12:00:00 PST |
boys...guys...not quite men..... |
a guy friend told me the other day that i have lots of admirers. i thought about it and realized that he was right. and then i thought that it was retarded. i mean, its cool and all, but it lacks subs... Posted by Ms. Ferrell on Mon, 01 Jan 1900 12:00:00 PST |
something strange is happening..... |
lately i have felt like i'm a spectator of my own life. things just happen around me and all i want to do is let it be and see what comes of it. i know that i am not the only person that feels that wa... Posted by Ms. Ferrell on Mon, 01 Jan 1900 12:00:00 PST |
today is better. |
and i like it. Posted by Ms. Ferrell on Mon, 01 Jan 1900 12:00:00 PST |
everything is different....... |
.....and i don't like it. Posted by Ms. Ferrell on Mon, 01 Jan 1900 12:00:00 PST |
ugh....today. |
i am really feeling the weight of the world on my shoulders today. and i'm trying to get the lesson out of it. so far i have realised that i have alot to accomplish on my own and everything that is ha... Posted by Ms. Ferrell on Mon, 01 Jan 1900 12:00:00 PST |
the stills |
i cant get enough of this band. so emo.....so great for break ups. im glad i was a consumer for a day and purchased it. i highly recomend it. Posted by Ms. Ferrell on Mon, 01 Jan 1900 12:00:00 PST |
my new apartment |
so i am finally moved into my own place.....no more sketchy transvestite neighbors. living by yourself is rad. i can walk around in my undies all i want. i can accumulate all the animals i can handle.... Posted by Ms. Ferrell on Mon, 01 Jan 1900 12:00:00 PST |
i hate rainy days........ |
i just want to be cuddled up in my bed with a bowl and my slasher............in my new apartment....which i have to move into in the rain.....yuck!! and i have no weed....shitty ass rainy day......ful... Posted by Ms. Ferrell on Mon, 01 Jan 1900 12:00:00 PST |