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Let's Start With A Little Song Sung By The Offsrping Shall We?:
“Takes Me Nowhere”
When the day begins
All the guilt sinks in
And I look on the wreckage of the night
Though I try to break free
The cycle breaks me
Am I ever gonna see the light?
All the friends I've lost
And the pain I've caused
Have never been enough just to make me stop
The lines I draw to look at myself
Are turning into somebody else
I know how this will end
But I'm starting up again
Turned around, inside out
Cause this way
Takes me nowhere - I can't can't see a way out
Takes me nowhere - I can't can't see a way out
Takes me nowhere - I can't can't see a way out
It beats me up
When I go there - I know I could start again
When I go there - Oh no, here we go again
Takes me nowhere - Oh no, here we go again
It beats me up
Open on this scene
A familiar dream
Of you telling me what I already know
Though the truth seems near
You can't get there from here
But you sure know where you're gonna go
As the rumor wind blows
My infamy grows
Seeing friends above
And I hit another low
The picture I paint to look at myself
Is turning into somebody else
I know how this will end
But I'm starting up again
Turned around, inside out
Cause this way
Takes me nowhere - I can't can't see a way out
Takes me nowhere - I can't can't see a way out
Takes me nowhere - I can't can't see a way out
It beats me up
When I go there - I know I could start again
When I go there - Oh no, here we go again
Takes me nowhere - Oh no, here we go again
It beats me up
But today, if I change
And stop digging my own grave
I will try, to set things right
Cause this way
Takes me nowhere - I can't can't see a way out
Takes me nowhere - I can't can't see a way out
Takes me nowhere - I can't can't see a way out
It beats me up
When I go there - I know I could start again
When I go there - Oh no, here we go again
Takes me nowhere - Oh no, here we go again
It beats me up
Followed by: "Breaking The Habit" by Linkin Park
Memories consume
Like opening the wound
I'm picking me apart again
You all assume
I'm safe here in my room
Unless I try to start again
I don't want to be the one
The battles always choose
'Cause inside I realize
That I'm the one confused
I don't know what's worth fighting for
Or why I have to scream
I don't know why I instigate
And say what I don't mean
I don't know how I got this way
I know it's not alright
So I'm breaking the habit
I'm breaking the habit
Tonight
Clutching my cure
I tightly lock the door
I try to catch my breath again
I hurt much more
Than anytime before
I had no options left again
I dont want to be the one
The battles always choose
'Cause inside I realize
That I'm the one confused
I don't know what's worth fighting for
Or why I have to scream
I don't know why I instigate
And say what I don't mean
I don't know how I got this way
I'll never be alright
So, I'm breaking the habit
I'm breaking the habit
Tonight
I'll paint it on the walls
'Cause I'm the one at fault
I'll never fight again
And this is how it ends
I don't know what's worth fighting for
Or why I have to scream
But now I have some clarity
to show you what I mean
I don't know how I got this way
I'll never be alright
So, I'm breaking the habit
I'm breaking the habit
I’m breaking the habit
Tonight
(First of all, i'm not actually racist, i dont burn crosses or curse anyone different to me, its just a name i was given cos it rhymes and cos i use a lot of racial slurs...ok?!lol) Well i am me! If you know me, you know me really. I'm quite random and energetic, loud and sometimes annoying. although i do have my quiet moments. I usually put other people first, i think i seem to be one of the "big brothers" of the group, y'know, walk the drunks home, help the bummed ones, offer advice here and there lol i do enjoy spending time with my friends. Recent events in my life have made me take a new view on everything and its a good/thoughtful view, if maye slightly twisted. I generally take each day as it comes, cos making plans is usually bad luck!


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I'd like to meet:

Robin Williams - damn that guy is funny. I amdire his spontaneity and his rampant flailing and funny voices. And his ability to make me laugh whatever mood i'm in. Brandon Lee - A great actor and an even better man. It's a shame that circumstances mean i'll never meet him...but a joy to watch him on screen. Mark Calloway a.k.a. The Undertaker - my wrestling hero. I don't watch wrestling much anymore, but when i did, i worshipped this guy. His abilty and character in comparison to his age is frankly astounding. All Of The Blue Men! I WILL Travel The World To Do It!

My Blog

2008 just regenerated...into 2009

Show Me How To Lie, You're Getting Better All The Time...So it's another new year and I must say last year was an eventful one, here's some highlights: ·        21s...
Posted by on Thu, 01 Jan 2009 01:11:00 GMT

You look alot like me...

Hola!wow its been just over a year since i sat at a computer in this country and blogged about change...i..ve only just got around to it.Basically, for those of you who don..t know, ever since i..ve b...
Posted by on Tue, 04 Nov 2008 13:59:00 GMT

this be a temporary blog

yarrr this be a temporary blog to say my computer is shot to shit...so no pics for a while, but i'll get it sorted.erm, job/other plans are changing but can't discuss on here...too many ears...ALEX......
Posted by on Sat, 04 Oct 2008 16:14:00 GMT

DramaDownloadDrugsDrinkingDrivingDingsDamnationDivingDogDiss entDates(& Allitaration)

finally i got to blog. please read last 2 sections if not the rest, as i'd like people's opinions/comments... DramaDownloadDrugsDrinkingBasically half the title refers to 5 little days! so went to dow...
Posted by on Fri, 01 Aug 2008 00:00:00 GMT

Races, Restlessness & Rants

many topics, updates and rant or two (warning: martin get's bitchey) Social SuicideWell in case you didn't realise, I got the new job i applied for. I'm now a supervisor on the nightshift, this will l...
Posted by on Fri, 23 May 2008 06:00:00 GMT

I Lack The Reason Why I Should Be So Confused...

I haven't blogged for a while and here's bits rattling round in my head so I might as well throw them onto here to get rid of them.The main point and question of this blog is: Should you change who yo...
Posted by on Thu, 01 May 2008 15:00:00 GMT

Through The Fire And The Flames

So it's one month until my 21st birthday. The big ol leap into full adulthood. Tis an interesting thought. A few years ago all I did really was lie in bed all week with a fellow hobo, go out and get p...
Posted by on Fri, 29 Feb 2008 17:00:00 GMT

Hit the restart button!!

Ok, so this year didn't start out at all as planned, as many of you will probably know, its gone tits up and we were only 12 days in. so i intend on having a restart on chinese new year! yeah, i ...
Posted by on Wed, 16 Jan 2008 12:23:00 GMT

I May Be Crazy, Little Frayed Around The Edge: Friends And Resolutions

I'll start as I intend to finish: with some lyrics..."What if I say I'm not like the others?What if I say I'm not just another one of your plays?You're the pretender,What if I say I will never su...
Posted by on Sun, 06 Jan 2008 10:48:00 GMT

Everything That Has A Begining, Has An End

so this is me blogging from my fone, cos apparantly its free today. i've taken up alex's viewpoint this new years, happy new tuesday! (i hate mondays, so its a bonus) so i'll be staying in 2nite and i...
Posted by on Mon, 31 Dec 2007 12:14:00 GMT