Austin- This shit is hard. I'm sorry for what I did. I shouldnt have lied. Especially not to you. I was just scared you was gonna leave if you knew the truth. Granted I should of told you sooner but i knew how you felt about the situation in the first place and would of never taken me back. When i say that these past four months were for nothing i truely feel that way. Even you yourself said that i had changed from when we were together before. But you keep throwing that in my face. IM SORRY truely from the bottom of my heart. It kills me now especially now to know that you are hurting. After we were making plans with each other. When you came down for christmas, it was amazing i mean even though i found those text messages but still i couldnt have asked for a better time. Thats how i want us to be. I want us to get along like we were before all this. Im sorry about it yes you can be mad at me. But baby it was like 4 months ago. We've been through harder times then this and made it threw it. All im asking is for basically one more chance.Like day 26 said all i need is one more last time and ill stop allllll my bull shit. Im gonna be that girl that you deserve. These past 4ish months thas how imma be. Im changing and all for u nobody else not even for me. You just have to understand all this. I know your hurting now and it sucks cuz i know its because of me. When usually when someone else hurts you im there for you. I still am here for you. no matter what your choice. Whether you wanna be with me or not. When i ask you am i wasting my time im asking because yes we have already been here before and im sorry for all that but i dont really know what else to say to you for you to stay. I told you i would do anything but words are nothing. I cant tell you anything different then what i have been. that im sorry ill do whatever it takes and i wont do it again. Like you always say actions speek louder then words do. And plus im not really good with words either. If you decide to take this road with me for the last time ill show you that ive changed, ill prove to you that im sorry and will never hurt you again. I will be your wife. And the reason why im getting frustrated is because yeah that happend four months ago but since those four months hasnt this been the almost best time in our relationship? Seriously austin i wanna continue with us and continue with what we were talking about doing. Just know no matter what i will always love you and you will always have my heart. Im always going to be here for you and ill always want you. Im sorry more then anything though for putting you threw this once again. im sorry baby from the bottom of my heart. no matter what its Mrs. Jeek and Young Jeek all day every day 05/08/07 I love you austin
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