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+Ultimo ÏŸowilo+

♥ The Fetus Queen ♥

About Me

Over time I shall grow into a stronger person.HAILS! You want to know about me? Really? Hah, sure, sure ya do. Myspace is full of a lot of fake people. Don't get me wrong, there are some, the very few, that are actually understanding and cool.... But honestly, there's alot of bullshitters and fakers, people who abuse friendship and OBVIOUSLY have horrible true colors. So I'm gonna say this, if you want to know me, send me a message, don't be hesitant or afraid. I'm not gonna bite your head off... But don't waste my fucking time please if your a guy looking for a quick score or some lame ass who enjoys being someone they aren't. Seriously, BOYS, you have been warned...To help those that want to know me, No, I don't listen to just Metal. I like opera, I like instrumental songs, songs with good lyrics, something that means something and not just crap about bitches, hoes or whatever the fuck people write about.I have a son. He's turning 1 this year in 08' and I couldn't be happier. He is first and foremost, the only real man that has come into my life yet.....cept for Jeremy.So yeah, hit me up if you ever wanna talk. :)

My Interests

Jay (My son) JEREMY (RIP Love) RUNES/ALPHABETS True friends Actual Men PAINTBALL ZOMBIES INTELLIGENT CONVERSATIONS Piercings Tattoos Celtic/Tribal design latex vinyl candles roses wine long hair licorice long nails maroon lipstick liquid eyeliner black nail varnish leather whips bondage teddybears Guns Swords GAMES ETC

I'd like to meet:

Jeremy Stella 11/21/85 - 11-4-07You know sweetheart, everyday I look back and recall what could have been...all I can say is, I miss your smile, I miss everything. I really do. Yet I still have a hard time letting go, you still have a special place in my heart. Happy V day, Happy New Years...Happy everything. Dedicated to Jeremy from Karen. Hammerfall - "Always Will Be""Our sun is set, our day is done, I'm left here wondering Is this the end, my final words to you Day turned to night and now you're gone, I'm left here pondering Can this be true, are we really throughYou were the wind beneath my wings, taught me how to fly With you I lived among the kings, how could this ever dieSo I say farewell, I'm yours forever, And I Always Will BeWe were one, we were all, we were the only Future full of hope, nothing could stand in our way But dreams can change, visions fall, I feel so lonely I would walk through fire for just one more dayYou were the angel of my life, taught me to be free Now I'm a stranger in your eyes, walls are closing in on meSo I say farewell, I'm yours forever And I Always Will Be Missing you, in my heart you are The One And you Always Will BeWhen I turn to the east, I see no dawn, But after darkness comes the light And when I turn to the west, the silent night hides all Where is the light that shines so brightSo I say farewell, I'm yours forever And I Always Will Be Missing you, in my heart you are The One And you Always Will Be"

Music:

.. ETC

Movies:

American Psycho Equalibrium Tenacious D Pootie Tang Grandma's boy Beerfest Mirror Mask Amelie City of Lost Children Dracula Ichi the Killer Tale of Two Sisters Juon 1 & 2 Meet the Fockers PCU Starwars Ginger Snaps LOTR ETC.

Television:

This should sum it all up.

Books:

Anything with suspense, sex, drugs, death and horror.

Heroes:

Jeremy Stella. For being my bestfriend and love, over the years when I thought noone else would even relate to me. I thank you for your knowledge, opinions and laughter, my love.

My Blog

So FUCKING REFRESHING.

....well recently, everything just seems too fucked up. People who should deserve to be treated like shit.....are being treated like royalty, while the ones who are hard working and putting time into ...
Posted by +Ultimo ßowilo+ on Wed, 30 Apr 2008 08:40:00 PST

COMPUTER DEAD

So yeah...my comp died. So I’m gonna be disappearing for a long while. Not like any of you care though, but I thought I’d let the ones that do, know. *ROLLS EYES*   But yep, this Is ...
Posted by +Ultimo ßowilo+ on Wed, 19 Mar 2008 04:35:00 PST

My sickness...

Well, lately I have been sick. A few years ago, I had my right ovary removed due to a demaroid cyst and extra tissue growth and calcium (teeth). It's funny, the doctors were somewhat in awe because th...
Posted by +Ultimo ßowilo+ on Wed, 13 Feb 2008 06:57:00 PST

R.I.P My Jerbear.

To my Jeremy...I will miss you greatly. I'll never forget you babe. I wish I could of told you I loved you before you passed, but some things can't change. I'll forever miss your smile, the way you dr...
Posted by +Ultimo ßowilo+ on Mon, 05 Nov 2007 06:41:00 PST

*Ahem*...

So lately has been pretty good. Same ol', but good. Jay is going to be 6 months before Halloween. He's going to be a DeviL. Figures, right?? LOL Found a new particular interest, lots of new things. Wh...
Posted by +Ultimo ßowilo+ on Sat, 29 Sep 2007 02:50:00 PST