WHO AM I?????

I was born in texas and raised in louisiana my whole life.I joined the army when i was 18 and i was so go army, woo hoo, until i got there and realized it wasnt what it was made out to be,so i left. the only good thing that happened to me in the army, was meeting my husband and seeing how our government really operates and how nasty they really are. all they do is lie to the people and brainwash soldiers to believe what they are doing is a good thing. why the hell do we fight each other? why do people controll us to the point we have to fight for our freedom. its sickening. we should all be free and love one another, but i guess some people cant understand that. anyways Im still trying to let go of my false ego and figure out who the true amanda is???i love life and everything it offers. im into aliens and ufo's and other life forms that this society doesnt accept.its far fetch in my eyes to believe that we are it. just look into the sky and try to imagine how far it goes and what else is out there???? it never ends.there has to be millions of planets just like ours out there, that number is pobably way off i believe its infinate.I have a son who was born april 27 2008, and he is such a joy to be around and im honered to raise him. he is going to have a pretty good life and start off knowing the truth about things. I am a happy person and nothing really bothers me, well it might at the moment, but it never last long.im learning to controll my emotions and think about everything before i say or do it. i still get caught up and let my false ego come out, then i feel silly but its ok no one is perfect. i believe that we are all one and connected in some sort of way. i dont believe in a single god but i think that everything and everyone in this universe is god, that our concesness and awareness is what created everything. read the law of one if you want to understand my beliefs more. im pretty much what most people would call a hippie and thats fine with me. i will try anything and am open to hearing and learning new things. i love to eat tons of foods and hang out with my friends. i like to go to sanfransisco and hang out on hippie hill with all the bums. they are so cool and its nice to be around. i like to do alot of things, if you want to know more just ask me im very honest.... peace ...