a cutter contemplating cutting |
why is it that we do this? why do we feel the need to hurt ourselves? what does it help? why does it help? why the longing for the blood? why the fleeting desire to brush with death? why the temptatio...
Posted by on Fri, 31 Aug 2007 14:34:00 GMT |
Suicide by Decision |
The room fades to black. The bleeding heart all alone fades. Suicide by decision. Pain with love is all this heart had felt. But now it no longer beats. In this dark room all alone everything fades an...
Posted by on Mon, 06 Aug 2007 11:46:00 GMT |
Truly Devine |
I shed the blood. I shed it as if it were Devine. I shed it as if it were mine. These thoughts race through, and a chill shoots down my spine. I play divine. For this moment I am god. Your fate is min...
Posted by on Thu, 02 Feb 2006 11:57:00 GMT |
MY HATE |
Shut me out, cut me out. Try not to show your doubt. How will we do without? Inside my hate screams and shouts& PLEASE, PLEASE LET ME OUT! This is life; this is what I am about. Was it lust? Us, it ...
Posted by on Tue, 03 Jan 2006 20:33:00 GMT |
A Life No More |
I felt the hate rise up in me, as I sit and bleed. The knife is in and I am afraid to pull it out. Inside I scream and shout. My mind full of doubt. How will I live without? Is this way life is all ab...
Posted by on Sun, 25 Dec 2005 11:24:00 GMT |
Mine |
My love
My hateThey are the only things it seems I can hold close. I push everything else away. You have become so distant I cannot see you even though I still feel you. You are a part of me& I cut, b...
Posted by on Thu, 22 Dec 2005 21:03:00 GMT |
THE COLOR OF BLOOD |
THIS BLOOD SOAKED RAG I WEAR ON MY ARM GETS HEAVIER, NOT ONLY MY BLOOD SOAKS THIS RAG. BUT THE BLOOD OF THOSE I HAVE HURT... BOTH PHYSICALY AND EMOTIONLY. THE REGRET IS THERE BUT I NO LONGER CRY...
Posted by on Sun, 11 Dec 2005 16:15:00 GMT |
LIFE... OR SOMETHING LIKE IT |
Life, what is the point? Can you tell me why i should wake up tommarow? Can you say that you would actually miss me if i was gone? Sometimes i want to run, run and never come back. Sometimes this hate...
Posted by on Fri, 09 Dec 2005 21:26:00 GMT |
No More |
why is it always me... hurt me, hate me, leave me for dead... i cant take it anymore the outlook is grim. i just dont care anymore. i cant love i cant cry all i can do is hate everyone. life is ...
Posted by on Sat, 17 Sep 2005 21:31:00 GMT |
Need Help |
i dont know what to do!!! I am very protective over my girlfriends. (not that i have ever had more than one at a time. [ i dont have the heart to be a player...i get hurt too easily]) if anyone ...
Posted by on Tue, 13 Sep 2005 03:30:00 GMT |
