Maybe we dont want to be happy. Maybe I am a self destructive person. Maybe its human nature.....
< Boy:"What do you want to be when you grow up?...." Girl: "Your Wife...."> I love you Andrew.
Im Lauren.
but I prefer to go by Laur♥
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I am 5'2. I want to be shorter
I weigh more than id like to but i live with it.
Im lactose intolerant and I HATE IT!
I am shy, and I don’t think before I say things.
I am a pervert.
I smoke and I drink.
I swear entirely too much.
Dont like that? Tell me and I wont do it around you.
IMA BITCH! ill tell you when I dont like you. get the FUCK over it.
I live on the memories I’ve made,
and those that are yet to be made.
I am a million and one contradictions and I very rarely ever make sense.
Im not a virgin.. Hate on me all you want. I dont give a shit
-Sex♥ it makes me :] ♥
Love never wanted me
but ya know I get over it.
I have been punched, slapped, called names, spit upon,
abused, and used. You name it I've went thru it. and for
all the shit ive taken during my life. its amazing that I
am still here. Yet i stand before you today as a person i never thought id be
I want to go to paris.
I love my friends. dont ask to be my best friend. Ill prolly punch you.
I love my best friends. yes friends. I have more than one best friend. each is there for me in a different way
I live for the memories we make and those we wont forget
holding.hands.♥ and.kissing&hearts.
I love to walk in the rain.and lye in the middle of the road during summer nights.
I am not perfect. so I do not claim to be.
I cry myself to sleep everynight,
with a rope around my neck and a bottle at my feet.
I bottle up all of my feelings inside...
The empty streets, take my thoughts and make them a reality...
The emptiness of the streets is comfoting to me, walking in the warm summer nights, the cold winter days, those breezy fall days, and those springtime afternoons.
The emptiness takes toll. I love it.
I dislike people who live life by the book.
For you cannot experience everything from the words of a manual.
Live life a little, take the curve balls, and the narrow paths once in a while.
So I cut, I am not ashamed of the scars upon my body.
For each scar with its momentary laps pf pain, tells a story of heartache, triumph, and battle that was won.
"Holding all the weight in my life.... and now you turn and walk away from me"
This is Andrew.
He is my life, my soul, my everything.
You dont know what he means to me, hell he doesnt even know
There are days where i hate him, and days where I cannot get enough. Simply put hes my love
hes my boyfriend, hes my friend, hes my best friend,
hes my family, hes my helping hand, and hes my confidence
he doesnt know it.
and i should say it more.
But Andrew.. I love you!
Your hairs a mess.
breathing heavy.
You turn and with a sigh,
you fall into a well deserved slumber.
I gently brush the hair from your eyes
kiss your forehead and ever so softly whisper I love you.
The sound of your breathing,
and your heartbeat mix.
Its my personal lullabye.
I watch the gentle rise and fall of your chest
as i cautiously place my ear over your heart in an effort
to become one with you.
The silence of the night with the occasional chime of the
clock only adds to the music you so graciously put
me to sleep with.
As i slowly drift to sleep with you by my side i have a
smile not only on my face but in my heart.
The satisfaction that you are mine and mine alone warms
the innermost chambers of my broken heart. And knowing
youll be beside me when i awake give me butterflies in my
stomach everytime i think about the treasure that youve give me
For is is you i wish to spend eternity with. A life with
you by my side would be the greatest reward of all
I love you
This is Kara.
She’s my babydoll
She is one of the most important people in my life.
Without her I’d be lost
For real yo’
Shes there for me when I need to talk, laugh, love, cry and share my bad days.
Shes amazing.
There is no one better for real!
I love you babydoll!
laur + andrew =♥
