The weekend has landed all that exists now is pubs, clubs, drugs and parties. ive got 48 hours off from the world, man. im gonna blow steam out of my head like a screaming kettle. im gonna talk codshit to strangers all night. im gonna lose the plot on the dancefloor the free radicals inside me are freaking man! tonight im jip travolta, im peter popper- im going to never never land with my chosen family, man. were going to get more spaced out than neil armstrong ever did. anything could happen tonight, you know? this could be the best night of my life! iv got 73 quid in my back burner, im gonna wax the lot, man! the milky bars are on me, yeah!

im Lucy, im 18 i want to be skinny and beautiful, im sick of being jealous of every girl i see.

When i was a teen girl i walked real awkward, Like a dog with three legs, I had fought my wars, I was a misshape mistake misfit Untamed mishap with a junkie heart

i depend on people far too much, i need to be taken care of, cant stand on my own two feet. i never open up, theres only a couple people i can actually talk to, but even then i dont tell all, i like to keep things to myself.i practically have a split personality, that doesnt mean im fake or two-faced, theres just a lot of different sides to me. i can get along with people very easily because i only show them what they want to see. i know tonnes of people but they are not my friends, more aquaintences, i want more friends, especially close ones, but i find it hard to really talk to people unless its on a general topic that doesnt really have much importance.my whole life is based on having fun and living for now, i rarely think ahead. ive pretty much partied my entire teenage years away, which in no way do i regret, ive had a shitload of fun, but i think im starting to get over all that and concentrate on my future. i havent a clue what i want to do but im gonna start with getting a job to get me by. i really wanna travel at some point, i love seeing different cultures, ive been to quite a lot of places, including greece, france, italy, teneriffe, india and barcelona. ever since i went to barcelona last year ive been wanting to go back and live there for a while. that at the moment is my main goal. id also love to go back to india and do some sort of charity work.anyway add me and chat away coz at the moment, being a bum i have fuck all to do, so talk to me and help me pass the time lol :DOH AND ALSO, I DONT HAVE MSN SO DONT ASK OR TRY TO GET ME TO GET IT, I DONT WANT IT!!! XXXXMyspace Graphics
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