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Envisioning oneself, is profound, almost beyond me... Even after all this, for me, it will still be the tip of the surface, clueless beyond that, unsure of the depth... Those who can master it are happy people, that is if they still have their sanity. I am versatile in every aspect of the word. Sentimental but not for the things that count. Perhaps lacking intensity or eagerness. The one thing i truly want to achieve in my lifetime is to be a selfless person. I over think everything and yet somehow i still have room for naïveness. Has there been an extinction of literary talent now days? Repeats of Lev Nikolayevich Tolstoy,Alexander Pushkin,F. Scott Fitzgerald, Shakespeare, Nabokov,Dumas,Gogol,Orwell Chekhov,Dostoyevsky have not yet even come close to emerging, and with every generation by the looks of it we drift further and further from proving that wrong. We live in a Materialistic age, where society is possessed by own possessions, i vow to never let this apply to me. Think that he who possesses true honesty, is the wealthiest of them all. Vanity is frowned upon, not only by the bible. Terrible at holding a conversation without profanities.Repelled by vulgarity, although personal traits don't exactly uphold that value of mine. Physically struggle to show affection to those most important to me. I think i suffer from Atelophobia,alot would agree with me on this. Absolutely fixated by 20th century History, those who have some sort of notion about it, automatically impress me. Have an Obsessive-Compulsive Disorder for having to constantly re-search crime. Constantly longing for the past,deeply affected by nostalgia. Adore insignificant things like, smell of air after rain, or calmness before a storm, deserted areas,anxiousness inside unknown places,tobacco smelling Cafe's,ancient library's with antique books,priceless things,déjà vu in peculiur places,first sighting of autumn leaves...

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"An entire generation pumping gas, waitingtables; slaves with white collars. Advertising has us chasing cars and clothes, working jobs we hate so we can buy shit we don't need. We're the middle children of history, man. No purpose or place. We have no Great War. No Great Depression. Our Great War's a spiritual war... our Great Depression is our lives"


My Blog

Cosmic Gate - Should have known

I am c e n t r e d by my fearI am hollowed when you're nearCan you feel the passion deep in hereDo you understand the tearsI should've known, you would leave me this wayI should've known, you'd have t...
Posted by on Mon, 22 Sep 2008 14:19:00 GMT

Tegan and Sara-Nineteen

I felt you in my legs before I even met youAnd when I laid beside you for the first time I told youI feel you in my heart and I don't even know youAnd now we're saying bye, bye, byeNow we're saying by...
Posted by on Sun, 14 Sep 2008 05:04:00 GMT

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Posted by on Sat, 06 Sep 2008 11:59:00 GMT

Satellite-Oceanlab

My love is like footsteps in the snow, baby,I follow you everywhere you go, baby.The pain as light has come to wake youBut you will never realizeThat I inspire the dreams that guide you baby.I follow ...
Posted by on Sat, 02 Aug 2008 12:27:00 GMT

Jase FOS-Do what you want

Most likely the greatest song ever made. I want to feel the need... all I want is to feel the need... I want to feel the need... all I want is to feel the need... I can make you feel the need... if yo...
Posted by on Thu, 24 Jul 2008 03:32:00 GMT

When the dawn breaks

Artista: Narcotic Thrust Title: When The Dawn Breaks Moonlight, kissing on a violet shore Dreaming in the color of the dress you wore I wake up harmed and wanting more about you I don't wanna& feel a...
Posted by on Mon, 26 May 2008 03:59:00 GMT

Delerium - Silence Lyrics

Give me release Witness me I am outside Give me peace Heaven holds a sense of wonder And I wanted to believe that I'd get caught up when the rage inme subsides Passion choke the flower Until she cries...
Posted by on Mon, 19 May 2008 06:28:00 GMT

Second Sun - The Spell

At first I saw your eyes and went up to the clouds And then I saw your face and melted to the grounds You brought me higher than the highest wave in the sea And now I feel like you sucked all life out...
Posted by on Thu, 15 Mar 2007 04:07:00 GMT

Roger Sanchez - Lost

I saw a picture yesterday, You know the one, we were laughing in the rain Remember how it used to be, Remember when you were still in love with me But you turned away, And I start to cry I'm lost with...
Posted by on Wed, 14 Mar 2007 06:58:00 GMT

Plummet- Damaged

Dreaming comes so easily Cause it's all that I've know True love is a fairy tale I'm damaged So how would I know I'm scared And I'm alone I'm ashamed And I need for you to know I didn't say all the th...
Posted by on Sat, 27 Jan 2007 22:26:00 GMT