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FRENCHKISSING xx

learning to barely feel the pain, the thicker the skin the less the strain

About Me

i crash onto so many obstacles and stumble, yet im strong enough not to ever let my self fall into the ground. and yes im always prepared to be faced with another obstacles, and instead of crashing onto it again, i'd jump over it and let it goes pass by. this is my life, hey. i wont ever let anyone make my life such a living hell. no one can tell me what to do, how to act, and what to believe. i know what im doing, i just wanna have fun. (by reading books, salsa-ing, playing the sims, and sleeping alll daay :p yes that;s what i call FUN. got any problems with that?)

although i have dry hair with split-ends and knots decorating the tip, cellulites&stretch marks all over my huge thighs, flabby stomach, nasty toes, and shaggy armpits (ok im over exaggerating on this one :p), im still loving myself and would never ever try to cover my face and hair with a mask and a wig. or in another words, would never ever try to be someone that i am not. ok?

i've once been through this phase of life where i was so insecure about my weight. i'd refuse to eat anything but apples and drink only water. i became so obsessed with counting calories and exercising almost everyday for 2 hours. but then i stopped and i realized what i did was totally sickening and tiring. and it didn't give me any other benefits but being skinny. and to be honest i was completely unhappy&unhealthy at the same time. so no no no i dont ever want to go through that phase of life over again. so please remind me if i start saying things like "man gw gendut. man ini kalorinya 400" :p

oh yes of course im a very forgiving person. yet there are some people who are in my 'if-killing-is-not-a-sin-then-i'd-love-to-hang&burn-them -in-my-backyard' list whom are sooo intorelable to be forgiven. die die die!!

my brain totally shuts down during the day, and starts working during the night. that's why i called my self a nocturnal. . . . . blabablablabla this is pointless you dont care do you

i loveee to take pictures of ME and and see how GORGEOUS i look being shot by the camera lens and then post it onto myspace or friendster or facebook and let the world see THE GORGEOUS ME. HAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHA. *puke.

im 20% psycho, 60% lunatic, and 20% normal

totally bored. pleasee get me some sleeping pillllss


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My Interests

a cup of hot cappuccino with sugar and whip cream on top, killing time by reading novels that tell stories about how much more miserable other people lives are compare to mine, home made oxygen water - it eliminates my acnes, laughing my ass off with friends - best friends, gossiping (no doubt), having a boyfriend, eating chocolate & guilt free!, playing the sims til 5 in the morning, ending my friday night with wanitas and my favorite boys with a cup of hot chocolate&cigarettes at casa, sweating, meeting new people, cursing, learning new things, being baked by the sun on the beach, sleeping when it's raining, politics, history of arts and gods, my ipod, my macbook, and the list goes on .. :p

I'd like to meet:

kangen parah


keisha pasaman, madrim djody putri, sarita hapsari putri, amiel mohede, anissa widyaningrum. and those who are far far awayy

Music:

ambient, down tempo, lounge, electronica, dance, indie, slow rock

ROYKSOPP. mereka itu gokil. setuju kan wandyyy? :). cafe del mar. frou frou. porcupine tree. the killers. jack johnsonn (iya wandy!), beyonce.

Movies:

pearl harbor, black hawk down, the blood diamond, wicker park, the pianist, the diary of anne frank, before sunset

Television:

fashion house, four eyes (empat mata HAHAHAH) :p

Books:

suite francaise, a history of god

Heroes:

mother - for the endless love

steven - for letting me know what love is & for always being so faithful

wanitas+ariko - for always being there through all the good and bad times. for always providing shoulders to cry on and a cheek to slap and hair to pull and cookies :p

putra - for being my best boy friend whom i could always rely on

amiel - for telling me to always be strong and not to give a fuck about what others say

verdi - for the comforting big hugs you always give me whenever i shed tears

fajar - for being a person i could always look up to. for being so mature & motivating.

other favorite boys - simply for the good times and the laughs ; ) oh and for telling me that I AM NOT FAT ahahahahaha

My Blog

MY B'DAY!

hellooo everyone,just wanna say thank you for giving me one of the most memorable bdayS ive ever had in life! :D xxfor talla, rani, and sari,thanks for the 5am surprise, the chocolate cake which has a...
Posted by FRENCHKISSING xx on Sun, 22 Apr 2007 03:18:00 PST

HOLY SHIT

dear darlings,im currently having a study break. i've been reading this book called the odyssey for approximately 3 hours and could only manage to finish 4 chapters, and a few questions given from the...
Posted by FRENCHKISSING xx on Thu, 08 Mar 2007 05:05:00 PST