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Name's Kaeyla. Some people call me Kaz. I am what I am. 22 years old and quite lost, but found. Kinda wild. Kinda crazy. Kinda wierd. I've lived in all corners of this country pretty much my whole life I guess. Been to all sorts of places and seen all sorts of things. Both good and bad. But that is life, and life is a journey. I hope to someday finish college and go places I've never been. I don't know how far I will end up going but the possibilities are endless. Main important thing is that I will enjoy it and will make lots of money. ;) Um... things about me...lemme see.... I love my friends and I love to party. But too much partying makes for bad practice. My mother Judie is back in my life again after a few long years and I am pretty happy about that. Family feuds are really pointless in the end when it comes down to the plain and simple. My favorite place in the world? Downtown OKC. It's not the most impressive city in the world (far from) but it's where a lot of good memories of mine come from. I don't read books, but I like to write. And I've been into art since who knows when. Check my albums for summa that. Don't have much else to say really, talking about myself gets pretty boring pretty quick. But, I will say that in these last 4 years I've learned more than my whole lifetime, met some great people and made some great friends, lost some friends I'll never forget, hurt some people in ways I could never hope to atone for, got caught up in drama I never wanted to be in, laughed a bit here and there, smiled lots even when I didn't want to, cried a few times even when it wasn't necessary, screwed up my sleep schedule far too many times, failed at almost everything I tried to do but kept on trying anyway, wasted money on stupid things, struggled a lot, spouted cuss words in every direction, damned myself even if it wasn't my fault, got confused a lot, had my first motorcycle experience (Buster is a crazy driver ;) ), but most importantly I realized I had things all wrong from the start and I needed to change. I'm focused now on who I am at the core -- a good person and someone with a dream, even though there are people who would say otherwise, under all the layers of bullshit and bad habits I really am a warm loving person and I hope to make that the first and foremost thing people think of when they think of me. I appreciate all the people that haven't gone wayward and tossed me out of their lives despite my endless failures and shitty scenarios (as there have been quite a few who have). I know they don't understand me but I know they care and remember the good things. And that's what is really important, and always remember that, that when someone has fucked you over somehow or some sort of fight breaks out between you and a former good friend it takes some time but if you remember the good memories then you're bound to realize some people aren't as bad as they choose to make themselves seem. When all the bad is thrown aside there's the real person that they are. You can choose to forgive or to forget, but I believe everyone leaves a part of themselves with the people they meet. No matter what. There is no simply "good and evil", everyone has a bit of both in them. The trick is separating the two. All in all... if you're reading this then chances are I love you. :) And if we've never met, well I'll love you when you give me a reason to. Haha. <3
P.S.: Did I mention I'm ridiculously over-analytical and philosophical about things? :)
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What kind of animal are you?
Wolf
You are loyal to the people you love. You are brave and ready to face anything to protect your family.
