04-24-08 through 05-06-08. I'll never forget.This is only for the benefit of people that actually read these. If there's any good to these at all. I just feel like nobody ever gets to know anyone. We're all so self absorbed, including myself. So now I'm going to write a long, boring thing about me. I'm Molly Beatrice Lemon. Molly is boring, Beatrice is from Shakespeare, and Lemon is a common ingredient in my favorite soft drink. I'm a liar, a big, fat liar. I'm your prime example of that quote about tangled webs. And I don't want to change. I can say I want change, but I don't. I like the unstability my life has. But here's the thing, I'm a real, complete failure. I have superficial friendships and they continue because I'm getting something out of it. In the end, I get bored and end it in a new and exciting way every time. So here's a note: don't trust me. Don't befriend me. Another thing is that I let people ruin me. If someone says something negative, I let it get to me. I'm fucking paranoid. I know no one actually cares about your appearance, but I can't stop thinking I'm huge. I'm easily irritated, and it makes me a bitch to most people. Along with many other things. I've never been nice. I'm going to say the beginning of my negativity started with moving to Burlington. Everything about this town is a fucking mess, especially the people. I want out, like every other kid that's lived here long enough. I could keep complaining on and on like I always do, but I'll stop for now. Let's discuss my likes and dislikes. I like food, TV, movies and music of the indie persuasion, reading, and pointlessly wandering around on rainy days. I don't like people who are full of themselves, George W. Bush, green peppers, people who check on you all the time, and many other things. What else can I say to give this some depth? Oh, I'm very inquisitive. I question everything even if it is annoying. Ah, annoying. I've been called that numerous times. Especially by the first guy I ever really truly liked, and three guesses to who that is. I get very easily attached to people, like a lost puppy. When I don't have anyone, I can't sleep. It's not the caffeine, which I'll take over anything anyday. I am more of a chai friedo than a frappucino, though. If that makes any sense. But I'm done for now, so I hope you get a little insight.Panic! at the Disco May 28! Woooo! : )
