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BEKSTAR N MISS.T!!
I'm a fun bubbly human being,i take pride in creating my own identity. I choose to remain focus,my whole perspective in life is to keep on moving forward!! I trust my gut instincts, im normally an optimist n i like to see the best in people coz im a really confident n positive thinker.. I like to take risks,try new things n make the most of my opportunities.I'm a big believer in KARMA!! There's no win or lose to me,only fun n adventure. I hav d attitude to strut my stuff witout caring wat people have to say. I love gettin to d bottom of fingz.. ima really intensed n powerful person. I keep a very low profile n a well ordered diary in my mind! I dont like turning up in the right place at d wrong time! I always fink before i speak n look about where im going before i head 2wards it. I always use my eyes for detailing to add d final touches to my life. I like to keep everyone informed n co-operate wit others in order to avoid misunderstandingz. I wanna do something wit my life,something dat ive put off for a really long time. My low point is not gettin enough time for myself.. i will neva judge a book by its cover!! MY MANTRA........ BOY INTEREST..I dont like a guy who pulls a number one on himself,if he seems alittle too smooth or too good to be true,i'll tel him to go bak ware his lame ass came from!! I like a guy who understandz my feelings, who would read my moods witout me havin to tell him. A guy wit amazing confidence,i jus want him to be devoted n caring. I want him to tell me wat i wanna really hear but really mean it! I want his modesty,honesty n his loyalty... after all i jus want him to be strong bt understandin at d same tym, i jus wana be able to count on him....out of a guys features i like his hands n eyes..why?? coz i really need a hug n all i want is 4 his warm arms n hands to be wrapped around me while i gaze into his eyes while he tells me everything is gonna be alrite!!
Every typical girl has a diary,bt bad galz dont have the time..ME..i just wana live a life dat i dont hav 2 note bt wuld cherish n rememba in my mind til d day i die,,evn if sum lil fingz i wouldnt rememba it onli makes life better n easier..coz sum fingz a best not to rememba coz it would only brake u down!! I onli live n care for d fingz dat evolve around me which iz my family n friendz,,I stay planted in my own comfort zone..coz im reali afraid of failure n rejection!! i live up to d person dat ive become n im proud of myself,,all d mistakez ive made n the choicez dat ive chose onli made me a better person,,n if it wasnt for dem choices i wuldnt b who i am 2day..all d decisionz i make shapez my future. ima person dat takes other people b4 myself especially 4 d ones dat i care for n love.. Ive had a tough life n ive been thru it all bt in d end i came out strong,,it turned me into a person dat had to protect my family dats why im so proud of myself..nw i hav my family 2 fink abou n dey are the people dat makes me wake up everyday. People around me mite fink dey kno me bt gues agen..by day i have to stay strong 4 my family,,by night wen darkness fallz i cave in.. dats d onli way to burn all my tears into ashes!! Dats d onli way to cry, by urself so no other can see u,,dats d onli way 2 let the tear dropz drain all d pain out n bury it away so i could wake up the next day n stand up on my 2 feet n take on the world agen.. I dont eva let any1 see my weak side!! i would always stay strong so i would never lose any self control..Mastering urself makez u fearless!! Datz why i alwayz say,,what doesnt kill u onli makez u stronger!! Put ur mind n soul into everything u wana accomplish n you will conquer al the demonz inside of u.. Thats just me..i never take anything for granted...