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¡MUCHACHA LOCA! *MELÀNiiÉ*

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About Me

THiiS POEM GOES OUT TO ALL THE GiiRLS [AND BOYS] WHO ARE LOCKED UP AND JUST WANT TO BE FREE. JUST TO GiiVE SOME ENCOURAGEMENT TO THOSE TO WANT AND ARE HOPiiNG TO BE SET FREE. BECAUSE ii KNOW ii WAS ONCE ONE OF THOSE WHO WERE BEGGiiNG FOR FREEDOM BECAUSE ii WAS TO ONCE KEPT AWAY!!!

ALONE iiN A CELL, WiiSH ii COULD BE FREE

MY DREAMS TAUNT ME, TRiiCK ME

WHEN ii WAKE UP iiS WHEN ii SEE

HOPE iiS FADiiNG, MEMORiiES ARE DECEASED

ii WiiSH ii COULD JUST WALK AGAiiN

TALK AGAiiN, BE SOMEONES FRiiEND

BUT WHiiLE iiM LOCKED UP ii FEEL LiiKE ii STRAYED

ii MEAN, ii KNOW GOD STiiLL CARES EVEN THOUGH iiM LOCKED AWAY

BUT iiT FELLS LiiKE MY HEART HAS TURNED COLD

MY SOUL BEGiiNS TO FiiLL WiiTH PAiiN....MAN iiT NOT A GAME

WHY?? iiS WHAT ii ASK MY LORD WiiTH A SiiGH

HE SAY, "EMPTiiNESS iiS ONLY FOR A LiiTTLE TiiME

BUT ONE DAY iiT WiiLL BE ALRiiGHT AGAiiN

AS LONG AS YOU TRY TO WALK MY WAY, AND TURN AWAY FROM SiiN"

AND ii DO WANNA BE RiiGHT

BUT SOMETiiMES ii FEEL ii JUST HAVE TO FiiGHT

THiiS HURT ii FEEL ii CANT EVEN EXPLAiiN

iiTS LiiKE GOD FREED MY HURT AND FREED MY PAiiN

ii KNOW ii MESSED UP AND YOU PULLED ME BACK TO YOU

BUT SOMETiiME ii FEEL MY LiiFE SHOULD BE THROUGH

iiM KEPT AWAY PLEADiiNG FOR LOVE

AS ii PRAY TO THE LORD MY GOD UP ABOVE

SOMETiiMES ii WONDER iiF HE'LL ANSWER MY PRAYERS

ii WONDER iiF HE CAN HEAR ME ALL THE WAY UP STAiiRS

ii FEEL PAiiN NOW BECAUSE MY FREEDOM HAS BEEN STOLEN

HOW CAN ii COME UP WHEN MY SPiiRiiT HAS BEEN BROKEN

"TAKE ME WiiTH YOU" ii SAY

NO ESCAPE.....NOT ON THiiS DAY

iiTS HARD WHEN YOU CANT DO WHAT YOU WANT

BUT iiTS EASY TO SEE WHY YOU ALWAYS HAVE TO SMOKE A BLUNT

iiTS TEMPTATiiON SET iiN, ii MAKES YOU WANNA SiiN

HOW LONG HAS iiT BEEN SiiNCE YOU TOLD GOD "iiM SORRY AGAiiN"?

WELL HERE ii GO THEN..."iiM SORRY GOD!!!

SORRY FOR NOT BELiiEViiNG AND HAViiNG MY HEAD DOWN TO NOD

SORRY FOR EVERY LiiTTLE THiiNG ii DiiD WRONG

SORRY FOR THE PRiiDE ii SANG iiN MY SONG

SORRY FOR THE LiiES ii PUT UPON THEE

SORRY FOR THE HURT THAT ii CAUSED YOU AND ME"

ii FEEL AS THOUGH iiM CHANGED ALL ABOUT

BUT ii CANNOT COME UP FROM THE iiNSiiDE LOOKiiNG OUT

SiiTTiiNG iiN MY CELL ALL ALONE

THE ONLY WiiSH ii HAVE iiS JUST TO COME HOME

ii WANT SOMEONE TO UNDERSTAND!!!!!

ii NEED TO HAVE THE UPPERHAND!!

BUT iiM AT THE BOTTOM, WiiSH ii COULD LOOK UP AND SEE THE SKY

ii NEVER REALiiZED WHAT ii HAD TOOK FOR GRANTED BECAUSE ii WAS TO HiiGH......

TO HiiGH TO SAY ii WAS SORRY FOR THE PERSON ii SHOT

TO DRUNK TO GO BACK HOME BECAUSE THE BLOCK WAS HOT

SO HiiGH THAT ii MESSED UP AND WENT TO STRAY

HiiGH ENUFF TO DiiE AND THROW MY LiiFE AWAY

DRUNK ENOUGH TO KiiLL YOU AND YOUR MOMMA TOO

THEN GO BACK AND LAUGH ABOUT iiT, THEN STOP TO LOOK AT YOU

BUT THEN MY HiiGH SLOWLY ENDED, AND ii REALiiZED WHAT ii'VE DONE

GOT SAD AND CRiiED AND SCREAMED REALiiZiiNG THAT THEY WON

GUiiLT WiiLL REALLY BE MY WORST DEMiiSE

EVERY TiiME ii LOOK iiNTO MY ViiCTOMS EYES

ii PRAY TO BE FORGiiVEN.....

FOR THE SiiN ii JUST COMMiiTED

AND ii HOPE THAT ii GET FORGAVE

BECAUSE ii PRAY TO A GOD WHO CAN TRUST AND CAN SAVE

THE ONLY THiiNG ii KNOW FOR SURE iiS THE LORD iiS MY SHEPARD AND ii SHALL NOT SRAY.....

AND THAT ii AM HiiS LAMB WHO iiS LOCKED UP AND KEPT AWAY

WRiiTTEN BY :BELENDA E. AND MELANiiE C.

ii HOPE EVERYONE WHO HAS JUST READ THiiS REALiiZES THAT LiiFE iiS TO SHORT TO DiISOBEY, LiiE, CHEAT, STiiLL BECAUSE YOU CAN ALWAYS FiiND SOMETHiiNG BETTER. GOD LOVES YOU AND WiiLL ALWAY BE ON YOUR SiiDE NO MATTER WHAT HAPPENS...SO iiF YOU EVER FiiLL THAT YOU "KEPT AWAY" JUST PRAY TO MY GOD AND HE'LL BRiiNG YOU BACK THiiS WAY!!!

THANK YOU AND GOD BLESS!!!

ME AND SOME OF THE HOMEGiiRLS iiN THE LOCKER ROOM ACTiiN A STRAiiGHT FOOL...ii LOVE EM'[NO HOMO...ii HOPE ALL MY NiiGGAS GET CHEESE LiiKE DAJORNO..LMAO]SO GUTTA!!!!WE STAY HiiGH OF DAT 504...SH**T...NEW ORLEANS!!!EPiiDEMiiC YA HEARD ME....[HALELLUJAH {WALK AWAY}...LOL]..
Cool SlideshowsWAZZAM YALL...MY NAME iiS MELÀNiiÉ....OK LOOK ii GO TO HARVEST TiiME CHURCH AND iiT iiS SO AWSOME HOW THOSE YOUTH THERE HAVE A POWERFUL RELATiiONSHiiP WiiTH GOD. ii MEAN iiF U DONT HAVE A RELATiiONSHiiP WiiTH HiiM ii REALLY THiiNK YOU SHOULD GET ONE. NOW iiM NOT TRYNA FORCE MY RELiiGiiON ON ANYBODY...BUT ii REALLY WANT YOU GUYS[AND GURLS] TO BE SAVED AND WALK iiN YALL FREEDOM. DiiD YOU KNOW THAT 79% OF THE YOUTH ii KNOW DONT EVEN GO TO CHURCH AND iiT REALLY BREAKS MY HEART TO SEE THEM DOiin WRONG AND NOT KNOW iiT. SO iiF ii WERE YOU ii WOULD GET MY SELF RiiGHT WiiTH GOD AS SOON AS ii HAD THE CHANCE TO. AND iiF NOT YOU WiiL BE HELD ACOUNTABLE FOR ME TELLiiNG YOU THiiS. BUT SiiNCE MY GOD FORGiiVES, iiT DOES NOT MATTER WHAT YOU DO, AS LONG AS YOU ASK FOR Hiim FORGiiVNESS HE WiiL SET YOU FREE. SO THATS ENUFF ABOUT ME....ii WiiSH YALL THE BEST OF JOY AND LOVE....AND NO MATTER WHAT ALWAYS PUSH [PRAYiiN UNTiiL SOMETHiiN HAPPENS]...AND iiF YOUR BEiiNG CONSiiSTANT...GOD WiiL ANSWER....ii LOVE YALL...AND AS WE SAY...HOLLA HOLLA DONT TRiiP!!!!!

My Interests


Get Your Own Chat Box! Go Large!

iiTS TBC
YA HEARD ME!!!

RUNNiiNG TRACK....BASKETBALL...DANCiiNG...
!Alphabatize me!
A: Age of your first kiss 12
B: Best Vacation WHEN ii WENT TO PUERTO RiiCO
C: Crush iiM iiN A RELATiiONSHiiP.......ii HAVE NO CRUSH
D: Dad's name SPOON...[PLEASE DONT ASK]..LMAO
E: Easiest person to talk to THE HOMiiE DJ AND MY BESTFRiiEND
F: Favorite Ice Cream SHERBERT....[DONT HATE]
G: Gummy worms or gummy bears GUMMY WORMS BABii
H: Hometown BORN iiN CALii
I: Instruments PiiANO AND ViiOLEN
J: Junior High ii WENT TO STEPHEN WHiiTE iiN CALii....
K: Kids NONE
L: Longest car ride MY DRiiVE TO TEXAS FROM COMPTON
M: Moms name DEMETRiiC
N: Nick names NUDDA {DONT ASK}...MEL MEL....PUSH...SMiLES :)
O: One wish ii WiiSH ii HAD ENUFF MONEY TO FEED THE WORLD.....[REALLY..LMAO]
P: Phobia iiM SO SCARED OF THE DARK {HEY TURN THE LiiGHT BACC ON}
Q: Quote "U BETTA WATCH HOW U HANDLE ME"
R: Reasons to smile MY BABii...{ii LOVE U T}....AND MY FRiiENDS AND FAM
S: Song your danced to last UMMM....ii DONT REMEMBER ii DANCE SO MUCH...LMAO
T: Time you woke up today AT ABOUT 8 ii GUESS
U: Unknown fact about you "YA'LL BETTA WATCH HOW YA'LL HANDLE ME"..ii CANT TELL YA'LL THAT!
V: Vegetable[s] you hate PEAS...AND THATS ABOUT iiT...{OH AND LiiMA BEANS}
W: Worst habit ii JUST HAVE TO SAY "YA HEARDS ME" AFTER EVERY THiiNG ii SAY WHEN TALKiiN
X: Xrays you've had ON MY STOMACH AND AREM WHEN ii BROK iiT
Y: Years you've been outta high school ......
Z: Zodiac sign TAURUS BABii!! [ii DONT BELiiEVE iiN THOSE THiiNGS NO WAY]

CREATE YOUR OWN! - or - GET PAID TO TAKE SURVEYS!

I'd like to meet:

ii WOULD LiiKE TO MEET ALL OF MY FAVORiiTE GOSPEL SiiNGERS RANGiiNG FROM KiiRK FRANKLiiN TO SMOKiiE NORMFUL....AND MY G [WiiTH A CAPiiTAL C..LOL] MA...AND GRANDPA............MY GRANDMA PASED AWAY LAST YEAR AND THAT BROKE MY HEART. SHE WAS MY BEST FRiiEND WE WAS LiiKE ROLL DOGS [LOL] AND NO MATTER WHAT ii KNEW MY G-MA ALWAYS HAD MY BACK..AND AS ii SiiT HERE AND TYPE ii CRY..ii MEAN DANG...ii MiiSS AND LOVE U SO MUCH G U DONT EVEN KNOW...SO ii CANT WAiiT TO SEE U AGAiiN....BYE MAMii..AND NO MATTER WHAT iiM GO PUSH [PRAYiiN UNTiiL SOMETHiiN HAPPENS] JUST LiiKE U TOLD ME TO...ii LOVE U BABii!!! [TEAR TEAR]ii WOULD LiiKE TO REALLY MEET [ii ALREADY SEEN HER PLENTY OF TiiMES AT HER GAMES] SEiiMONE AUGUSTUS WHO iiS MY FAVORiiTE BASKET PLAYER OF ALL TiiME...SHE iiS ONE OF THE MOST MOTiiVATED PLAYERS EVER...AND PLUS SHE TRADE YA HEARDDS ME...[LMAO]...BUT YEA ii LOVE THiS GiiRL SO MUCH....AND SHE GO [WELL...WENT] TO THE SCHOOL ii JUST GOT ACCEPTED TO....BUT YEA ii LOVE HER...AND NO ONE CHANGE THAT......SO THiiS iiS FOR YOU CUTiiE!!!!..... ...SO NOW YOU KNOW HOW MUCH ii REALLY LOVE THiiS PLAYER....ii LOVE YOU GiiRL!!!

Music:

ii LOVE GOSPEL!!!! PRAiiSE AND WORSHiiP!!! ii MEAN ii REALLY LOVE THAT SONG FREDOOM REiiGNS ii MEAN THAT SONG REALLY LETS A PERSON KNOW WHAT THEY FREE...AND BELiiEVE ME ii AM FREE YA HEARD ME!!!! [LOL]...PLUS THERES THAT SONG YES BY SHEKiiNAH GLORY....MAN NOW THATS THE JAM YA HEARDS ME...LOL...BUT iiM JUST A BiiG FAN OF GOSPEL MUSiiC....THEN LAST BUT NOT LEAST ii LOVE DAT NEW ORLEANS BOUNCE MUSiiC...

Movies:

FRiiDAY, THE PASSiiON OF CHRiiST, A WALK TO REMEMBER, MADAGASGAR, LiiON KiiNG [LOL], SOMETHiiNG TO SiiNG ABOUT, AND MUCH MUCH MORE....

Television:

ME TRYNA CATCH SOME ZZZZZ'S...[FiiNA CATCH SOME OF THESE..LOL]

Books:

SCARS BY :CANDACE YVETTE COLE SECRETS NEVER TOLD BY: RACHELLE ALERS cartoon layout @ HOT FreeLayouts.com

Heroes:

GOOOOD OF COURSE...AND MY BiiG BRO DAViiON...LOVE U BRO!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!MY FAVORiiTE[EST]...LMAO..CUZZO iiN THE WHOLE WiiDE WORLD...ii LOVE U DiiAMON [YOU BiiG ii WANT A BiiSKET..LOL]THE HARVEST TiiME CHURCH CREW....CYM [CONTAGIOUS YOUTH MiiNiiSTRiiS].....WO WO!!! [LOL]...BUT THESE THE ONES WHO ARE KiiNG AND PRiiEST...AND WE THE ONES WHO FEEL THAT iiTS ALL OR NOTHiiN...AND OH YEA NO MATTER WHAT PUSH....AND TAKE THE LiiMiiTS OFF OF GOD AND YOUR WORSHIP...AND OH YEA HTC [LOL].... FiiRST OFF THERES ME..MELANiiE [THATS iiT, YALL DONT NEED TO KNOW MY WHOLE GOVERNMENT...LOL]MY BESTEST SiiSTER iiN THE WHOLE WiiDE WORLD DAVONNA [HTC BABii]MY HOMiiE FROM THE HARVEST..LOL...COURTNEY!!MY BFFS [SYKE]...ii MEAN..YEA....LOL....BiiANCE N JAZ!LAST BUT NOT LEAST....MY BiiG BRO DJ..ii LOVE HER SO MUCH SO FEMALEZ DONT PLAY WiiTH ME OVER DiiS GiiRL...LOL....NOW THESE MY BABEZ THATS iiN CALii YA FEEL ME.... OK THiiS iiS MY BABii FOR LiiFE...MY BiiG BRO iiVERSON [ROACH...ii MEAN.....]....LOL....ii LOVE DiiS GiiRL WiiTH ALL MY HEART YA FEEL ME....ii LOVE YOU iiVY!!!NO THiiS RiiGHT HERE iiS MY NELLY BABEZ {iiNOCCENTZ*}..BUT YEA THiiS iiS MY NiiNJA iiVY'S GiiRL....SO NiiNJA'S AND FEMALEZ FALL BACC.....ii LOVE YOU MY NELLY!!!THiiS iiS MY LiiL BRO [SiiS]....TY BABY BABEZ...ii LOVE THiiS GiiRL SO MUCH...AND SHE TAKEN SO FALL OFF YA DiiG!!THEN THERES T-MAC....WE GOT OFF KiiND OF BAD...BUT iiM STiiLL HERE FOR HER WHEN SHE NEED ME!!! ii LOVE YOU GiiRL!! ii MEAN WE MAY ARGUE..BUT THE ONE THiiNG ii KNOW iiiS THAT iiM GO ALWAYS BE THERE FOR HER AS WELL AS SHE GO BE THERE FOR ME.....TiiERRA LAUREN RiiLEY U ARE TO ME WHAT NO ONE ELSE CAN BE....AND TO ME THAT LOVE iiS SO GREAT NO ONE CAN TOP iiT....SHE THE ONE THAT NOTiiCED ME OUT OF A CROWD NO MATTER WHAT WAS WRONG...AND ii LOVE HER FOR THAT....ii LOVE YOU T-MAC...... TO MY LKUF, MY WiiFE….U ALREADY KNOWiiN Mii LYFE WUDN’T B A LYFE WORTH LiiViiN iiF U WEREN’T A PART OF iiT…..U R TRULii DA GREATEST SUM1 2 CUM N2 Mii WORLD……N DAT WORLD CONSiiST OF U N ME…Mii LOVE FOR U iiZ UNCONDiiTiiONAL, UNDENiiABLE N ETERNAL…..iiMA ALWAYS HAVE LOVE FOR YOU WiiTH OR W/OUT U….DON’T EVA DOUBT iiT…..EVEN iiF PEOPLE JUDGE iiT…..FUCC WAT THEY GOiiN THROUGH CUZ DiiZ iiS ME N U….U R Mii 1 N ONLii SWEETZ….ANii1 WHO SAiiZ OTHERWiiSE CAN FALL OFF Mii RAiiNBOW!!! THiiS iiS MY BABii RiiGHT HERE!!!ii LOVE HER SO DAMN MUCH YA HEARDS ME LiikE YEA!!THiiS GiirL iiS THE ONE THAT SEEN WHEN ii WAS iiNViiSABLE....SHE WAS ONE WHO DiiDNT JUDGE ME WHEN OTHER PEOPLE DiiD....SHE WAS THERE WHEN EVERYONE ELSE LEFT ME...MiiSSY U THE ONE ii LOVE WiiTH ALL MY HEART NO MATTER WHAT THOSE OTHER FEMALES SAY...U GO BE iiN MY LiiFE TiiLL DA END AND YOU KNOW DAT.....ii LOVE YOU GiiRL!!!! THiiS RiiGHT HERE iiS MY iiNLAW D [THE LiiGHT SKiiNED ONE] AND HER GiiRL GABBY!!! YOU KNOW THEY LOOKiin EXTRA TRADE ON EM' YA HEARDS ME...GET iiT!!!

My Blog

WHY??

OK YOU KNOW ALL ii TRY TO DO iiS HELP EVERONE OUT SO WHY iiS iiT THAT EVERYONE iiGNORES ME....DO WANT ME TO SHOUT WHY DO PEOPLE ALWAYS CALL ME ALL TYPE OF NAMES WHY DO THEY ALWAYS THiiNK iiiM PLAYiiN ...
Posted by ¡MUCHACHA LOCA! *MELÀNiiÉ* on Thu, 15 Feb 2007 02:24:00 PST

KEPT AWAY

THiiS POEM GOES OUT TO ALL THE GiiRLS [AND BOYS] WHO ARE LOCKED UP AND JUST WANT TO BE FREE. JUST TO GiiVE SOME ENCOURAGEMENT TO THOSE TO WANT AND ARE HOPiiNG TO BE SET FREE. BECAUSE ii KNOW ii W...
Posted by ¡MUCHACHA LOCA! *MELÀNiiÉ* on Thu, 08 Feb 2007 02:06:00 PST

iiF ii [THiiS GOES OUT TO MY BABii T]

MAN T YOU NEED TO GET YO FRiiEND TELL HiiM DONT WORRY CUZ iiM YO GiiRLFRiiEND AND iiF YOU THiiNK iiM CHEATiiN THEN ii DONT KNOW WAT TO DO BUT SAY THAT ii DiiDNT AND SAY THAT SO TRUE MAN T iiF ii AiiNT...
Posted by ¡MUCHACHA LOCA! *MELÀNiiÉ* on Sun, 21 Jan 2007 06:09:00 PST

Once Again

  "Once Again" Dear Uncle Robert I really didn't want you in the streets, I didn't was you on the grind or trying to stay up on your feet. Man I didn't even have time, time to tell you to put you...
Posted by ¡MUCHACHA LOCA! *MELÀNiiÉ* on Mon, 11 Dec 2006 12:08:00 PST

ii WONDER WHY HE FEELS THiIS WAY!

YEA ii DO LOVE HiiM BUT HE SAYS HE'S UNSURE HE THiiNKS ii DONT CARE THAT HE'S CHANGED AND STiiLL PURE ii MEAN HE FEELS ii iiGNORE HiiM WHEN MY FRiiENDS ARE AROUND HE FEELS HE CANT SMiiLE ALL HE C...
Posted by ¡MUCHACHA LOCA! *MELÀNiiÉ* on Fri, 08 Dec 2006 06:29:00 PST

UNTiiTLED

OK ii KNOW iiM NOT RiiGHT BUT SOMETiiMES ii FEEL THAT ii JUST HAVE TO FiiGHT SOMETiiMES ii WONDER iiF PEOPLE CARE ABOUT ME SOMETiiMES ii WONDER iiF iiM REALLY FREE ii MEAN YEA LAST NiiGHT ii GRABED TH...
Posted by ¡MUCHACHA LOCA! *MELÀNiiÉ* on Mon, 04 Dec 2006 02:45:00 PST

BUT ii CANT

ii WANT TO CRY OUT TO GOD BUT ii CANT iI WANT TO PUT MY HEAD UP AND NOT NOD BUT ii CANT ii WANT TO COME TO GODS KiiNGDOM BUT ii CANT ii WANT TO WALK iiN MY FREEDOM BUT ii CANT ii REALLY WANT TO BELiiE...
Posted by ¡MUCHACHA LOCA! *MELÀNiiÉ* on Wed, 29 Nov 2006 01:08:00 PST

THE 3 L'S

LiiKE iiS A THOUGHT COME UP BY A TEEN LUST iiS A WANT COME UP BY A GREED LOVE iiS A NESSECiiTY COME UP BY 2 PEOPLE WHiiCH WE ALL NEED THE 3 L'S WHiiCH PEOPLE SHOULD NEVER LEAVE SO NO MATTER WHAT ALWAY...
Posted by ¡MUCHACHA LOCA! *MELÀNiiÉ* on Mon, 27 Nov 2006 02:00:00 PST

MAKE ME OVER AGAiiN

OK LOOK...ii MEAN ii JUST GOT SO MUCH ON MY MiiND RiiGHT NOW iiTS LiiKE ii CAN BARELY THiiNK STRAiiGHT ii MEAN LAST NiiGHT ii DiiD SOME REGRETFUL STUFF BUT ii DONT EVEN KNOW WHAT TO CREATE ii DONT KNO...
Posted by ¡MUCHACHA LOCA! *MELÀNiiÉ* on Sat, 25 Nov 2006 09:29:00 PST

ii LiiKE iiT

ii LiiKE iiT WHEN A BOY CAN BE MY BOO iiN FRONT OF HiiS FRiiENDS NOT ONLY iiN FRONT OF ME ii LiiKE TO SEE WHEN PEOPLE COME TO CHURCH AND GET THERE SOUL SET FREE ii LiiKE iiT WHEN PEOPLE TELL ME GREAT ...
Posted by ¡MUCHACHA LOCA! *MELÀNiiÉ* on Thu, 23 Nov 2006 06:51:00 PST