DOLLY

My name is Daniel u can call me dani or anything that u like as long as u feels the comfort. I live in KL and I was raised in Malaysia. I would like to call myself a freak, a nerd, and a Total jerk cause Ive used to be thrown with those words by the people that I hated the most. Whats the worst of being me?? Sometimes I just get dizzy of thinking these stupid things. Im just a normal human being just like all of u guys out there that sometimes make mistakes. I’ve been seeking for happiness within my heart, But it doesn’t seems to be apart of my life. The hatred of being me within me is the only thing that can describe me as a worthless human being. My life was sucks ever since I was born in this very place called earth. I was treated like a bloody fool for long enough and I’ve suffered enough of this shit. I’ve been wasting my time thinking about the things that I’ve gone through. And I’ve been asking myself why??....and do I deserve this kinda life??....why is it so hard for me to go through this life??....I’ve been standing on my own feet alone without depending on anyone for extremely long period of time. Sometimes it’s hard for me to share this fucking experience with other people because most of the people that I’ve known didn’t actually understand what I’ve gone through. I’ve lost my love ones and it is useless for me to live in this world anymore. It’s kinda hard for me to accept the fact that actually I’m living in this world alone without anyone beside me. But, as I grew older, the unknown whisper had change myself into a stronger person from time to time and my heart keeps on telling me that there is nothing else in this world that can help me except for myself. Now, all I can say is, I don’t give a shit about anyone except for the person that I care and the person that I love and that includes my friends, family , and also my heaven mate. I only give a shit about myself and I would like to dedicate this message to all the people that had been torturing my heart so badly:You useless son of a bitch,after all what u have done to me,re u having so much fun for what u have done,Do u guys have enough??What’s the worst of being me??AI wish that I can give a mother fucking 99 stab wounds on your chest,Mess with me again,I’ll promise u that I’ll stab u with a screwdriver on your mother fucking face,I admit that I’m a sarcastic loser,Dut why don’t you guys think twice,U better take a good look at yourself in the mirror,U will see the emptiness within yourself,Then u will realize who really the loser is??So long u useless morons,Go to hell,Let’s forget about all this shit and let the real thing begin.My name is Daniel and u can call me dani which means D…dares to fail…A…allergic to sickness…N…never depend on anyone…I…infinite stupid ideas....Music is my best friend and also my girl friend.I would die for it.I’ve been finishing most of my time with music.Im not that talkative type of person, kinda straight, abit soft spoken guy, love doing stupid things that brings joy to myself, really love hard fuckin music, love to hang out a lot but didn’t even stand a chance, love to make new friends, and love to talk about something mystery and spooky. I’m a hard fuckin metal fan. But, I do listen to other type of music such as hardcore, emo, trash, grincore, metalcore, progressive screamo, mathcore, emo core, crusty core, melodic black metal, death metal, but most of all is experimental music and all types of hard underground music. I’ve been dragging myself into this mess for a quite long period of time and I had so much fun dealing with this stuff. I would like to share some ideas about this stuff and now im looking forward on inventing my own ideas of song and lyrics and it seems to turn out perfectly according to my plan. Well this is the least that I can share about myself and some of my interests and I hope u guys enjoy knowing me!!This is sucks. I knew it!! I’m out of my mind. Anyway, just pretend that u didn’t even read those crap ok. I’m just trying to be a lot more creative then I was before chowwww!! %D%A%D%A.... ....